I started showing a few months ago. Cragen decided that when I was four months along that I should be on desk duty. I miss chasing after and interrogating the suspects, but I do enjoy talking to the victims, who seem to want to talk to me more. They are comfortable with me and are often calling me to update about how things are going. Some even send me baby items. Like Jenna Waterman, she sent me an adorable little blanket she made. Now going into my eighth month things are getting a little harder. I can't seem to sit still for more than five minutes and this baby is really active. I know the sex but I am keeping that a secret until the baby is born.

I took Aidan to court. Asshole gets 15 years probation and has to register on the sex offender's list. The jury couldn't decide whom to believe. There was no doubt that he had beaten me up so he got 10 years probation. The 5 were for the rape. Many of the victims of previous cases had shown up to support me. Casey and Olivia were there for me, when I needed to cry, or when I needed to thrown things. I managed to get through and don't regret a thing.

Olivia and I started getting our relationship back. Oh and guess what. Olivia and Elliot are engaged. He proposed to her three weeks ago. He invited the squad to a dinner and proposed. Olivia started crying, but managed to squeak out a yes. They are getting married in the summer, just three months away. I have been helping her plan her wedding and she has been helping me with the baby's nursery.

John and Casey started dating last week. An odd pair they are, but they make each other happy. Fin got a girlfriend, but we don't know too much about her. John makes jokes saying he is her pimp.

Today I get to take a break from doing paperwork and talking to victims. Kelly Liam is due in court to testify against her husband for abusing her. I waited outside for the cab to take me to the courthouse. 5 hours and about 40 trips to the bathroom later, Mr. Liam was taken into custody for abusing Kelly and threatening her in open court that he was going to kill her and their 8-year-old son.

As I stand on the curb of the street something just doesn't feel right. No I am not in labor, the baby is fine. It is just one of those gut feelings. I shake it off as I jump into the cab that just pulled up. I give him the address of the precinct and lean my head against the cool window. Slowly I drift off to sleep.

OLIVIA"S POV

I stare at the clock for what seems like the millionth time. Alyssa was due back here 45 minutes ago. I know her pregnancy has slowed her down a lot but never this much. I can hear the captain's phone ring. After a couple minutes he steps into the bullpen.

"John, Fin, Elliot and Olivia get your coats. We have to meet Casey at Mercy General."

"Why?" Elliot asks, throwing me my coat.

"Just go." Is all he says. We pile into one car no one sure of what to say or do. We sit in silence. Captain is in the front passenger seat as Elliot drives. I look at his face and see tears welling in his eyes.

The ride seems like hours long. When we do get to the hospital I am the first one out of the car. That is when I see Casey running up to the car. Her face and eyes are red from crying.

"Casey, what is wrong?" I asked her as John wrapped his arms around her.

"Alyssa, she was in a car accident."