a/n: I promised I would update today, so here it is. I would also like to point out several things. The first is that this chapter is in Edward's POV, because the whole chapter is about Edward and the Cullens. Please remember this first chapter in Edward's POV, so just remember I'm not too good at writing his character. The second is that this chapter is long, because I felt bad about having the past two chapters be relatively shorter than usual. The third and last point is that there is a big big biggg cliffy at the end of this chapter. Please don't read ahead to find out what it is because you will spoil it! Trust me and don't read ahead to matter how good the idea sounds, just keep on reading because you'll get to it eventually. Thanks and enjoy. Oh, before I forget, I would like between 170 and 175 reviews before the next chapter! Thanks!
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This chapter is dedicated, once again, to my boyfriend Edward Wolfe, for being better than Edward Cullen. I love you darling. :)
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His Gift
Chapter 8:
EPOV
"He remembered that she was pretty, and, more, that she had a special grace in the intimacy of life. She had the secret of individuality which excites--and escapes." -- Joseph Conrad.
"The family is a haven in a heartless world." -- attributed to Christopher Lasch.
"Call it a clan, call it a network, call it a tribe, call it a family. Whatever you call it, whoever you are, you need one."-- Jane Howard.
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There are some experiences that every person wants to enjoy. The top of the list is usually getting married or having a baby. Now, don't get me wrong, even though I'm a vampire damned to a life in hell for all eternity, I still have these human-like wants and needs.
The thought of having my own baby with Bella sends my dead heart into frenzy. I'm still freaking out about it inside. I still can't believe it. Who would have thought of me having a baby?!
I strolled (well, vampire-strolled, so about 100mph) across a small town towards 5427 June Berry Road, the residence of Alice and Jasper. As I ran past the town, I instantly noticed how many shopping centers were in located in this quaint little town. But, then again, that's Alice for you.
I stopped infront of the correct house, double-checking the address before walking up the cobblestone path and up to the front door. I knocked quickly, twice, before putting my hands in my pockets and waiting for someone to open the door.
As expected, the door was opened a few seconds later.
However, it was a surprise to see Emmett open the door.
Emmett beamed when he saw me, grabbing my by my shoulers and engulfing me into a large bear hug. I hugged back half-heartedly, not really in the mood for this type of affection at the moment.
After a while, Emmett released me and placed me down in front of him, "Hey, Eddie!"
I internally cringed at my horrid nickname, "Havent I told you not to call me that?"
Emmett pouted, "Aren't you going to say hello?" He placed one hand on his hip and the other shaking in front of him. He reminded me of the mother from that old show 'The Brady Bunch', "Where are you're manners young man." Emmett scolded in a highpitched voice.
I rolled my eyes, "Hello, Em. Long time no see."
Emmett smiled, "Hey."
I looked around, not seeing any of the other family members behind Emmett, "Where's everyone?"
"They're all out back." Emmett explained, "We should go back and talk with everyone. We've been waiting for you for a little while. You took a while to get here. Did you get lost or are you just losing your touch?" Emmett teased.
I rolled my eyes again, "Emmett, I was in South America. I have the right to be a little late, okay?"
Emmett blinked, confused, "South America? Why there?"
I thought. Well, the real reason was I was tracking Victoria, but she seemed to be leaving us alone for the time being, so I basicly spent my time curled up as a depressed ball on the floor of the tropical rainforest. However, I wasn't going to confess that to Emmett, so I lied skillfully, "Oh just sightseeing. I haven't been out of the United States in a while."
Emmett fell for it, as predicted, "Really? Sounds cool." Then he paused, remembering we had to go and meet the other's in the back yard, "Lets go, Eddie."
I growled at the nickname before following Emmett though the house.
The house, I must admit, was gorgeous. Now, it wasn't as nice as our house in Forks, but it was a nice, 2 story, 3 bedroom house. Alice did a wonderful job decorating; I had to hand it to her.
Upon walking out into the cloudy backyard, I was instantly hugged once again.
"Don't you ever do that again!"
I smiled slightly, realizing it was just Esme being motherly again. She released me and gave me a quick once-over, as if judging weather I kept care of myself. She nodded in approval before continuing with her previous statement, "Oh Edward. How have you been? Are you taking care of yourself?"
I simply nodded, not really in the mood for words. What I really wanted to do was talk with Alice about that vision of hers. I needed to see it for myself via my mind-reading skills.
I looked around for the pixie-haired vampire, seeing her sitting in a chair not to far away. She looked at me and I looked at her. Once we met eyes, she seemed to understand what I wanted. She stood up and pushed her way around Esme to stand in front of me.
"Hey, Edward!" she chimed.
"Hi Alice." I smiled slightly, "How are you?"
"I've been better. You?" She asked.
"Not too bad." I sighed, getting tired of all this small-talk. I wanted to know details.
Almost instantly, Carlisle walked up to Alice and I, "Alice, why don't you show Edward that vision of yours?"
Alice nodded and her eyes became unfocused as she saw her vision. I concentrated on her thoughts, seeing her vision fill into my head as I watched it too.
The first scene was Carlisle giving Bella a dosage of Percocet for her arm. She smiled up at me as I held her next to me which Charlise gave her the shot.
The second scene was Bella and I curled up next to eachother, both naked under her covers. Bella was panting heavily.
That's the night we had sex, I concluded to myself before continuing to watch the vision.
The third scene was of Bella, staring down at the counter of her sink, three positive pregnancy tests in front of her. She looked like she was about to cry.
The fourth scene was of Jake and Bella walking down the beach together. Jacob was asking her if I raped her, praticly begging to get the news out of her, while Bella looked confused.
"Did he…." Jake paused before continuing, "…did…did he r-rape you, Bella?"
"I don't remember." Bella whispered.
"The leech raped you!" Jake roared.
Did she think I raped her?? I thought.
The fifth scene was of Jake and Bella walking down the beach, once again. However, in this scene, they were discussing how they were going to tell everyone.
Jake instantly became self-conscious and embarrassed, fiddling with his hands as he stuttered out the explanation, "Well, it's o-obvious that Charlie didn't like E-Ed-Edward, so, I was thinking we could…that we li-lie to them and say the b-b-b-baby is mine, not Edward's."
The vision ended and Alice's eyes became focused once again. I instantly noticed I was shaking slightly, and I was growling deeply.
"Edward?" Carlisle asked, concerned and confused.
"He…He…" I couldn't put it into words. I turned to Alice, trying to see if she would help explain to the rest of the family what the vision was all about.
Alice nodded, starting to count off some reasons on her fingers, "Well, basically, Edward's mad because (a) Bella is trusting Jake because he isn't there, (b) Jake instantly jumped to the conclusion that Edward raped her, which he obviously didn't, and (c) because Jake and Bella are lying to everyone and saying the child is theirs and not Edward's because they don't want everyone to think Edward left because Bella was pregnant and not some other reason."
Emmett and Jasper's mouths both opened in shock while Carlisle and Esme turned to look at each other in disbelief.
"Is that true?" Rosalie suddenly asked from somewhere in the back of the group.
"Is what true?" I asked, confused about which point she was talking about.
"The last one." Rose continued, "Did you actually leave her because she was pregnant, or for some other reason?"
I blinked and then noticed that the rest of the family had turned to look at me expectantly. I sighed, realizing there would be no point in lying to them.
"Yeah. You're right." I sighed, "I left her because I found out she was pregnant."
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Yes I know: I just love love love leaving these cliffies for you all to go insane about. I would like between 170 and 175 reviews before the next chapter! Thanks!
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