I have new stories up, but I somehow avoided this one… sad, right…

Do I have to? UH, fine! The turtles are not mine…

Enjoy!

Raph tossed and turned, again, in this one dream…

Raph fumbled around with Leo in a fight. He never understood these fights, he never got the memo.

"You have to accept it! It doesn't matter if it wasn't you…!" Leo said as he punched him until he flipped Leo over by snaking his legs together.

"You never get me! If it wasn't me, then who got you…!" Raph tried to strangle his older brother but was full of anger to not see the hands fly to his shoulder.

Olive green hands and sea green hands hold him back as his older brother softly turned to his side. He struggled in his brothers' hold. He saw his older brother hold his neck which was bleeding and growing in a dark green and red, much like a horrible bruise.

He wanted to know what was happening to his family and him in this but the scene changed.

They were in the lab, with Leo on the cot. He was crying in the pillow as well as hugged it. Mikey was hugging Leo across the shell as well as hugging him, but his arm was avoiding something. He looked a little closer and saw that Leo's stomach/chest area was covered in bandages and blood patches everywhere. Don was looking into the corner and glaring at whatever was in it while patting Leo's shell.

Donatello walked his direction but when he gets to Raph, he passes right through. Raph turned around to see Donnie walking to his dream self. His dream self was curled up in the corner, eyes wild and had open small bleeding patches on his arm and legs and his other arm was burned horrible but not treated.

"Look what you did… I hope yours happy…" Don flew out with venom in a volume neither Leo nor Mike could hear, just his dream self.

Something he learned about these dreams, he wasn't seen or heard.

"I'll treat you're wounds… but you stay away from Leo…" Don said and pulled out a medical kit but with more harsh force then needed, truly.

Before Don even did anything else, the scene changed.

He watched around him as Donatello bolted right past him and Mikey not short behind him. He looked at the scene as Mikey stopped his genius brother with a tug of a shoulder. Don turned around and Raph cringed, Don had a look of pain yet it was masked mostly with venomous fiery.

"I won't care for him any longer! I specifically told him to leave Leo alone, BUT DID HE LISTEN?! NO!" Don seethed as he pushed Mikey off and looked him square in the eyes.

"Don, you know he didn't mean to hurt him like that… it was a onetime problem…!" Mike was cut off by Don putting a finger in his face.

"No, it was not! If we don't start going against what he says, he'll push you down like the way he did Leo…!" Don was cut off by a slap to the face by a scared Mikey.

He stopped stunned as Don turned back to Mikey, and the scene changed. He growled at that.

The next scene Leo, whom was terribly wounded, and Mike, wounded himself but not as much as Leo, were simply talking. As if the pain didn't hurt, even if it was in their eye the whole time.

"Mike, you look well! Did Master put in the right supplements?! I expected Don to…!" Leo stopped when his brother whimpered, "… Sorry!"

"It's ok, just never expected it… How's you and Raph…!" Mikey stopped midsentence as he thought back, "Leo, you ok?"

Leo was standing livid and shrunken as his eyes tighten together, "It's like our family died on each other! We end up killing each other in the end!"

Mikey whimpered pathetically but knew it was true. Raph looked around, the only things different were the dents in some things and it was colder. He could feel everything in here just like as if he were there himself. He pushed his thoughts back as he saw Don enter from the corner of his eyes.

"Um, Mikey?" Leo said as Don neared Mike.

"Leo, it's like no one can stand us on the surface…" Mike sighed as Don tried to put his hand on his shoulder.

Everything froze in my little world…

"Well apparently we aren't only freaks and monsters on the surface…" Mike surprised everyone, "Even to our own family we are beasts… If everyone else hates each other… then why not me?"

He turned around and punched Don square in the face and he swore he could hear Don's mouth crunch. When Don landed, he spit a tooth out and looked up at Mikey with disbelief. Leo slowly shrunk to a size he could disappear with and his tail went between his legs. Mikey kicked Don once in the side before turning to Leo…

"I will trust you for only a while; I know this won't last…" Mikey growled and stood tall over Leo, "Don't blow it…"

The scene blurred to where he was back in the lab. He saw Leo on the desk in a fetal position and Don on his computer typing in new system. Leo looked around but he knew Leo wasn't looking for anything particular.

"Donnie…" Leo said weakly.

"Yeah?" Don turned to where he faced the not so fearless leader.

"I miss Raph… he would knock some sense into Mikey… Mikey hates you and him now…" Leo whimpered pushing further into the fetal position, "I miss Master, he could fix this… Casey lost his courage and he has to know where Raph is at, or at least if he's…"

"Leo…" Don started, "I can't force anyone to do anything… I must admit, he hurt you terrible, but I get your reason for missing him… I do as well…"

"April is trying her best to get Casey back into being Casey, but…" Leo started, "I can't help but feel he might need to tell he something, something important…"

Don turned to Leo with curiosity in eyes and mouth closed so no gap was shown.

"What type of importance?"

"Like… I was supposed to get it before anything went wrong but I was too caught up in all of this…" Leo's eyes changed and he crawled out of the fetal position on the desk.

Everything was silent as Don's face went upright a little, then, to a big grin showing on his face with the tooth gap. Brown eyes, tooth gap that seemed somehow familiar to him. Somehow was.

"Well, no need crying over spilt milk…" Don beat around the bush, "If Mikey can't handle me, then I'll just keep bugging him till he at least knows I want to be his friend no matter what!"

Leo smiled as he moved to let his legs dangle over the edge of edge of the desk. He looked innocent, peaceful at best. His wounds didn't look as rash as he saw it last time so it was a while later.

"Raphael!"

He fell off his hammock with a cry as he hit the stone floor. Groaning he looked up at the intruder, only to see Leo himself. He scratched the back of his throbbing head as he heard his stomach growled at him.

"You almost missed training, thought you could get out of it, huh?" Leo said kneeling to his height.

"No," Was all Raph said as he recalled the dream.

Leo was in front of him. No wounds, he looked like he was in control of himself, he had his lean muscles, and nothing was out of the ordinary. As Leo stood, he could have sworn he saw Leo's tail trail between his legs…

-Mikey's POV-

Everything was normal with the family, but Raph was livid and stiff all day. At breakfast, he stabbed his food harder than normal and shoved his harder into his mouth than ever, all the while staring at Leo or Don.

"Raph?" Don said as he dropped his omelet on his fork to his plate, Leo did as well.

Raph's eyes unclouded and stared at them in a way to say they could continue.

"You've been looking at Leo and me like you expect us to get hurt in a second, what's up?" Don said as he looked at Leo for a brief second.

"Not to mention you have fork marks on your lower beak from where you stabbed your fork into it because you didn't care…" Leo pointed out passing Raph a napkin.

Raph refused the napkin and just wiped his wrist on his beak and got up to leave without telling us a thing.

"Grouchy…" I said as Raph hit the couch.

He left his plate on the table! I just washed this table! I move to put his plate in the sink and turn to Leo and Don, both as confused as I was.

"Raph's acting weird and he won't open up to me or Mike…" Don stopped.

We both turned to Leo who was trying to leave, undetected, with a fail. I grab his arms and shake him…

"YOU HAVE TO TALK TO HIM!" I said as I shook him like crazy.

When I stopped shaking him, Leo shrunk a little and held his head, trying not to fall over.

We heard a gasp and turned to Raph as he stared at Leo, whom was still shrunken slightly. Leo looked like his knees were about to buckle. Raph stared at Leo, paled. He left before we could get our mouths open.

-Raph's POV—

… Fuck!