A/N: Okay, I know I promised a Fifty Shades update first, but sometimes the muse just says otherwise. So, Chapter 6... here it is. Thanks to Liv Cassidy for being my amazing beta, and for the confidence boost! :) Enjoy!

Olivia woke up, her eyes still closed, feeling his arm wrapped around her. She snuggled closer into him and she kissed his chest, then she kissed his lips. He smiled and pulled her on top of him. She smiled and straddled him. "Good morning, sexy," she whispered against his lips.

He smirked and rested his hands on her hips, running them up her sides. "Good morning to you, too, Pancakes."

Olivia giggled at the pet name he gave her a few weeks earlier. She ran her hands over his chest. "I love that you came up with such a unique pet name for me. I like it better than just baby, or honey."

He smiled. "A woman like you deserves more than the generic."

She bit her bottom lip and shook her head. "I love you so much," she whispered and gently kissed his neck.

He closed his eyes and smiled, rubbing her back. "Mmm. I love you too."

She stopped and whispered in his ear. "We're both off today. What do you suggest we do," she asked, gently nipping at his earlobe.

He got a devious smirk on his face, and flipped them over so he was on top of her. "Well, I could think of a few things."

Olivia giggled, feeling his hands trail up her sides, under her shirt. "I knew you could."

He smiled and kissed her neck, his fingers slipping into her shorts and panties, feeling just how wet she was. He smirked and kissed her lips, gently biting her lip. "You're so wet, baby," he whispered against her lips, pushing two fingers into her warm center.

She gasped and moaned, her hands gripping the sheets as her back arched. "God, Bry!" Her hand moved to the back of his neck and she brought her lips to meet his. She kissed him passionately. Her tongue slipped into his mouth, she bit his bottom lip gently and pulled away gently. She felt his fingers start to move inside her, and she thrust her hips into his hand, finding his rhythm. She gripped onto his shoulders. She felt herself getting close to orgasm and she whispered in his ear, "I'm so close."

He smirked and his lips attached to her neck, his fingers moving faster inside of her, wanting her to fall over the edge. He felt her start to contract around his fingers and he smiled. He heard her moans, felt her grabbing at his body, looking for something to hold onto as her orgasm wracked her body.

As Olivia felt her body start to come down, she pulled him close, kissing him. He broke the kiss and brought his fingers to his lips, licking her juices off his fingers. She watched him and smiled, kissing him again, tasting herself on his lips.

He smiled and helped her sit up, taking her shirt off. "Oh, we're not done yet. We're just getting started."

Olivia gasped and smiled. "What do you have up your sleeve?"

Brian smirked. "Oh, I'm having Pancakes for breakfast."

Olivia sat up and kissed him softly. "Baby, you don't have to…"

He put a finger over her lips. "Shh. Hey, it's okay. I don't expect anything in return."

"But I…"

"Baby, it's okay. I just want to give you the most pleasure I can."

Olivia took a deep breath and nodded. "Okay," she whispered, a small smile forming on her face. She kissed him and gently caressed his face. "I love you."

He smiled and ran his fingers over her cheek, down her neck. "I love you too," he whispered, kissing her, and gently pushing her down on her back. He kissed her neck gently, over her chest, giving her breasts a little extra attention, down her stomach and to her legs. He kissed from her knees to her inner thighs, stopping at her dripping wet center. He started to kiss her lower lips, sucking gently on her clit and running his tongue over her. He felt her hand on the back of his head, he heard her moan. He smirked and kept going. He loved how she tasted.

Her eyes rolled to the back of her head and she gently tugged at his hair. "Oh fuck, baby!" Her chest was heaving; her breath was heavy and quick. It had been forever since she let anyone do this to her. In fact, she thought he was the last one who had done it to her, thirteen years ago. And that was the first time she had ever let anyone do that to her. The fact that he was the only one to ever do this to her, to bring her over the edge of bliss like this, made it that much more special and erotic.

Brian smiled, tasting her release. He made sure she was clean before kissing up to her lips. She let out a gentle moan, wrapping her arms around him. She could taste herself on his lips and in all honesty she loved it. He ran his hands over her body. "God, baby," he whispered in her ear. "I love doing that to you."

She smiled and moved his face and smiled. "You, are the only one," she bit her bottom lip.

"You mean you've never… no one else?"

She shook her head and kissed him. "I don't know, that night thirteen years ago was the first time and no one since has wanted to, and the past few years, after what happened when I was undercover, I haven't been able to reciprocate… they didn't want to do it without me doing it for them." She shrugged.

Brain caressed her face. "Then they're stupid. That's not what this is supposed to be about."

She smiled and moved her face, gently kissing his hand. "This is why I love you." She whispered. "And I think it makes this that much more special. It's our special connection." She whispered and smiled. "Well, one of them."

He smiled and wrapped his arms around her, rolling them so she was lying on top of him. He started rubbing her back. He heard her let out a contented sigh. These little moments they got to spend together were the ones that meant the most to them. They both saw the worst of the world at work, even though he was working as a security guard for the Bronx Courthouse now, so these little moments were what got them through.

Olivia looked into his eyes and kissed him, resting her head on his chest. "You know, there are times that I don't understand it. What I did to deserve such an incredible man. Then I tell myself not to question it, that it would only jinx it."

Brian lifted her chin. "What on Earth are you talking about, Liv? You have the biggest heart of anyone I know. You fight for survivors of abuse and sexual assault every day of your life, tirelessly. You want to know what you did; you gave people back what was taken away from them. You helped them heal. I ask myself the same question. You don't know how often I think that you're too good for me."

She kissed him gently. "Please, you may look like a big tough guy but I know that deep down, you're the biggest teddy bear, and your soft side… Bry, you do things for people that I don't think you realize. Do you realize that you made Carissa feel like she was more than a sex object? You gave her back her self- respect."

Brian smiled and rolled so they were lying side by side. "Now if we could only see these qualities in ourselves…"

"Then we wouldn't need each other."

"Liv, I will always need you," he whispered and kissed her, putting every emotion he had in his body into the kiss. She returned it with just as much emotion. They truly couldn't get enough of each other, which is why they spent as much time together as they could, it made the time apart a little easier knowing that when they saw each other again, they would both feel complete, safe, and loved.

Their day off came and went; they spent their day in bed talking, laughing, watching movies, kissing, and making love; their usual routine. The next morning Olivia had to go back to work. She dreaded whatever case would fall in their laps this time, and just looked forward to being in Brian's arms again at the end of the day.

Unfortunately, that would have to wait. The case that Munch happened to stumble upon, from the 1980's, was definitely a mess. She and Nick were sent down to Miami to pick up their suspect when he was released from jail. Before they left she snuck away to the bathroom and called Brian to let him know.

"I know, baby. Yes, I know you don't like him. Bry," she let out a breath and leaned her head against the wall. "Baby, I love you, but you can really be an ass," she crossed her other arm over her chest and shook her head. "Yes, I will call you when we land in Miami, when we leave, and when we get back to New York. I promise," she smiled. "I love you, too," she whispered. "Bye."

Olivia did just what she promised; she called every step of the way, filling him in on what was going on, though she had to sneak off to the bathroom in order to do it. Her partner and her boyfriend didn't get along, and she really didn't need to hear Nick's angry reaction to her seeing Brian. Nick did notice her bathroom trips, but he figured it was just because she was a woman; and being a man who'd been married, he knew that women needed to go to the bathroom more often. He didn't know why, but he didn't ask questions. It was none of his business anyway. She assured Brian that they were working as quickly as possible to finish this case and that she would see him again soon.

When they got to the Dade County Correctional Facility she looked at Nick. "South Florida, I gotta say, it's overrated."

"What, the sun, the coffee, people?"

"The heat, the bugs."

"Really? That Cuban sandwich?"

"Not so much."

"I didn't hear you complain about the Bahamas."

She scoffed. "The hotel has air conditioning. Plus, the water helped cool us down… when we were in the water," she sassed.

He shook his head. "Thanks for the visual, Liv."

The twists in this case took an emotional toll on her. She had to arrest one of her friends for a murder she committed more than twenty years ago. Dana made the crime scene look like that of a serial killer. She fought for Dana. She insisted there was no way that she did this. When she found out she had, there was a pit in her stomach. What if that was her? What if she snapped like Dana did.

Once the case was closed, she went to Brian's apartment, knocking on the door, waiting for him to answer.

He opened the door and smiled. "Hey, beautiful."

She smiled and kissed him, wrapping her arms around him. "I missed you," she whispered against his lips. "You have no idea how hard the past few days have been. I'm just need a night to put it out of my mind, and be in the arms of the man I love."

"You came to the right place then," he wrapped an arm around her and led her to the bedroom, handing her a shirt to change into and getting in bed, holding her in his arms as she crawled close to him. She rested her head on his chest and closed her eyes.

"Mmm. God, I don't even know what's going on any more," she whispered. "Dana Lewis, the FBI agent, my friend. I just had to arrest her for murder." She shook her head. "I don't understand. I always thought we were so much alike, and…"

He shook his head. "Liv, baby," he kissed her head. "Relax. I'm sorry you had to arrest your friend, but I know where you're going with this. You don't have one fiber of viciousness in your body. The only people you've killed you did to protect yourself, or someone else. Not out of anger or jealousy."

She looked up at him and smiled gently. "You know me too well."

He shook his head and kissed her. "I know you inside and out, literally and metaphorically; just how it should be."

She kissed him again, caressing his face. "I love you."

Brian smiled, running his hand over her hip, "I love you more."

A/N: Thanks for reading! Please review, here or on Twitter SVUConnoisseur! I'm heading off to work on Fifty Shades now, so you'll have an update ASAP, but I'm going away for a few days on Tuesday, so if it isn't up before then, it probably won't be up til September 1st! Bear with me! Thanks a bunch for being such loyal readers! Love you all! xox