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It takes place after Justin walks out the door in the last chapter.
I cry cant holding my emotions in any longer. I didn't want to push Justin away, but I had to protect him. He had Juliet... he was happy. He was going to start a family with her, have babies with her. I couldn't be in the way of his happiness. I taunt him, tease him, make his life miserable, why would he want me anyways.
I hated myself, I truly did. How could others love me, when I don't even love myself? I hated that I can't depend on myself to fix my problems. I hated that I was so selfish. I hated the person I was.
I hold a bottle of vodka I hid under the bed, and chug the bottle straight. I didn't want to think no more. I didn't want to feel the pain. I chug more of the vodka feeling the burn go down my throat. I keep chugging till I could no longer handle it. The bottle was now half gone. I look at the ecstasy pill that was sitting there on my nightstand. I had nothing else to lose, I take the pill.
My head started to spin, I couldn't concentrate on anything. It got worse when I stood up. I couldn't even take a step without falling to the ground. I try getting up, but I felt to weak. I could feel my heart beat out of my chest. I felt the urge to throw up, but I don't think I could make it to the bathroom. I lie on the ground feeling my breathing pace gradually slow down, getting slower by the second.
Tears fell down my eyes as I felt myself slowly die. Everyone was asleep, nobody could help me. Maybe I didn't want people to help me, maybe this was for the best. I would finally live in peace from Justin and reality.
I hear a knock at my door. I couldn't speak, my throat burned to bad. Another knock came from my door. I force myself to look up at the door, nobody could see me like this.
"Alex please open the door. I don't care if you don't want to talk I'll use magic to get threw this door." I hear Justin say threw the other end of the door. My eyes go wide as I'm now gasping for air.
"Alex?" Justin asks hearing my loud gasps for air.
"Go...away!" I manage to say through the big breaths I took trying to get air.
"Alex are you ok? Open up this door!" Justin says pounding on my door. When I didn't give him an answer, the pounding started getting louder.
"Alex!" Justin screams desperately. Pain started getting worse as everything in my body started shutting down. A loud crash echoed my ears, I couldn't move to see what the crash was.
"Alex!" Justin cries out running to my side. He held me in his arms tightly as he started shaking me.
"What did you do!" He screams at me. I move my head slowly to look at him. Tears were falling down his face, he looked so weak. My eyes started getting heavy, I don't think I could keep my eyes open any longer.
"Don't you dare do It Alex! Don't you dare close your eyes! Wake up!" He says slapping my face hard. I couldn't feel a thing as I started to drift off more.
"Alex!" Justin screams holding me tightly. Everything became dark I couldn't open my eyes no more.
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"Alex?" I ask no longer hearing her gasp for air. I look at her face, her eyes were tightly shut. Her skin was as pale as snow. I let go of her and crawled away from her. I curl up in a ball no longer being able to look at her. I cry hiding my face in my knees.
"What on earth is going-." My mom couldn't finish her sentence when she saw Alex lifeless. I take my head out of my knees and looked up at her. Her hands covered her mouth. Tears were falling down her face.
"My baby." She whispers slowly walking over to her. She crouches down next to her, and just sat next to her.
"God you guys are loud." Max says as the others walk in. My eyes burned from the tears that fell down my face.
"Oh my god!" Harper screams running out of the room.
"Wait I feel a pulse! She's still alive!" My mother screams frantically trying to pick Alex up. I walk over to Alex, and checked for a pulse. I could feel the very faint beating. I pick Alex off the ground, she couldn't die on me! I grab my wand and flashed us to the hospital. I run in the emergency room holding Alex tight in my arms.
"Help my sisters dying! Help me! Please!" I scream desperately.
"Sir calm down." The nurse tells me as she checks Alex's pulse. Her eyes go wide and she beckons me to follow her. I lie her on the bed and doctors come rushing in.
"Sir you can't be in here!" A doctor says. There was no way I was going to leave her. I made her a promise to never leave her. I wasn't going to leave her when she was dying!
"I'm her brother!"
"You still can't be in here." He tells me. I was about to pick a fight with him until a stinging pain hit my neck. Then everything went black.
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