Thank you guys for following, favoriting and reading my story! it means a lot. Omg chapter 5 already! I'll try to update sooner than i did before because yeah.. i've had some busy days and then there's no time to write anymore.. to bad since i love writing. But i'll do my best and i hope you'll like/love this chapter too!
Maura's pov.
Charlotte: but why?
Maura: because i have feelings for someone else..
Charlotte: but i thought this was it.. you were it.
Maura: I'm sorry charlotte.. this isn't going to work when you're like you are now and with me having feelings for someone else
Charlotte: but I'm thinner! i'm going to be better!
Maura: Char.. it's not about you being thin or me being thin.. this is about my and your feelings. You told me yourself you don't have feelings for people like you should..
This is hard and i don't want to hurt her.. but i'm sure about my feelings for Jane. Jane is who i want. Jane is who i will never get. Jane with her beautiful face.. eyes.. body. Jane is perfect.
Charlotte: okay then, will we stay friends?
Maura: if you want to we will.
everybody says that.. 'will we stay friends?' but look how much people really are friends after a break up. I will try anyway, don't want anything to happen to her.
I walk downstairs, checking if Cailin is still sleeping and she is. I kiss her head and walk downstairs to my mom
'' Mom we need to talk ''
Jane's pov.
I'm sitting on the beach, thinking about Maura of course. Her beautiful golden locks, her beautiful brown eyes where i could get lost in. Her amazing body.. Her everything. She is beautiful.
Maura: hey honey
Jane: Hey maur
Maura: what would you say if i told you i could come visite you?
She is kidding.. she has to be kidding.. she can't come, her mom won't let her.
Jane: Are you serious?
Maura: yes sweetie, never been more serious.
I can't believe it, i'm going to meet her. I'm going to meet Maura freaking Isles.
Jane: then I would say I can't wait to pick you up from the airport
Maura's pov.
I'm going to meet Jane freaking Rizzoli. I'm going to meet the girl i fell for but was to scared to admit it. I'm going to meet her.
I'm sitting before my computer, booking the flight. My mom will let me stay there for 2 weeks and since i can stay by Jane and don't have to book a hotel.. I'm so excited. 2 weeks with Jane. Beautiful and perfect Jane.
Maura: Jane i'm so excited. I can't wait till I'm able to hug you and hold you close!
I know Jane probably won't answer, but i just had to tell her. I'm so excited. This song starts playing in my head 'I'm so excited, i just can't hide it '. A smile creeping on my face.
I start thinking about Jane, about my feelings for her. I can feel the love deep inside my chest. It's big, really big.
My phone rings, It's jane!
'' Hey! '' i answer the phone '' you shouldn't call me, it's way to expensive ''
'' I don't care, are you online on skype? ''
i make weird figures with my fingers on the table '' no, i thought we couldn't skype? ''
She laughs, god that laugh '' But my brother is gone so i can use his, feel like skyping? ''
'' Yes! of course, just let me log in ''
she gives me her skype name and we hang up. I look her up.
Jane: hey hey, should i call you or do you call me
Maura: i don't care, i'll call you
Jane: okay
I click on the green button with 'videocall' and see her beautiful face appear on my screen, i smile '' hey you ''
she smiles back '' hey, how are you? ''
'' I'm great and you? ''
'' me too ''
then the was a silence.. a comfortable one.
Jane goes with her hand in her hair while reading a text and her head down. When she does her head up again she throws her hair backwards, so beautiful. Then she puts her thumb on her mouth and she reads another text. God she is so beautiful.
Jane's pov.
I'm watching Maura while she reads a letter to me that she wrote, she's so beautiful. I can't think of anything else then being there and hugging her.. Which makes me sad, but i'll be able to hug her soon and i really can't wait for that to happen. I'll give her the letter i wrote with valentine.. i hope i won't destroy our friendship.
'' When are you coming? '' i ask her when she finished reading
'' you tell me when you want me to come '' she smiles at me, and those eyes are killing me
'' now '' i answer, i know that won't happen.
'' soon '' she tells me '' i can't wait '' she says while a blush creeps up her neck to her cheeks
'' me neither '' i tell her '' But i was thinking we could download Viber, then we can call for free when we have internet ''
'' Let's download it then ''
'' I have to go for a walk with my grandma now.. but i'll call you then. I love you ''
'' have fun with your grandma '' she smiles '' i love you too ''
and with that i end the call and get on Frankies bed on my way to my grandma.
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Yacintha