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A/N: alright chapter 11 :) in the last chapter, Harry was about to go to the Great Hall for… lunch o-o now it's time to talk about Draco :x things are getting in their way… STARTING NOW!

Chapter 11: Find Your Way to Me

Draco made his way down toward his common room; it was barely past ten o' clock and Draco can already hear the hustle of people downstairs. Nodding to some fellow Slytherins that greeted him, Draco made his way out of the room and started for the Great Hall. Right when Draco closed the door, a certain pug-nosed girl watched Draco leave the room. Due to the fact of not having seen Draco for two weeks, Pansy Parkinson followed Draco out hoping to have some alone time with him. (A/N: hmm… alone time eh?)

Not realizing the shadowy figure following behind him, Draco made his way to the Great Hall. Walking in, he was astounded at how much people were in the hall. Two weeks of almost no students, this was a big change. Draco walked to the Slytherin table and sat down next to some sixth years. Looking over to where the Gryffindors sat, Draco immediately spotted the raven-haired man. Glancing at the people around Harry, Draco didn't see Granger or Weasley nearby.

'I guess they're not back yet…'

Draco stood up and was about to walk over to Harry, of course Draco made sure that nobody like Ron or anybody that were close to Harry were nearby, when there was a sound of running feet and Pansy ran to Draco and pounced on his back. Draco staggered at the sudden added weight.

"Dracoooo!!!" Pansy squealed in Draco's ears; he winced at the shrill cry. "I missed you!! I know you missed me too." Pansy wrapped her arms around Draco's neck possessively.

'She's pathetic...'

"Pansy…" Draco said through gritted teeth. "Would you kindly get off me? You're making a fuckin scene!"

Pansy cringed at the harshness of Draco's voice, but nonetheless, she held on to him even tighter. She moved her head so that it's resting on Draco's shoulders and began to leave soft kisses on the pale skin of Draco's neck.

"What's wrong Drakey? Don't you miss me? It has been two long weeks. Weren't you lonely without me?" She continued to plant wet kisses on his neck. Draco pulled his head away from her kisses then turned to look at her with disgust.

"Lonely? Hardly was I lonely. " Draco made a motion to pry Pansy off of him. "Now get off me!" He snarled.

During this whole time, the other half of the Great Hall was looking at Draco and Pansy. Murmurs and whispers can be heard, not to mention stares from all the other students, Harry included. Draco looked around when he heard people around him started to mumble things and pointed at him and Pansy. He didn't care what the other people were doing; his eyes searched the Great Hall and landed on Harry, who was currently looking at Draco with amusement. Draco turned his attention back to Pansy, who was still clinging onto him like a leech.

"Pansy! Just… get off." Draco pleaded. Pansy shook her head, her short brown hair hitting Draco's face as she did so.

"I WON'T get off until I hear you say you missed me," Pansy whispered against Draco's ears. "I don't mind staying on your back for the rest of the day."

Draco looked up and let out an irritated sigh. 'This bitch… and Harry's watching! What is he going to think of me now!?'

"… I missed you Pansy." Draco grounded out. "Now can you get off?"

Pansy gave Draco a smile then slid down his back. She took his arm and hooked it with hers and led him back to sit at the table. Sitting down, she promptly put her head back on Draco's shoulders. Draco looked away and tried to move farther from the pug-faced girl. The whisperings and staring had stopped and people began to go on with their normal conversations. Draco caught Harry's gaze and Harry immediately looked away. Draco saw a look of hurt on Harry's visage.

Meanwhile, Pansy was rubbing her hands up and down Draco's toned chest, and then they slid down his torso and rested on Draco's stomach, near the waistband of his trousers. But Draco wasn't even paying attention to Pansy's actions. He was still looking at Harry, who was now finishing his lunch and talking to some Gryffindor that Draco didn't know the name of. Pansy, who had been playing with the belt on Draco's trousers, noticed she didn't receive any reaction from the blond. She then took matter into her own hands, literally.

Snaking her hands down toward Draco's crotch, she splayed her fingers across, covering it. Then Pansy began to rub Draco in small circles and finally giving it a squeeze. Draco cried out and turned to glare at the girl beside him.

"What the fuck are you doing?!" Draco yelled into Pansy's face.

Talking stopped and students turned once again to look at the Slytherins.

Harry stopped talking and also looked at the couple, or so he thought they were. Ever since Pansy ran into the hall and jumped on Draco and began giving him kisses, Harry thought they were a couple before everything happened between him and Draco; all thoughts of telling Draco how he felt vanished. Now, hearing Draco scream out, Harry contemplated that there were more to what he had seen so far.

"I-I…" Pansy stammered, removing her hands away as if they were burnt. She was about to reach up and caress Draco's face when she noticed a silver necklace hanging around his neck. Pansy instead reached for the necklace and pulled it out from behind Draco's shirt.

"Who gave you this Draco?!" Pansy demanded. "You have another girl don't you?"

Draco looked down and saw Pansy holding the necklace Harry had given him. He snatched it back from Pansy's grasp.

"It's not your concern is it Pansy?" Draco hissed. "If you really want to know, it wasn't a girl that gave this to me!" Draco tucked the necklace back under his shirt.

"You… you're…" Pansy was lost of words; her eyes never left Draco's face. Draco stood up.

"Whatever you're thinking, my answer is 'yes I am'!" Draco spat. "Stop wasting your time on me Pansy… I'm not your fuckin boyfriend! Never was, never will be." With that, Draco stormed out the Great Hall, leaving a very heartbroken Pansy and a shocked Harry Potter.

'She's not his girlfriend… I thought… Draco…'

Harry excused himself and left the Gryffindor table. As he left the Great Hall all Harry could hear were Pansy's pitiful cries.

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Harry rushed out of the hall, hoping he can talk to Draco privately. Looking around at the deserted hallway, Draco was not in sight. Thinking that Draco probably went back to his room, Harry headed for the Slytherin tower. Just as he rounded a corner, a hand reached for him. Spinning around Harry came face to face with Ron.

"I went to the Great Hall to look for you mate," Ron explained. "But then I heard people talking about Malfoy and that Parkinson girl's outburst. I thought they were a couple. Meh, could've fooled me."

Harry shifted from foot to foot. "Look Ron, I have to go… somewhere. I'll meet you back at the common room later yea?" Harry said impatiently. Harry made a move to walk away, but Ron's grip on his arm tightened.

"Harry you've been avoiding me ever since I came back. What happened in the last two weeks that Hermione and I were gone?" Ron asked. "Something happened, I know something did. You seem different."

Harry looked away from Ron and tried again to pull away from Ron's hold on him.

"Nothing happened Ron. I'm sorry if you think I'm avoiding you, but I'm not--" Harry started. Ron released his hold.

"Don't lie Harry!" Ron cut Harry off, his tone harsh. "I'm your best friend! Tell me what happened." Ron took a breath and said in a softer tone, but still pushing Harry to answer.

"It was during Christmas wasn't it? When I asked you about that snow globe… you almost said someone's name. You didn't buy that globe yourself… who was it?" Ron pressured Harry into answering.

'The truth will come out sooner or later…' Harry thought dejectedly.

"… Draco." Harry whispered. Ron looked at Harry in disbelieve.

"That fuckin bastard gave you that snow globe?! Please tell me I heard wrong!" Ron began to turn a nasty shade of pink. Harry shook his head.

"What else happened during those two weeks?!"

"We… we were under the mistletoe and…" Harry gulped, afraid that Ron would hit him or something, he surely looked like he would.

"And what?!" Ron all but screamed now. Harry backed away from Ron.

"And we kissed Ron that's what!" Harry yelled back. "I love him! And oh yea, I'm a bloke so sue me!"

"You kissed Malfoy? What the hell is wrong with you Harry?! I don't care if you're gay, but out of all people you kissed that fuckin ferret?!" Ron growled; he was shaking in anger.

"I like him and that's final. If you don't like it Ron… well that's too bad. Nothing can change my mind. And if you don't accept my decision, we're through."

"But Harry… Aren't there other guys you're interested?" Ron pleaded; he threw his hands up in aggravation. "Anybody but Malfoy!"

"He's not as bad as you think he is," Harry murmured. "I'm glad I made this decision and until you can talk to me with a clear head, I have nothing to say to you."

Harry walked away from the shocked red head. Harry stopped, but didn't turn around.

"If I'm your best friend, then you would be happy, no matter whom I chose."

Harry continued his way to the Slytherin tower, leaving behind a very confused Ron.

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Arriving at the entrance of the Slytherin common room, Harry hesitated before he knocked on the portrait. The knight in the painting looked at Harry.

"What do you want?"

Harry looked at the talking knight and answered. "I want to see Draco Malfoy… Can you please let me in?"

The knight gave Harry a searching look. "I remember you. You came here before…"

"Yes I have. Now can you please let me through?" Harry asked. The knight merely shrugged and opened the door to the common room.

Harry walked in and was glad that all the other Slytherins were still probably at the Great Hall or did not come back yet. He slowly walked up the stairway leading to Draco's bedroom. Harry knocked on the wooden door.

"Who is it?" Draco's voiced snapped on the other side of the door.

"It's me Draco, Harry." Harry answered. The door opened and Draco's face peeked out.

"Harry…? What are you doing here?" Draco opened the door wider to let Harry in. "And how did you get in without the password?"

Harry walked in and Draco closed the door behind them. He walked to the couch and sat down.

"The knight remembered me." Harry gave a soft chuckle. "I'm here because I want to see you…"

"You want to see me?" Draco asked, surprised. "I- I thought you didn't since you looked away from me in the Great Hall…" Draco sat down next to the green eyed man.

"Oh…that. I guess you can say I was jealous?" Harry gave a nervous laugh.

Draco turned his head and looked at the man next to him with befuddlement.

"Jealous? Why were you jealous?" Harry stared into Draco's eyes and took Draco's hand.

"I thought Parkinson was your… girlfriend." Harry whispered; his hold on Draco's hand tensed.

"Potter… Harry," Draco caught his mistake. "She's not my girlfriend… I-I don't even like girls…" Draco looked away, scared of what Harry would think of him.

"I know you don't, I can tell." Harry gave Draco a thin smile.

"You… you don't care?" Draco asked. Harry shook his head in the negative. Draco then remembered Harry saying that he was jealous.

"Even if Pansy was my girlfriend… why would you be jealous?" Draco asked. 'Not like you have feelings for me Harry… but I sure hope you do.'

Harry's mind was in a whirlwind of emotions and thoughts. Draco was right here, they were alone. It's either now or never; Harry have to tell Draco how he feels about the blond.

"I was jealous because I--"

"Because you what Harry?" Draco prodded.

'Draco is going to hate me forever after I tell him… I'm going to ruin our friendship. But I have to say it! He probably has some other guy in mind… Who would love Harry bloody Potter?'

"I was jealous because…" Harry swallowed, pushing away the nervousness he was feeling at the moment. Draco waited for Harry to finish his sentence.

"Draco I love--"

The door to Draco's room burst opened.

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A/N: -evil laugh- the chapter ends right there!! Don't hate me!! T-T now you all just gotta wait for the next chapter to find out how Draco reacted and who kicked down the door lolz. Don't worry, I'm already working on it hehe.

Draco: who the hell broke down my door!?!

Harry: must be some strong assed person. –looks at Gio-

Gio: Hey I didn't kick down any doors :( stop staring at me!