3rd Chapter of Yuki's Snow

BE WITH ME

Today I began to understand what love must be, if it exists. When we are parted, we each feel the lack of the other half of ourselves. We are incomplete. Like a book in two volumes of which the first one has been lost. That is what I imagine love to be. Incomplete in absence.

Little by little I'm getting by...living without you. I'm getting used to not seeing you, not hearing from you. Something inside me started to fade away. All remains is just bits and pieces of you.

It's all a purple haze, a passing glance...a fleeting memory...an echo of your memento. I never thought I could meet someone like you. You are my friend, you are my smile...my reason for smiling and existing.

You are a breath-taking reflection of God's heart for me. His way of showing that He loves me because he gave me you.

I had an opportunity only a few people have on this earth. God has blessed me to share time and space with you. That He designed himself just for me. I'm not only blessed but divinely favored.

You pursued me and loved me, even when I didn't even love myself. You held my hand in the darkness and pulled me out into the light.

You are my light in a purple haze, and it doesn't matter what happens in this life. As long as you're with me.

When I look at you, I know there's a God and that he love me so much. That he took the time to create you just for me.

I love you, my vampire Yuki, past my mind, beyond my heart. I love you for my soul. And that's the space only you and God dwell.

Yuki didn't know what is happening to him. What's he's going through because of the boy. Of how he had defied the laws of man and the laws of the highest being. He succumbed to the darkness of his soul, and he cried…cried the tears that is beyond bottomless. Yuki thought that he was already apart from God's love because he is a being of darkness. And he didn't want to sink himself deeper into the abyss of his Eiri blood. He was so careful…he stayed away from the call of his innermost demon… even if he grew weak…even if he knows that he would die quicker…he was willing to welcome that bliss. Because like Shuichi, he had longed to be with those people he loved most who had passed on to the other side. He didn't want to wait from decade to decade, one lifetime and the next to be with them. He is tired of watching all those he loves dies. Probably one of the reasons why he saved the boy. Yuki knew that this one human is different…that this mere boy is the one he is looking for. The minute he saw him jumped off the bridge, the minute he gathered him in his arms to save him….the minute his lips met his when he gave him back a piece of his forever…he is the one…his partner….his sacrifice…his familiar…his better half.

With his blood…he had sealed their fate…he didn't know how long Shuichi is gonna be staying with him…but he knew that this time he would see what he had wished for in his entire life to see…snow…..but this time….Shuichi is in it with him for a piece of eternity. Because this time, he is not just gonna see just snow…but Yuki's snow….snow in Yuki's eyes….the countless piece of white heaven that he had seen one lifetime to the next from his Eiri blood, passed on from generation to generation as far and as long and as countless as the stars in the sky.

A figure swooped down the balcony of the open sliding doors, there wasn't any breeze….but a gust of wind announce the arrival of the angel of darkness. Stealthy he walked in the room…his eyes burning like yellow fire. His wings disappeared into his back, in a blink of an eye he was peering down the innocent boy sleeping on the bed.

Yuki touched his face. Shuichi opened his eyes. "Yuki." He breathe. The vampire didn't see fear in those eyes but longing…wanting. Instead of cringing from fright…Shuichi was reaching for him.

"Be with me." He said.

"You don't know what you are asking, brat." He said, about to leave.

"Yes, I do." He said, and grabbed his arm. "I want to spend the rest of my life with you…I want to spend an eternity with you."

Yuki bowed his head, chuckled. "You don't even know what does that mean, you don't know the price you're gonna pay if I bite you and drink your blood, you're gonna be mine forever."

Shuichi embraced him, "I want to be with you forever, Yuki." He cried. The vampire didn't push him away.

"You don't even know what forever is." Yuki said. "Not dying is just one of them, you are gonna give up this life…you are gonna give up everyone else in your life. You can never see them again. Not ever again. Because you are going to be no longer part of the living but of the living dead."

Shuichi drew away slowly. Yuki sighed, he knew that will change his mind. He is still human after all.

The angel released his wings and was about to fly away. Shuichi grabbed him. "Take me with you." He said, pleading. "Show me your life…let me see…let me understand…then let me decide on my own." He said.

"Fair enough." He said. "Kiss me." Shuichi looked at him and blushed. If only Yuki knew how many times he had done in his head over and over again.

"I need strength to carry you, I have never carried anyone before." Yuki explained.

Shuichi smiled. "You don't have to explain, I'm just a little shy." The boy said, bashfully but was approaching the vampire. Yuki's wings folded again and receive the boy in his arms.

Both didn't care which one groaned first when their lips touched. The plan abandoned when they both dropped back in bed, kisses more urgent now. Skin gets in the way, garments discarded in a flash. Heated passion ensued, the time in the room stopped. As man and vampire consummate and sealed their love.

"I want you." Yuki whispered on his skin, forgetting now what they are and what they have become. The only thing that mattered is what they're meant to each other.

Shuichi answered his urgent request with the passion of his own, as he pulled Yuki on top of him.

Yuki kissed every part of his skin. Wanting and needing more and more, no human blood can compare to his need to taste every part of his lover. Shuichi answered him back a kiss for a kiss, a nip for a nip, a lick for a lick. He never thought that there could be this wonderful feeling when you're with someone you cared for so much.

When Yuki took him in his mouth, he devoured him carefully, his fangs are careful not to scrape the human skin. He moaned, he tasted different…a taste that he could grew accustomed to.

Shuichi bucked his hips so suddenly in Yuki's mouth that his fangs grazed the side of his delicate flesh that Yuki has in his mouth at that moment, the pleasure-pain tickled him, sending him into a spasm, shuddering and shaking, "Oh, Yuki. It felt so good." He crooned.

Yuki closed his eyes and swallowed deeper, precum and saliva snake down to his glorious hole, and Yuki spread it around with his fingers.

Shuichi panted at that glorious sensation. "Ahhhh…..OMG…..ahhhh….." he moaned, his eyes rolled back at the back of his head.

Yuki could feel the tightness in his groin, so he put a finger in the waiting cavern…one….moan….two….moan….three…faster and faster…scissoring his fingers in time with his mouth exercise, widening the small cavern…when Shuichi spurted in his mouth…Yuki licked him dry. His eyes never leaving the human boy.

When Shuichi was dry and spent, Yuki removed his fingers. "Ready for me, brat?" he asked, quietly, feeling the need to hurry before he burst. Shuichi nodded with a moan.

"Yes, oh….yes…hurry…I want you in me." He said, breathless.

Yuki towered over his lover, and as they both groan, the vampire groaned from the tightness, Shuichi moaned and shuddered at the feeling of being full and heavy…he was a little uneasy at first but when Yuki felt he was ready…the vampire offered the boy his dance card and swayed to the waltz and rhythm of his undying race.

Shuichi met him, thrust with thrust…complimenting each other with each groans and kisses, butterfly kisses all over each other. They just can't get enough of each other.

When Yuki emptied himself inside his pledged lover for life, Shuichi came again after him, spraying himself…Yuki leaned and started licking him clean like a cat.

They couldn't stop kissing and touching each other, they just couldn't get enough. Laughing and then kissing each other again…they made love all over again. Until they could hardly keep their eyes open, how many times? They lost count…and they knew…if they got their strength again…they would repeat the cycle all over once more.

Shuichi woke up first. He needed to pee. At first he almost stumbled and break his neck getting up the bed. His butt was so sore, he thought he won't be able to take a step.

"Yuki." He called, weakly, shaking him gently. The vampire was sprawled comfortably in his bed…his perfection draped on his pillow and Shuichi couldn't help but stare. He really is so beautiful. He touched his face. So soft…so smooth. He touched his blond hair…its like feathers, feels good to the touch. He leaned down and licked his lips. No reaction. He called again. "Yuki."

But the older man was dead to the world (pun intended). That's the first thing he discovered about his lover.

Lover? Shuichi gasped. Yes, they had done it countless of times until they both passed out from exhaustion…so he guessed that yes, this beautiful creature is his. Mine. He said, and giggled to himself. "Yuki's mine." He said a little loudly. Testing saying it out loud. And he got a grunt from the vampire himself. Shuichi snickered. He really looked so cute sleeping. He said to himself and half crawled and half drag himself to the bathroom to pee, and did the process again and climbed back in bed beside the vampire. And as if it's a natural thing, as soon as Yuki felt his skin, with eyes still closed, his arm snake around the younger man and embraced him closer to him. Murmured something incoherent and sighed, holding him tighter. Shuichi just melted, he couldn't breathe with so much happiness. And he closed his eyes. If these were all a dream, please God don't wake me up. He prayed fervently.

The following days were like a dream. Yuki didn't ask anymore what Shuichi wanted. And Shuichi didn't ask Yuki anything. As if by silent agreement…this is the way it is from now on. In reality…they both feared of losing each other.

Yuki didn't take his blood, but they have made loved almost a million times over and over whenever they are alone. For Yuki. He didn't need Shuichi's blood to make him immortal or secure the future of his clan. He doesn't care about those anymore. All he care about is Shuichi. Shuichi is the most important person in his life right now, and he would defied everything all over again, if that's what it takes to keep him….and yes, he would drive a stake to his own heart if ever his lover passed on before him. He didn't think he could live again without Shuichi…without his human lover.