Hello guys. I'm very sorry for the delay. My computer was BUSTED. I had no way of writing. The only internet access I had was through my phone, and it ain't easy to type on a touch screen phone. (Believe me, I tried.) Again, you guys are amazing for liking my story. I feel so lucky each time I get a review. I wish I could have responded to them, but alas, no computer. So please, enjoy. Also, Summer time is among us so hopefully I'll have a lot of time to write.

Sookie:

I could feel Eric looking at me. As badly as I felt for putting on a show, I felt extremely excited. I knew how I looked. My breasts were high, my ass was tight, and my stomach was taut. I would have never let him see my boobs or anything like that, but I figured the ass and back couldn't hurt. I mean, hell, they show asses in PG-13 movies. No reason for me to feel guilty about that.

As I heard the door shut, I turned around and walked to my window. Just as I thought, a few seconds later, Eric was out the door walking to his car, seeming anxious. I smiled to myself and walked back towards the bathroom, hopping into the steaming shower. I made it a long one, washing my hair with some new shampoo and conditioner that was supposed to make my hair even more blonde. I took my time shaving everywhere, and even after, I treated myself by rubbing lotion all over myself.

One thing that followed me even after I was thin, were my stretch marks. They were long, but very sparse, all up and down my hips. They had faded into my skin tone and were almost invisible, but they helped me never to forget who I was. Seeing my marks reminded me of my mission for all the fat girls out there and I was filled with a new found passion for what I was doing. I wasn't planning on hurting Eric. No, I wouldn't do that. But I did want to seduce him and then not completely go for it. I wanted him to want me with no release, and if that was wrong, so be it. Growing up with such unrequited love, I guess had left me harsh, but the world had been harsh to me.

I rubbed cocoa butter into my marks and smiled as I thought of the days to come. I liked Eric, this I knew. But as I had only had sex a few times and with one of Amelia's jock friends, Quinn, I guess my sex drive had been slightly spoiled. It always only lasted about 3 minutes and was completely awkward. I thought after the first time, when I lost my virginity, things would get a lot better. I thought that the second time maybe it would be better because I could focus on something other than the pain. I thought wrong. The second time and every time after that, I was only left to focus on the awkwardness of the situation, which consisted of him hovering on top of me and then a couple minutes later seizing and shaking. It was horrible and I wasn't left with a burning passion for sex. I was actually a bit disturbed. So I knew, even though things were surely going to get hot and heavy with Eric, I would never compromise myself and just have sex with him. I just wasn't a sexual person.

I heard my cell ring over on the night stand and I hopped over. It was Amelia.

"Hello?"

"Hey, Sook! Change of plans, I'm on my way now. I'm about to hop on a red eye and I'll be there at 7 am at the Monroe airport! We can start our summer of fun off early!"

"That's fantastic! I'll be there. And just to let you know, my Eric plan isn't running as smoothly as I would have liked it to. You might have to kick me into gear when you get here."

"Well what's the problem?"

"He's gotten even sexier and I'm having a really difficult time. I mean even being thin, I still don't think I deserve an Adonis like him!"

"SHUT UP! I'll be there in the morning and we'll go full throttle."

"Alrighty, have a nice flight. Love you."

"Love you too, Sook. See you then!"

The line went dead and I crawled back into the bed. It was almost 11 pm. If I wanted to be in Monroe by 7, I had to go to sleep. Dragging myself back up and climbing into some panties and a tank top, I went fast to sleep.

I woke up bright and early, made myself a cup of coffee and headed off to Monroe to get Amelia. The drive seemed to take forever because I was so anxious to see my best friend. I arrived around 6:45 and walked in to the airport to meet her. I saw her and waved her over a few minutes later.

"SOOKIE! I missed you so much. Even a few days were too much to bear."

"I know exactly what you mean. Let's get your bags checked and get home."

It took a few minutes to get her bags checked and we were back on the road by 7:30.

"I'm starving. Can we stop somewhere for breakfast?"

"Of course. I think there's an IHOP somewhere up here, near Shreveport."

We turned on some music as loud as possible and belted it.

"You know, I was pretty exhausted before this." Amelia exclaimed.

"Me too. I think we just bring this out in each other."

When we arrived, I ordered bacon and eggs and Amelia ordered blueberry pancakes. I was half way done eating when I heard something peculiar. I looked near the door and saw Eric and Pam walk in, waiting to be seated.

"FUCK!" I screamed under my breath.

"What is it?" Amelia had a wide eyed look on her face.

"It's freakin' Eric! He's here! And I look terrible. We have to get out of here, NOW!"

Amelia scanned the room.

"That, is Eric…?"

I nodded viciously, hiding my face behind my hand.

"Holy balls, he is a Nordic God," she said with a completely straight face.

"Did I not tell you this?"

She nodded, smiling creepily.

"Sure you did, but I just thought you were exaggerating."

"Yeah, whatever. I'm being serious, I have to get the hell out of here."

Normally I wouldn't have worried so much about what I looked like, but you must understand that I was wearing a torn up Bon Temps football sweatshirt, sweat pants and Old Navy flip flops. On top of that, my hair looked like a dying raccoon, as I hadn't had the chance to style it that morning.

"I would have usually said, you're fine… but fact of the matter is, that beautiful man cannot see you like this."

I nodded knowingly. The hostess was bringing them to their table. Amelia waved her hand for the check repeatedly. It seemed like we had waited an hour when really it was probably only a few seconds. Eric was right in my line of vision. I knew if he recognized me behind my hand, he would come over and say hello. I could not let that happen.

"Let's just go," I whispered.

"Go?" Amelia asked, seeming confused.

"Yeah, let's do like a hit and run thing. No one is around."

"It's called dine and dash."

"Okay, whatever. Let's do it. You go first and I'll follow."

"Now Sookie, are you sure about this? I mean I've done this a million times, as I'm a badass. But are you sure you're up to it?"

"Yeah, no problem. He can't see me now. My seduction plan won't work if he does! Now go."

She stood up and steadily made it out the door in a just a couple seconds. My turn, I thought to myself. I stood up, probably with a weird look on my face and took off for the door, making sure Eric wouldn't see me. When I made it to the door I heard our waitress call, "GIRLS!"

I started running faster. Damn, why did I park my car so far away? Amelia was a few feet in front of me, hurrying me along. I suddenly heard Eric's voice. "I'll get them!"

I heard someone running behind me so Amelia and I took off even faster. Then, suddenly, a strong arm grabbed me from behind, around my waist. He turned me around and Amelia kept running.

"Sookie?"

"Fucking hell."

Eric began to howl with laughter.

"What the hell are you doing?" He asked, almost falling over in hysteria.

"Nothing at all."

I reached into my purse grabbing 2 twenties, pushing them into his hand.

"Just give this to them, okay?" I was sure my face was as red as a beet.

"No, no, no," He said, pushing my money back into my hand. "I got it this time. It's the least I could do, you little badass."

"Okay," I simply said and I started walking to the car as fast as I could.

He sped up and jumped in front of me.

"Are you okay Sookie?"

He now had a serious look on his face, but I could tell he would laugh at any moment.

"Besides experiencing the most embarrassing moment of my life, I'm peachy, thanks."

"Oh, Sookie. It happens. This is our little secret."

"So we never have to talk about it again?"

"Hmm, well we might talk about it. But I assure you I won't be telling anyone else. It can be between me, you, and you're friend there. The other badass."

I scowled.

"I hate my life."

"It's okay Sookie. I actually think it's really adorable."

I rolled my eyes, beginning to smile.

"Oh, thank you. That just makes everything better."

He laughed.

"So can I meet your friend? Is that Amelia you were telling me about?"

"Sure is. But how about another time? I'm sure she's also about to die of embarrassment, and that hostess is staring at us like she'll call the po-po."

"The po-po?" He chuckled. "Well, I'll be over tonight anyway. Jason invited me for dinner; maybe I can just meet her then."

I nodded. "Sure. Just please don't tell anyone about this whole ordeal. Okay?"

"You got it, rebel."

I smiled and rolled my eyes.

"See you, Sook," he called as I made it to the car.

"Yeah, see you."

I could heard him laughing as I opened the door.

I smiled giddily and felt my face blush again as I thought about what had gone down.

"Fuck my life," I said as I settled into the driver's seat.

I started the car up and began to answer Amelia's never ending questions as we drove to Bon Temps.

There you guys go. I really hope you enjoyed it. Please leave me a review and tell me how to improve or anything you would like to see happen. I am going to try my hardest to update within the next week or so. Thank you guys, love you.