I love her more
Chapter 6
Dimitri's pov
That was it. After all this time I lost Rose. I'm an idiot I know it would have happened sooner or later. Rose is a beautiful young girl with the rest of her life to live and I'm the weight holding her down. Still, it hurt. It hurts worst than any pain you could imagine.
My Roza, my one and only just walked out of my life, possibly forever. I want to be angry and brush it off by just going to the punching bags but I can't. Instead I feel sad, depressed even. I feel a wet tear slid down my cheek as I stare at the closed door.
I can't just sit here and cry why I won't go after her, why can't I bring myself to move. The answer comes simply, because she deserves to life a life. Because I couldn't have expected her to just stay with me and love me forever and never get tired of it.
Who am I kidding I shouldn't have even been with her. It's good she left me it was wrong and dirty. This pain just motivates me to stay strong, to not be so foolish ever again.
Anyone out there actually believe me? Good! I race out the door to get my Roza back. When I find her I'm going to hold her and never let her go.
I can hear her laugh in the distance small and sad. I come to see rose with a back pack on her shoulder and a school resignation in her hand.