A/N: Ok, here's the rest of the bad... and the Rescue! Thank you Liv Cassidy, for being an awesome Beta!
Lewis took Olivia out to her car, tying her hands behind her back, and tying her legs together. He drove to a liquor store down the block and bought a few Five Krazies, and a bottle of cheap tequila. He walked back out and opened her door. "Open your mouth, Detective."
She looked at him, her body still shaking. She opened her mouth and tasted the tequila. She swallowed it and made a face. She felt the burn from the tequila in her esophagus. She looked at him, hate in her eyes. "Are we going to stay outside this liquor store all night?" she asked, instantly wishing she hadn't said it. She felt him slap her. Her head moved with the slap and stayed there, moving her jaw, looking back at him. She felt him pour the alcohol on her, which burned the burns on her skin. She whimpered and bit her bottom lip, trying to keep herself from crying.
Lewis slammed her door shut, and Olivia jumped. He climbed in the driver's side and drove out to Long Island. He pulled up to a deserted house, got out and got Olivia out, untied her legs, and walked her inside. She limped, as her ankle was throbbing, but she knew Lewis didn't care. He sat her in a chair and tied her there so she couldn't move. He got the alcohol out of the car, and forced her to drink more of it. She coughed and glared at him, her psyche starting to get beaten down, shown by the dazed look in her eyes. She just wanted all of this to be over. She was starting to get tired, already. She wasn't sure how much longer she could stay strong and not let him hear her screams and see her crying. It had taken every bit of willpower she had to not give him the satisfaction so far.
He slapped her, toppling the chair over, landing on the shoulder he'd already burned and she let out an agonizing scream, just as he head hit the floor. He leaned over to look at her and he smirked. "Oh, we're just getting started, sweetheart. You're in for the long haul."
She closed her eyes, trying to fight the years as he hit and kicked her. He kicked her in the stomach where he burned her too and she let out a yelp, like a whipped dog. He stood the chair back up and untied her. After the beating, she had little strength left, so when he untied her from the chair, she didn't even get up, until he grabbed her arm and pulled her up. She winced and whimpered. He threw her down on a bed and she looked at him. He grabbed some rope and took her hands, tying them together and then to the headboard. He smirked at her. "I know what I want. It's coming, baby…"
She swallowed hard and looked at him, she knew that this was going to happen. She had been mentally preparing herself for this since she saw him in her apartment. She felt the tears welling up in her eyes, and spilling over. She was crying now, because she knew what was coming, and it terrified her. She was powerless, she had no way to defend herself, and all she could do now was just let it happen, and hope that her squad was close to finding her, that when she didn't answer Brian went into the squad to talk to her and that she would be rescued soon, before he raped her.
She was expecting him to start to take her clothes off, but he didn't. He shut the light off and left the room. "I'm getting some sleep, saving my strength for tomorrow. Get some sleep, sweet thing." He left the room and she was alone in this dark room that smelled of must and alcohol. And he wanted her to sleep? He was crazier than she thought.
She tried getting her arms untied so she could escape, but the ropes were tied too tight. It was useless. She figured she should use this time to relax, maybe gain some of her strength back. She took a few deep breaths, closing her eyes, trying to get the pain that was coursing through her body to stop. Every inch of her body, including her hair, just hurt. She was sure she had a few broken ribs, her ankle may even be broken at this point, maybe even her wrist and shoulder. She wasn't sure what was broken and what wasn't, all she knew was that she hurt all over. She let herself break down, and she cried. She needed to let it out now so he wouldn't see her, so he didn't get that satisfaction.
Meanwhile, Brian was at the SVU squad room, along with the rest of her squad trying to figure out where she was quickly. Amanda figured out his MO, his pattern, and was sharing it with the rest of them. "When he can he moves them to a safe house, so he can take his time. Once he's there he rapes and tortures them."
Brian was a mess, tears in his eyes. He needed her, he couldn't bear to lose her. "So, he lets them all live."
Amanda took a deep breath, a lump in her throat, tears in her eyes as she spoke in a shaky voice, "No." She bit her bottom lip. She felt so guilty, but she couldn't let that get to her right now. Right now she needed to focus. Right now they needed to find her.
"Well, can we trace her cell phone, his cell phone, credit cards, anything to tell us where they could be?" Brian asked, frantic.
"We got him in the driver's side of Liv's car going over the Throgg's Neck, headed towards the LIE. But, that's the last place we see them. They don't hit any tolls," Nick explained.
"Well, I want you to but a BOLO for Liv's car to every police station on Long Island, tell them this is urgent, we need officers doing drive by's looking for that car. We find the car, we find Liv. Let them know that this is a member of the NYPD, maybe it'll light a fire under their asses," Cragen demanded.
They went on with their tasks, Brian wanting to help in any way he could, but Cragen told him to get a cup of coffee and try to relax in the lounge. "Relax? You want me to relax when there's a sociopath who has my girlfriend and is raping and torturing her as we speak!?"
"Cassidy, take a breath. We got it covered. We'll call you when we find her, I promise."
"I want to be there when you get her. I need to be there."
"We will call you, either go relax in the lounge, or go home, but we don't need you right now."
Brian let out a sigh and nodded. "I mean it. I need to be there when you find her." He turned around and walked out of the office, seeing John. He wiped his eyes and looked at John.
John smiled gently and rested a hand on his shoulder. "We'll find her, Cassidy. I promise."
Brian nodded. "I can't lose her John, I love her more than anything. Please, bring her back to me."
John nodded. "We will."
Brian nodded and walked out of the precinct, going to his mother's house. He couldn't be alone right now. He needed them to find her, if he lost her, he wasn't sure what he'd do.
It was the crack of dawn, Olivia hadn't slept a wink, but she managed to calm down a little. She was still exhausted and just wanted to sleep, but she knew that wasn't an option, as soon as she heard the door open. She heard the safety of a gun click and she felt her breath hitch. The next thing she knew she had a gun in her face. "Ready for all this to be over yet?" Lewis asked.
She took a deep breath, feeling the tears starting to stream down her face even harder than before. He'd tortured her enough, only she was the one that tortured herself, he left her alone all night so that she would play mind games with herself, so every foot fall, every bump, the slightest noise was him coming to rape her and have more fun with her. She shook her head, feeling him hit her with the gun. She let out a scream. She spoke in a weak voice. "I wanna live. Please, I'll do anything." She started crying harder.
"That's my girl." Lewis started to untie her arms. He took her clothes off and looked at her. He sat her up and took her necklace off. "I think I'll be keeping this."
She was naked, she didn't even have her jewelry. She tried to cover herself. She was embarrassed and ashamed. She saw he had scissors in his hand and she no longer had the will or the strength to fight him. He grabbed her hair in his fist, and in one quick motion, cut her hair, throwing it on the floor. He forced her back down and forced her legs open. She was inconsolable now. Her worst night mare was coming true. He started to bite her, he unbuttoned his jeans and started raping her. She looked at the ceiling and bit her bottom lip. It hurt. She wasn't aroused, she was scared. She felt him moving and she let out screams of pain. "Please, stop," she begged, closing her eyes wanting to be somewhere else, anywhere else but here. She wanted Brian to be here. She took a deep breath and thought of him. He was her reason to live. He was what she needed to think of in order to get through this. She just needed to keep her mind on Brian. He kept moving, and with each thrust she got increasingly nauseated and disgusted, and when he finished inside of her she threw up, moving her head to the side so she didn't choke. He got up and left the room. She wrapped herself in the dirty sheets that were now stained with her blood and she cried, lying on her side, covering her face. She'd never felt so dirty in her entire life.
She must have fallen asleep or passed out because the next sounds she heard were sirens, and yelling outside. She hoped that it was her squad, there to rescue her, but at that point she figured that it was a domestic disturbance next door, and that she would be killed in this bed within the next few hours, she blacked out again. She woke up again when she heard voices around her, but she couldn't place them. Her eyes opened and she saw Nick and Amanda standing over her. "Nick? 'Manda?"
Amanda nodded. "We got you Liv. You're gonna be okay. Stay with me. Squeeze my hand."
Olivia tried to squeeze Amanda's hand but she was too weak. "B…Bry?" She managed to get out.
"He's right outside honey, we've got the stretcher comin' in now."
"I want to walk," she said, utterly exhausted.
"Liv, you got a bad ankle—"
"Please."
Amanda nodded and looked at Nick. "Come on, help me get her up. She's got a busted ankle so we're going to need to help her walk too."
Nick and Amanda helped her up, made sure she was wrapped in the sheets and blankets and helped her hobble out of the house. Waiting for her were Fin and Brian. She started to cry when she saw them, but these tears were different tears, these were happy tears. She survived.
Brian ran over and picked her up. She wrapped her arms around him and rested her head on his shoulder. He rushed her to the stretcher and climbed into the ambulance with her. "Stay with me, baby," He whispered, holding her hand as the EMT's worked on her.
She looked over at Brian and held his hand. "I love—" she blacked out again.
She was rushed to the emergency room, where they found that she had internal bleeding from the beating she endured. She was rushed to emergency surgery and the next thing she knew she was waking up in recovery, her leg in a cast and propped up, her arm in a cast as well. She looked to her left and saw Brian in a chair, sleeping. She smiled and gently squeezed his hand seeing him wake up. She smiled. "Hey, baby."
He smiled and stood up and kissed her lips and her forehead. "Thank God you're alright. I thought I lost you."
She looked at him, tears in her eyes. "I never thought I'd see you again. I thought he was going to…"
He put a finger to her lips. "Shh. Don't you dare talk like that."
"Did they get him?"
Brian smiled and caressed her face gently, careful of her wounds. He nodded. "They did. They killed him. He went after them with a weapon and wouldn't back down, they shot him in the heart. Not that they needed another excuse."
She chuckled and winced. "Oh God, I hurt all over," she whispered. She remembered that he raped her. "Did they get a rape kit? Did they give me the morning after pill? He didn't have a condom on." She burst into tears. "God, what if he got me pregnant?
Brian gently ran a hand through her now shorter hair. "Shh, shh shh. They made sure they gave you something to prevent pregnancy, he was sterile anyway."
She let out a breath. "Good, the only man's baby I want growing inside of me ever is yours, Bry." She smiled and pulled him closer and kissed him gently.
She heard someone clear their throats and she looked over and smiled. "Guys." She bit her bottom lip. "I can't thank you all enough. You saved me."
Cragen smiled. "We're just glad you're alive, and safe."
"I'm guessing I'm on desk duty for a while?" she asked him, not thrilled about it.
"No, you are bedridden until you're healed."
She gave a sad smile and nodded. She looked at Amanda, who was obviously and emotional wreck. "Rollins, what's going on?"
"I'm just so glad you're okay. I'm so sorry, this is all my fault. I never should have gotten us all so deep into—"
Olivia put her good hand up. "Don't, Amanda. This is NOT your fault. I don't blame you for anything that happened, I don't want you blaming yourself, you hear me?" Amanda wiped her eyes and nodded. Olivia smiled softly. "Good, now get over here."
Amanda walked over and was given a light hug by Olivia. That meant more to her than she think Olivia realized. Olivia was Amanda's role model and mentor. She wanted to be like Olivia, and getting a hug from her, even after she just survived hell meant the world to her. Amanda hugged her back gently, not wanting to hurt her anymore.
Olivia smiled. "Now listen here, while I'm out I want you looking after the guys. They need at least one bad ass woman to keep them in line."
Amanda smiled and nodded. "You got it, Liv."
Olivia smiled. "You're a good cop, Amanda. Don't ever apologize for doing your job, you hear me?" She saw Amanda nod and she smiled. She looked over at the rest of them and she smiled. "Thank you all. I honestly wasn't sure I'd ever make it out of there. I think a part of me gave up."
Fin smiled. "You're here now, that's all that matters."
She looked around the room, at everyone that was there and she smiled. This was her family, for better or worse. Sure, she didn't know Nick and Amanda for that long, but they proved to be more loyal than Elliot. Fin, Munch, and Cragen were there for her from day one, and Brian was the only man in her life that had never left. "I love you guys," she said softly, with a smile.
A/N: Thanks for reading! Review here or on Twitter, SVUConnoisseur. I promise no more hurt after this, and as promised there will be a new family member to the Bensidy family soon. Who will it be? Keep reading to find out!