(A/N: So please don't hate me. I'll try my best to update more regularly and longer chapters. If you want to suggest some songs just leave it in the comments. ENJOY!)
I feel a little dejected, sad, like a puppy that got shooed, like I got something I really liked taken away from me... Oh wait I did. Quite frankly I see that I am not taking this well. What can I or should I do... I think I'll go drown my sorrows in the cafeteria food. It's worth a shot afterall what do I have to lose.
I stand in the cafeteria looking around and I see Edward sitting with Kitty Kat and the Pixie but she was holding this blond dudes hand. Okay... wait wasn't she just hugging Edward. Oh geez I have a headache too much thinking. I have to talk to Edward but I want to eat. I'll grab something then pop by Edward.
After getting my things to eat I take a deep breath and walk over to the table. Now thinking about it I don't think people fancy this bunch but oh well. I'll kill them with my awesomeness. I'm standing there and there was a moment of awkwardness as we are just staring at each other. I decided to grow a pair and talk. "Hey Edward can I talk to you for a moment?" "What do you want? I thought we talked about this earlier." Kitty Kat said. "Awwww Kitty Kat was that supposed to hurt. You know it sucks when you think you're a lion but in fact you're a cute fluffy fur ball." "Excuse me but what did you just call me?" She asked standing up and leaning over the table. " I'm sorry I didn't say it loud enough for you to hear. Princess you aren't a lion but in fact a kitty kat." I say just about smiling and there are people watching us as I look around. So much for not attracting a big crowd. "I'm sorry but Edward doesn't want to speak with you right now...or ever for a matter of fact." Kitty Kat said. This is seriously pissing me off right now. Doesn't he have a mouth that he can talk for himself I am sure that the Cosmic Forces that be would appreciate him using what he has. "Can he answer for himself. I wasn't aware that he went dumb and couldn't speak for himself." I snapped. I saw Edward open his mouth but when he was about to speak I was being pulled by Jacob.
Great. What. Does. This. Turd. Want. "What do you want I was in an important conversation that was in my benefit and you messed it up. Do you have anything to say for yourself?" "I do not appreciate you talking to me as if I am some scum under your feet. You would not like to see me mad Isabella." "Is that a threat?" "Take it as you will." I didn't say a thing for a while as I watched Jacob for a while. "What is it about you that made you have to have your father bribe someone to be you girlfriend. Are there any skeleton's in your closet that has the little boy inside of you scared of the dark? Too afraid to even try to turn on the light? Just a scared little boy asking for help but don't know where to find it?" I asked circling around him, like a shark around its prey. He stood there shocked as I talked but he tried to cover it up after a while but I could already see that the damage has already been done. I just walked away.
"This isn't the last of this talk." He growled after me. I turned and looked at him and said "Oh. I am so looking forward to that talk. Don't for a second think that I haven't come close to figuring you out and trust me. You wouldn't like what I have come up with. I dig to the back of your closet and it's pretty dark in there." In a dark tone with a smile to match and continued on my way.
Coming to the realization that Art was next made me sad in a way. To think that I used to look forward to that and the people now are the ones well one that can make something good or bad.
The rest of the day passed uneventfully and by that I mean that being ignored and told off by various people. The house is quiet just the way I like it. Enough to think but not enough to be creepy. I opened my song book and started writing some lyrics...
(A/N: This song is Summertime Sadness by Lana Del Ray. watch?v=nVjsGKrE6E8 )
"Summertime Sadness"
Kiss me hard before you go
Summertime sadness
I just wanted you to know
That, baby, you're the best
I got my red dress on tonight
Dancing in the dark in the pale moonlight
Done my hair up real big beauty queen style
High heels off, I'm feeling alive
Oh, my God, I feel it in the air
Telephone wires above are sizzling like a snare
Honey, I'm on fire, I feel it everywhere
Nothing scares me anymore
(1, 2, 3, 4)
Kiss me hard before you go
Summertime sadness
I just wanted you to know
That, baby, you're the best
I've got that summertime, summertime sadness
S-s-summertime, summertime sadness
Got that summertime, summertime sadness
Oh, oh, oh
I hear the door slam. Just great, I guess the saying is true After Joy Comes Sorrow.