A/N:So I hope that you guys enjoy it and if you have any music that you would like me to add in future chapters just say.I hope you all like the music too.
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Bella P.O.V
After Art I've been in a 's all I've ever been in. I mean,when you're mad you say things you don't mean.I need people to stop treating like i'm fragile glass, even if I am. I'm in my room and I feel as hopeless as ever. I'm not in the mood for anything.
"BELLA!" Charlie shouted. Oh brother what now? I reach downstairs. I'm standing there and Charlie is circling me. You know like a shark just waiting to attack. It's unnerving.
"Well...well...looky here. What do we have. I got a call from Jacob today saying that you were being a smart ass. Is that true?" I mumbled a yes. "I'm sorry I didn't quite catch that." "Yes I did." I said and watched him square in the face. "Excuse me...what did you say? You know I thought I heard wrong.I thought you said yes."He said in a rage. "I did say yes."
"And you know what else. I've been going through this my whole life so no matter how many times you've hit me something worse is coming your way...Wait. What's the saying something wicked this way comes or is it Karma's a bitch. You go ahead and put me but I know everytime you do you're just making me a stronger person. You have so much yet you want more just take care you lose it all too." I tell him. I receive a slap.
"Well what's mine is yours so if I lose this so do you." Charlie chuckles.
"Well Father Dearest that's where you are this has never been with nothing can't lose anything because they never had anything to lose in the first place. I am nothing like you and your image may be your down fall. I'm just saying." I look him in the eye and I see the rage that is playing beneath it. I receive another slap then a punch and a kick to the stomach.
After that I see that he walks away and while doing that he says "Never talk back to me." Those words mean nothing to me because I feel like my words affected him somehow.
I was running late for school and when I reached outside my car was not there. I ran back inside into the kitchen and sure enough there was a note on the counter. It said YOU DON'T HAVE A CAR BECAUSE MY MONEY MEANS NOTHING TO YOU. ENJOY. School is about a 45 minute walk. It's no point in trying to walk to school quickly.
By the time I reached I completely missed first period. I just head straight to Music and of course I reach there late too. I walk inside and hurry to my seat. "Nice of you to join us Izzy." Hippie said. I just waved her off because I had to walk and it was a bit windy not that I was complaining.
"Well as I was saying you are working with the same partner from last time and you are to right an uplifting song. Just great I had a fight with Edward and I don't even know if we would get this done.
He comes and sit next to me so that is good right.Right? I turn to go ask him what he wanted to write about. He just says to me "I think we should work on separate stuff." Turns back around and plays with the guitar.
I'm stunned I mean honestly I messed up big time. I have to remind myself that there are consequences to my actions and I can not complain when I am being dealt my share.
I went to the back of the class to grab a guitar. Hippie comes up to me and ask "What's up?" "Ummm Edward and I are working on separate songs...so yea...um...okay bye." I say and walk away.
I sit and I start scribbling lyrics really fast.
"Alright so let us start where we left off last class so... Edward and Bella you guys are up." I walk up and when I look next to me Edward is next to me.
"Yea so Isabella and I are doing two different songs and she's going first." He used my first name...my whole first name...I screwed up real bad.
(A/N:Demi Lovato Skyscraper This is her song so...yea.)
[Verse 1:]
Skies are crying, I am watching
Catching tear drops in my hands
Only silence as it's ending
Like we never had a chance
Do you have to make me feel like
There's nothing left of me?
[Chorus:]
You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper
[Verse 2:]
As the smoke clears, I awaken
And untangle you from me
Would it make you feel better
To watch me while I bleed?
All my windows still are broken
But I'm standing on my feet
[Chorus:]
You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper
[Bridge:]
Go run, run, run
I'm gonna stay right here,
Watch you disappear
Yeah, oh
Go run, run, run
Yeah, it's a long way down
But I am closer to the clouds up here
[Chorus:]
You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Oh Oh
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper
(Like a skyscraper)
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper
(A/N:Diggy Simmons-Great Expectations as Edward's Song)
Yeah, I'm ready, yeah
They wan't me to fall
They wanna see if I make it
With my back against the wall, put my head to the sky
No, I won't let 'em break me
I got great expectations
Great expectations
(I'm ready)
All the stares
And all the glares
They waitin' on him
And all the weight
From all the hate
It's gainin' on him
The intensity as he rises
Nobody can disguise it
It's like he got fire in his eyelids
The crowd is roarin'
It's so enormous, his blood is boilin'
His head is burnin', he's focused
He wishes they ignore 'em
Who in they right mind
Want to let his light shine
He ain't even in his prime
Pressure of a lifetime
He standing steady, hands sweaty
Maybe nervous, but ready
The skepticism lies heavy
He's bout to make it ready
He got his fam on his back
Bout to carry like Chevy
So much on his plate
He hopes the repercussions ain't deadly
But he ain't gonna back down
For what he faces right now
And he knows that he will outstand every
Doubt and turn around
The inceptions are knocked out
There will no longer will be doubt
He hears them boo but he won't stop til his name is what they shout
They wan't me to fall
They wanna see if I make it
Got my back against the wall, put my head to the sky
No, I won't let 'em break me
I got great expectations
Great expectations
(I'm ready)
He's no longer fearing
He's swervin' past 'em and persevering
The way he's staring is clearing
All that could be competition
Immediate intuition is winnin'
He's never slippin'
Been hearin' them sayin' that he could be the best that ever did it
Their expectations lie high
So he's just prayin'
Can I be the best man I could ever be to exceed everything they want me to be
No anxiety, just gonna do me and always proceed for the ones that believe
In the young man that's dedicated with a potential to achieve
So I'ma keep goin', keep flowin', keep knowin'
I'm the dopest
My rhymes are potent
But I'ma need you to know it
I know where I came from but I stay so hungry and focused
Like I was focusin and wasn't million in one of the closest
Great expectations I got em waiting and anticipatin'
They all debatin' on if he's hype or will he be stayin'
So now I'm sayin', I'm reachin' to be one of the greatest
So if you hate it take it cause I won't stop even when I make it
They wan't me to fall
They wanna see if I make it
Got my back against the wall, put my head to the sky
No, I won't let'em break me
I got great expectations
Great expectations
(I'm ready, I'm ready)
Staring in the heaven with my headphones on
I can see it in my eyes and know
That I'm the one they have been waiting for
I know my dreams are waiting for me
And looking down ain't the way to go, noooo
(Follow your dreams, follow your dreams we got great expectations)
Not til' they screamin' my name, yeah [x2]
I ain't gonna give up the game, yeah [x3]
Not til' they screamin' my name, yeah [x2]
I ain't gonna give up the game [x3]
After that I just walk out of the classroom woop-tee-doo.
My day is going just peachy.
