Hey hey. here is the next chapter already! hope you'll like it. I did my best haha.
Maura's pov.
My lips were on Jane's before i actually realized it. I push back quickly before she can react on the kiss. '' I.. I'm sorry... I didn't mean to.. I'm sorry. ''
She looks at me, a little blush on her cheek '' It.. it's okay, don't worry ''
'' So.. euhm.. what happened with you and Casey? '' I ask her, trying to change the subject.
'' I fell in love with someone else.. It's unfair to be with him if i love someone else more.. if i want to be with someone else more '' She tells me, I look down '' So you are with someone else now? ''
'' Actually I'm not.. ''
I look at her '' but if you fell for someone else why didn't you tell that one? ''
'' Because I'm afraid i'll lose that person.. the friendship means too much to me to just give up on it. ''
'' I'm in love with someone too '' It's out before i can stop the words.. 'idiot what did you do now? '
Her face changes.. she almost looks.. sad?
'' Really? I'm happy for you, who's the lucky guy? ''
'' I euhm.. we aren't together.. it's like you've.. afraid to tell ''
'' Maura.. we need to talk ''
'' yes we do '' I look forward and pack my suitcase. '' I still have to tell you what i need to tell you ''
We walk outside and wait for a taxi to come '' Jane.. i need to tell you now cuz if not you might kick me out and if you want me to go i can still book a flight back ''
She looks at me, a small smile on her face
I take a deep breath. '' I.. I found out I'm in love.. and euhm.. god this is hard to tell.. I'm in love with you.. i meant it when i said i love you and i know you probably don't feel the same and i get if you want me to leave but i have to tell you this.. i love you Jane. '' I look at her nervously.
Jane's pov.
I stand there looking at her.. I don't know what to say.. '' Maur.. i-''
'' you don't have to say anything.. i can go again if you want to..''
i take her hand and pull her to me, crash my lips into hers. We moan into the kiss. I put my arms around her waist to keep her close. We kiss for what seems like hours and we break apart for much needed air '' I'm in love with you too '' I whisper softly.
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We're sitting on on my bed.. actually I'm sitting between Maura her legs, her arms tight around me watching her favorite movie.. step up.. i don't like these kind of movies but for her i'll watch them and then there's also the fact that i love her arms around me, how her chin rests on my shoulder.
I kiss her cheek '' I really don't understand why you like this kind of movies ''
'' I like dancing.. '' She answers, focused on the tv.
I kiss her to get her focused on me and from the tv, the kiss quickly heates up.
Maura's pov.
Jane hears steps on the stairs and pulls herself off my lap as quick as possible. She looks at me '' Sorry '' she whispers '' I'll explain later ''. Her mom comes into the room and i stand up '' Hello sweeties '' she smiles. '' I'm Angela Rizzoli '' she says while holding her hand out.
I take it '' Maura Isles, it's a pleasure to meet you. Thank you for letting me stay in your house ''
Her mom laughs '' Of course you can stay here silly, we've heard a lot about you. Jane.. Casey is on the door.. Should i send him away or do you want to talk to him? ''
'' I'll go talk to him '' Jane says, she puts her hand on my leg and acts like she uses it to stand up, but squeezes it softly.
'' So, you must be tired. I was about to make dinner and just wanted to ask if you like lasagne '' Angela smiles at me
'' It's one of my favorites '' I tell her while i smile back
'' It's so sad that Casey and Jane broke up, it was such a cute couple. But yeah Jane found another.. Paul or something is his name, but he doesn't live here. '' She tells me
I feel my heart break, so Paul.
Jane's pov.
'' Casey what are you doing here? '' I ask him when i get down the stairs
'' I'm here to get you back '' he says.
'' Casey don't.. I.. we are over, I don't want you back. ''
'' Jane, we belong togheter '' He tells me while my mom comes down and goes to the kitchen. I see Maura sitting on the top of the stairs.
'' Jane is with Paul. '' Maura says with a sad face
'' Who is Paul? '' Casey asks, anger in his eyes '' I thought you were in love with a girl! ''
I look at Maura who's still sitting there. '' Casey please leave ''
'' But- ''
'' No leave. '' I look back at him, anger on my face. He gets out of the house '' You're just a dirty lesbian!'' he yells.
Maura runs down the stairs to him. '' That she falls for girls doesn't mean she changed. She is still the same as that she was when she was with you. That you fall for the same sex doesn't fucking change you. You're an idiot for letting her go completely, she deserves better then you anyway '' She tells him and turns around back to me, gives me a look and walks past me to my mom in the kitchen. I hope she didn't hear what was going on here.. I don't want them to find out yet, mostly because I'm afraid they won't accept me.
I walk towards them '' Maur, can we talk? ''
'' yes sure '' she says, not even looking at me
'' okay '' i follow her after she walks past me.
'' So Paul hmm? '' she says when we are outside
'' i made that up Maur. ''
'' It's the fact you made something up to hide me, i get it, believe me i really get it but why do you make up that you're with someone? you didn't have to do that. '' She tells me with sad eyes
'' Maura, I'm really in love with you and i'm sorry. ''
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Yacintha