Ok sorry it took me a while to get this to you all but I was having some trouble with it. Every time I wrote something down I erased it and rewrote it and kept doing that over and over again. Finally I finished it, in between writing my two English essays that I still have to finish and with the help of listening to Hannah Montana 2 CD (what I'm a Disney channel fan at heart?). It's a good change and a change of what I was planning to do with this story but I like this way better.

Hope you all like it. I'll try my best to update sooner on the next chapter but I don't know how since I've been busy since school started. So I'm giving you my word that I'll try and that's all I can do.

Enjoy.

Buh-Bye.

Chapter Four- I Miss You

"Luke what the hell are you doing here?" Brooke asked when she opened the door at six thirty that morning.

"I know it's early and I know we shouldn't be talking but I had to give you something. It explains a lot." Luke said handing the letter to Brooke and walking back to his car and driving away as Brooke started to read the letter.

Dear Brooke,

I hope this letter will help you forgive me a little more. I never really wanted things to go the way they went. Peyton was a mistake from the beginning but I won't say the two kids I had with her are. It was something that just shouldn't have happened. I hated what I did. I hated o watch you cry and Cay and Miley all sad at me. I hated that I never got to know Ryan from the beginning. I just hated my life the past three years. I can't forgive myself for breaking your heart not once, not twice but three times Pretty Girl. I miss waking up with you next to me everyday. I miss seeing you smile with those dimples that Sammy, Tess, Cay and Miley have too. I just miss your cheery attitude so much. I miss you being so bubbly always. What can I say I miss my Pretty Cheery Girl?

Brooke I wish you could forgive me and things go back to how they use to be, how we where so happy back then with the family we started and everything. I wish I could've been there when Ryan was born. I missed so much of his life that I will never get back. I missed a lot of everyone's life, like how Tess and Cay are all you. Except Tessa got the Scott sports gene. I've been to a couple of her soccer and basketball games that I found out from Nathan and Haley about. I've just hide near the door when I went to visit my mom. The exact same thing for everything those kids do. Remember when you had to go to New York for a fashion show and you had to miss Sean's football game so "Naley" took him since James was on the same team? Well I was there watching. He is some hell of a football player and such a good kicker. Maybe that's why he kept kicking when he was in your belly.

Then there is the cheerleader, Sammy, who is going to turn just like you growing up. I always new that she would be a cheerleader. By the way she always followed you around and how she wanted you to sign her up for cheerleading when she was two. I was there watching at her first cheerleading competition. I if remember exactly she was too scared to go on but some how you got her to go. I always wondered if one of those girls would turn out like me. Somewhere I knew Miley would probably be the girl. She was the quite one since birth. I remember when we where sitting next to her crib at the hospital so scared that she wouldn't make it since that's what the doctors said but look she was strong and a fighter just like you. We were surprised when there were four girls. Our sweet Miley was hiding, exactly what she use to do. I get kind of worried about her, but what do I know I haven't really talked to her since the night I left.

Now crazy Caydee or is she still crazy? I remember her always being the one going into your closet and coming out with the craziest outfits. Remember the time when she put on a dress you had dried cleaned for a party we where going to that night and with her princess slippers on and some weird hat. I laugh so hard at that memory. I still even keep that photo in my office at work. I don't think I will ever take it down. That day you got so mad at her and then laughed two minutes later.

I miss us Brooke. I know I may be five years to late but everyone deserves another chance, ok so maybe I did have more then one chance but I need another one to show you how much I need you. Cheery I just cant stand myself anymore. I hate everything I did to you. Please if you can just start by letting me see the kids. I miss them so much and I even miss you.

Love,

Your Broody Boy.

"Oh god." Brooke said whipping away the tears that were falling from her hazel eyes.

"Chase I want to see if I can make a deal with Luke." Brooke said when they got to the courthouse.

"Brooke we are probably going to win. Why in the world do you want him to win?"

"Chase it isn't that it's just I don't want them to have the same life Luke had growing up. I want them to have someone to turn to when they can't turn to me. They need their father in their lives and I can't be the one to take that from them."

"What's with the sudden change?"

"I've been thinking a lot lately, that's all." Brooke said sitting down.

"Ok, I'll go talk to Lucas' lawyer if you really want this."

"I can't put the kids threw all this and he really wants to get to know them again."

"I'll be right back." Chase said walking over to Luke and his lawyer, "Ok, so we have a deal for you."

"Let's hear it." Jason, Lucas' lawyer said.

"Brooke wants you to be part of the kids lives again but on one condition and that is you only have them every other weekend and that's all."

"I'll take it." Lucas said.

"Are you sure Luke I mean we can get it so you can get every weekend?"

"Jason I just want to be able to see my kids that's all. I don't care if it's only every other weekend. I still get to see them."

"Ok. We'll take the deal." Jason said shaking Chase's hand.

"Good. We'll get the paper work and work it all out."

"Mom I can't believe you just letting him take us for a whole weekend." Cay complained.

"Cay clam down. It's two days. It won't kill you. No finish packing." Brooke said walking out of Cay and Miley's room.

"Mommy!" Ryan screamed running into the hallway almost knocking Brooke over.

"Ry-Ry what's wrong?"

"Sean said he hurt me if I go today."

"Ryan everyone's going so he can't hurt you."

"Mommy he bigger then me."

"Trust me baby. No one is going to hurt you."

"You tell Sean that."

"Go get something's to bring to your dad's ok?"

"Ok mommy." Ryan said running to his room with his cape following behind him.

"Sean your going now start packing and if I ever hear or been told that you told Ryan that he would get hurt for going to your dad's then your going to be in a lot of trouble."

"Fine. Whatever."

"Get packing!" Brooke yelled behind her as she walked out and heard the doorbell ring.

"I got it." Screamed Miley.

"At least one of the kids is ready." Brooke laughed to herself.

"Dad!" Miley screamed giving Lucas a big hug.

"Hey Miles."

"Everyone's still getting ready." Brooke said walking down the stairs, "Or not." She finished as all the rest of the bunch started to walk sown the stairs.

"Ready?" Lucas asked.

"Yeah." All the kids in the room answered.

"Ok. Lets go." Lucas said walking out the door.

"By Mom." The under the age of fourteen group answered each one giving Brooke a hug and a kiss as they walked out the door.

"This is going to be a peaceful weekend. Now what should I do?" Brooke said when they all left.

Chapter four is over.

Hope you'd like it.