Thank you for all of you who reviewed Chapter 20! I actually didn't get the flames I expected! But anyway, here's chapter 21. You'll be finding out if Olivia is having a boy, a girl, or a lobster (hint: It's most likely the lobster!) Enjoy ;)
Olivia's eyes opened, and she saw the man she loved sleeping next to her. She smiled and felt Brandy's head resting on her legs. She sat up and gently patted her dog's head. She climbed out of bed and walked into the kitchen and made herself a cup of tea. She was leaning against the counter, sipping it gently, resting her hand on her stomach. She was starting to show. She smiled. This felt incredible; knowing that a child was growing inside of her was absolutely incredible. She couldn't wait until she welcomed this baby into the world, to hold her child in her arms. She heard footsteps and looked up, seeing Calvin. "Hey kiddo," she whispered with a smile. "How'd you sleep?"
Calvin walked over to her and hugged her. "Not too bad I guess. I'm still tired, not feeling too well."
She wrapped her free arm around him and rubbed his back. "What's wrong, sweetie?"
"My stomach is upset, and my head kind of hurts."
"How about I make you some toast and you take something for your stomach and head and then go back to sleep for a bit?"
Calvin nodded, still hugging her.
She smiled and kissed the top of his head and put her tea on the counter. "Okay, go lay on the couch, I'll bring over your toast when it's ready." Calvin nodded and walked over to the couch and lay down. Olivia put some slices of bread in the toaster and waited for them to pop. Once they were toasted she put a little butter on them and brought them in for Calvin along with a glass of ginger ale and some Pepto-Bismol and some Advil for his head. "Here you go, sweetie."
"Thanks, Mom."
She smiled and kissed his head. "You're welcome. I'm going to get dressed; I have a doctor's appointment. If you need anything, just knock."
He nodded and took small bites of his toast.
She stood up and walked into the bedroom, seeing Brian still asleep. She walked over to him and sat next to him. She kissed him softly, pulling away when she started to feel him kiss back. "Rise and shine, sexy," she whispered against his lips, a smile on her face.
"No fair."
She giggled and placed a few chaste kisses on his lips. "We have a doctor's appointment to go to; we'll get to hear the baby's heartbeat. Up and at 'em."
"Sleep."
"No, come on," she said, sitting him up. "Let's get dressed and go to the doctor's, swing by the house and sign paperwork and then we can come home and sleep for the rest of the day. Calvin isn't feeling well, so a lazy day is in store."
He smiled and kissed her temple. "Sounds perfect."
Olivia stood up and picked a dress out of the closet. She looked at Brian, who was sitting on the bed watching her. "Can I help you?"
"No, just watching the beautiful woman in front of me."
She rolled her eyes and slipped out of the sleep pants she put on and slid on a lace thong, taking her shirt off and putting on her bra that matched her panties. She heard Brian groan and she smiled. "See something you like, Cassidy?"
He stood up and walked to her, wrapping his arms around her. "Mmm. You know I do." He buried his face in her neck and gently kissed her collar bone.
She giggled and let her head fall back. Her arms wrapped around him and she let out a squeal when he squeezed her ass. "You're being bad," she said in a low, sultry, seductive voice.
"You promised last night."
"We don't have time at the moment, that's why there's time later." She winked and lifted his chin, kissing him softly. "Let me get dressed or I'll leave you in here cuffed to the bed while my OB sticks a metal speculum in my vagina."
"Well, that's a lovely thought."
"Imagine having to be the one going through it," she sassed. She put her hands on her hips and raised an eyebrow, waiting for him to get dressed.
"I'm going, I'm going." He walked over to the dresser and picked out a T-shirt and jeans that he quickly threw on.
She smiled and stepped into her dress and looked at him over her shoulder. "Zip me up?" She asked with a flutter of her eyelashes.
He smiled and walked over to her, running hands along the curves of her body, before meeting at the center of her lower back, zipping up the dress. He kissed the back of her neck and smiled. "You're so incredibly sexy, Liv."
She smiled and turned around, her skirt flowing. She rested her hands on either side of his face and pulled him into a passionate kiss. She felt him dip her and she smiled into the kiss. She broke the kiss and smiled. "I love you," she whispered against his lips.
He smiled and stood her back upright. "I love you, too." He looked into her eyes and snaked his arms around her waist. "We should get going or you're going to be late for your appointment."
She smiled and slid into her flats. She walked out and saw that Calvin finished his toast and was nursing his ginger ale. He'd taken the Advil and Pepto Bismol. She sat next to him. "You going to be okay if we go without you?"
Calvin nodded. "Yeah."
"Okay, lock all the locks on the door behind us okay? The windows are all locked, so –"
Calvin smiled gently. "I got it, Mom. Don't worry, I'll be fine."
She smiled and kissed his head. "Okay. Lock the door behind us then back to bed. You need your rest."
He nodded. "I will, Mom. I promise."
She stood up and walked out with Brian, waiting outside the door to make sure she heard the locks turn before she took Brian's hand and walked down to the car with him. They drove to Dr. Tessler's office and walked in hand in hand. Olivia signed in with the receptionist and took a seat next to Brian, resting her head on his shoulder, a big smile on her face.
He looked over at her and kissed the top of her head. "I love seeing that smile on your face."
She lifted her head off his chest and looked at him. "You've always been able to make me smile. From the first day I met you."
He kissed her gently. "I worked so hard to see that smile every day," he whispered against her lips.
She kissed him back and rested her head back on his shoulder. "I can't remember one time that you were around that I wasn't smiling."
The nurse stepped out of the door. "Olivia," she called. They stood up and walked back to the room with the nurse. Olivia smiled and let the nurse take her pulse, blood pressure, and temperature. "Okay, if you want to slip into the gown, Dr. Tessler will be right with you."
Olivia smiled and nodded. "Thanks, Holly." She stood up and looked at Brian. "Unzip me?"
He smiled and unzipped her dress, kissing the newly exposed skin as the zipper moved down her back. He undid her bra and smiled. "All set, sexy," he whispered in her ear, kissing her neck.
She smiled and stepped out of her dress and shrugged her bra off before taking off her underwear. She put the gown on and sat on the table. She looked at Brian who was still staring at her. "Baby…" she waved her hand in front of his face. "Earth to Brian."
His eyes moved back to hers. "You should bring that home with you. It's sexy."
Olivia raised her eyebrow. "You do know that this is the equivalent of a hospital gown, but turned the other way, right?"
He smiled. "But it's sexy because I get to see your body in it." He stood up and wrapped an arm around her pulling her close and kissing her.
Just then, the door opened, causing Brian to move and sit back down, Olivia was beet red. "Dr. Tessler, hi."
"Sorry to barge in. Olivia, who's this?"
Olivia bit her bottom lip and smiled. "This is Brian Cassidy, my fiancé, the father of the baby." She took Brian's hand and gently squeezed.
"Brian, I'm Dr. Tessler. I'm going to be delivering your baby."
"Nice to meet you."
Dr. Tessler sat in front of Olivia, putting her feet in stirrups. Olivia lay back and looked at Brian. She closed her eyes and felt his lips on her forehead. The doctor picked up the speculum and rubbed it between her gloved hands a little so it wasn't so cold. "I'm so glad you do that, doc. Takes the jolt out of having a metal torture device open my cervix." She heard Dr. Tessler chuckle and she closed her eyes.
"Is that the spatula?"
"Speculum, baby," Olivia whispered, looking up at him. A twinge of discomfort shot across her face, feeling the metal duck lips open her cervix.
"Right, sorry." He felt her squeeze his hand. He brought her knuckles to his lips and kissed them gently, running his fingers through her hair. "I'm right here," he whispered.
When Dr. Tessler was done she stood up and felt Olivia's breasts. "Well, everything seems normal. Are your breasts starting to get tender? I notice they're a little fuller, your mammary glands are starting to do their job."
"They have been a little more tender, but they haven't hurt," she said looking at Brian.
"But I do agree, Doc, they have gotten fuller," he smirked.
Olivia took a deep breath. "Yes, yes now that we've discussed how much bigger my breasts have gotten, can we do an ultrasound?" Her voice was hopeful. She just wanted to hear her heartbeat.
"Sure, do you want to do the standard ultrasound?"
Olivia was confused. "As opposed to…"
Dr. Tessler smiled. "3D or 4D. It uses the same concept of a 2D, which is the standard, but a 3D takes the sound waves used to create the skeletal image of the baby in a 2D ultra sound and uses different angles, so you can see the full shape of the baby. 4D does the same, but while the baby is in motion, so you'll see the baby yawn, suck its thumb."
Olivia looked at Brian. "What do you think?"
Brian shook his head. "They all sound great, but I think the 4D sounds the best."
Olivia nodded and looked at Dr. Tessler. "The 4D." Her smile grew and tears formed in her eyes. She was going to see her baby. "Will we be able to tell if it's a boy or a girl yet?"
Dr. Tessler hooked up the machine and she nodded. "Yeah, do you two want to know?"
Brian looked at Olivia, and he gave her a small nod. Olivia looked back at Dr. Tessler. "Yeah. Yeah we do." She felt the cold gel on her stomach and she squeezed Brian's hand in anticipation, and suddenly the most beautiful sound filled the room. It was their baby's heartbeat. Olivia smiled bigger than she had ever smiled before, tears leaking from her eyes.
Both of their eyes were glued to the screen they got a clear picture of their baby's face. Brian gasped, tears welling up in his own eyes. He gently touched the screen. "Hey, baby." His voice was light, happy, a tone Olivia wasn't sure she'd ever heard from him before.
Doctor Tessler moved the wand and then looked at the two parents to be. "Okay, you ready to know what it is?" They nodded in unison, still glued to the screen. She smiled and looked at them, taking a deep breath. "It's a girl."
Olivia lost it. She started crying, they were happy tears, but they were uncontrollable. She looked up at Brian and hugged him tight. "We're having a little girl," she whispered through her tears.
He looked at the pictures Dr. Tessler printed. "And she's just as beautiful as her mommy."
Dr. Tessler smiled. "I'll leave you two alone, let you get dressed. Olivia, I want you to start really taking it easy. You're at the halfway point. And we need to schedule an amnio."
Olivia nodded, but she couldn't tell you what she said. She was so happy right now, she didn't think anything could break this. Once the door was closed she pulled Brian closer to her. She pulled him into a passionate kiss and wrapped her arms around him. After a few moments she broke the kiss. "We're having a little girl."
He smiled and kissed her back. "I know. I have never been this happy," he whispered, tears spilling out of his eyes. They wiped each other's eyes and smiled. "You should probably get dressed. We have some paperwork to fill out."
She smiled and nodded, placing a few more kisses on his lips. She stood up and pulled on her panties and her bra, slipping into her dress again. "Would you do the honors?" She asked, turning around, revealing her back.
He smiled and kissed her shoulder blades, dragging the zipper up. He kissed her neck and pulled her into him. "You're the most beautiful woman in the entire world," he whispered.
She leaned her head back and kissed him gently. "I love you."
He smiled and nuzzled against her. "I love you, too. Come on, sexy; let's go buy a house," he winked.
Olivia smiled and they walked out of the exam room together, stopping at the desk to schedule an amnio. Once her appointment was scheduled they walked out of the office and drove out to Pelham. They pulled up at the house and she looked at Brian. "It's ours."
He smiled and kissed her head. "It is. We just have to sign the paperwork." They both noted the sign that had been changed from FOR SALE to SOLD.
They stepped out of the car and walked inside, hand in hand. They saw Jodi in the kitchen and they smiled. "Jodi. Thank you for all your help in getting us this house."
The realtor smiled. "No problem at all. I have all the paperwork for you, and I have your keys." Olivia smiled and looked up at Brian. She took the pen and signed the papers. She handed the pen to Brian and he signed as well. When he finished he wrapped an arm around Olivia and kissed the top of her head. Jodi smiled. "Welcome home." She handed them the keys, picking up the papers and walking out, closing the door behind her.
Brian pulled her into his arms and kissed her. He lifted her up onto the island on the kitchen, running his hands up her dress on her thighs.
She let out a moan and broke the kiss, looking into his eyes. "This is perfect."
He smiled and gently caressed her thighs and her hips. "So are you."
She giggled and kissed him again. She let out another soft moan when he moved his hand to her lace covered mound. She spread her legs for him. She felt his fingers move the lace and slip two fingers inside of her. She broke the kiss and gasped. "Oh, Bri!"
He smiled and moved his fingers, watching her come undone in front of his eyes. Her head fell back and she rested back on her hands. "You're so sexy," he whispered.
Her hips started moving into his hand. She let out a moan, her breath got heavy and her chest heaved. "God, baby, I need you."
He smiled and pushed her back a little on the island, climbing up and looking into her eyes. "I can tell," he said in a husky whisper, his fingers moving faster, getting as deep as he could get them.
She gripped his shoulders and arched her back, letting out a loud moan. "Baby, please!" She begged. She needed to feel him inside her.
He took his fingers out of her and licked them. "Mm. Tasty."
"Oh fuck!" Her head fell back and she moaned. She was getting so wet, and all he had to do was tease her. He was the only one who could do this to her. He opened his jeans and got his dick out, positioned at her entrance.
He smirked and kissed her neck, pushing inside her hearing her moan. He groaned and looked into her eyes, thrusting into her hard and deep. She seethed and gripped his shoulders and pulled him into a kiss, letting a moan escape into his mouth. Her walls contracted around him, she was holding on until he was ready. She broke the kiss and looked up at him. "I'm gonna come baby. Come with me," she panted.
He groaned; her voice made his dick twitch. She groaned, feeling it inside her. Within seconds he came inside her, feeling her milk him. She threw her head back as her orgasm ripped through her. They cursed together as the waves of pleasure overtook them. He collapsed on top of her and she smiled. "You're amazing," he whispered, his breath still heavy.
She giggled and ran her hands through his short hair. "I love you," she whispered.
"I love you too." He hopped off the island and fixed himself. He helped her down next and she smiled.
"Well, we can officially say we've christened it."
"That we can," he smirked, kissing her again. "Come on, we got a sick kid at the apartment to go take care of, and show him pictures of his little sister."
Olivia smiled and rested her hand over her belly, tears stinging her eyes. "It's really happening."
He smiled and nodded. "We're really having a little girl, and she's going to be every bit as beautiful as her mommy."
She took his hand and smiled. "Come on, let's go." They walked out to the car together and drove back to the apartment, picking up some dinner on the way. They walked in, noticing that Calvin wasn't in the living room she looked at Brian. "I'll go check on him," she smiled and walked over to Calvin's bedroom and knocked on the door. "Calvin?" She opened the door to see him sitting up in bed, reading a book. "Hey, kiddo, feeling any better?"
He smiled gently. "A little, my head doesn't hurt, and my stomach is feeling a little better, I think I'm just hungry though."
"Sweetie, you didn't have to stay in here all day."
He smiled. "I didn't mom, I went and made myself something to eat earlier, I came back in here because I just needed to be in my space. I know it doesn't make sense, but…"
Olivia smiled. "It makes perfect sense." Olivia thought back to the days when she would sit alone in her room, even when she lived alone, just because she needed to be in space that was just hers. She'd been that way her whole life. "Well, Dad and I stopped and got dinner, if you want to come eat with us?" Calvin smiled and got up and walked they walked out together. "And, we have a surprise for you."
"A surprise? What is it?"
Olivia smiled and took the sonogram picture out of her purse. "Say hello to your little sister."
He looked at the picture then up at his parents. "Sister? It's a girl!?"
Olivia smiled and nodded. "It's a girl." She hugged him gently and kissed the top of his head. They put the picture up on the fridge then sat down and had dinner. After dinner they played a board game then turned in for the night. Calvin had school in the morning and Olivia and Brian had a long few days ahead of them, getting everything packed up and ready to be moved into the new house.
The next morning, Brian woke up first and kissed Olivia's belly then her lips. She woke up and looked into his eyes. "Morning, beautiful."
She smiled and kissed him again, softly. "Morning, sexy."
He smiled and sat up, putting his robe on and looked at her. "You want something for breakfast?"
"Just some tea right now."
"You got it Pancakes." He walked out into the kitchen to make her tea and he decided he wanted scrambled eggs.
Olivia stood up and shrugged her robe on and walked out, smiling at Brian, then walking over to Calvin's room, knocking softly. "Calvin, time to get up." She heard him groan and she smiled, she shook her head and walked over to the breakfast nook, sitting down, smiling when Brian handed her a cup of tea.
"Two sugars and milk, just how you like it."
She took a sip. "Perfect," she winked.
Calvin came out of his room and rubbed his eyes. "Do I have to go to school?"
Olivia smiled. "Yes you do. Besides, it's a half day; you'll be home before you know it."
He sat next to Olivia and Brian smiled. "What can I get you for breakfast, kiddo?"
"Lucky Charms."
Brian nodded. "Good choice." He took a bowl down from the cabinet and poured him a bowl of cereal with just a little bit of milk, putting it in front of him with a smile. "Hey Liv, have you told Cragen that you're pregnant yet?"
Olivia furrowed her brow. "Not yet, no. Why?"
"I just think it would be a smart idea to tell him, so you aren't in the field."
"Bri what are you talking about?"
"Come on, you're a cop, I don't have to tell you what could happen. I know I don't after what happened a couple months ago—"
She put her hand up. "Stop, Bri. We'll talk about this later." She got off her stool and brought her tea into the bedroom with her. She picked out a pair of yoga pants and a shirt to wear that day.
Brian sighed when she walked away. "I should have kept my mouth shut," he mumbled. He took his eggs off the heat and put them on a plate, starting to eat them.
Calvin looked at him. "But you're right. She shouldn't be working catching bad guys while she's pregnant. It's not a good idea."
Brian nodded. "I know, but I should have brought it up a different way." He shook his head. Once Calvin was done he smiled. "Go get ready for school, bud."
Calvin walked into his bedroom; he came back out a few minutes later in jeans and a t-shirt. He walked into the bathroom and brushed his teeth. He put his sneakers on and grabbed his backpack. "I guess I'm off to school."
Brian smiled and kissed the top of his head. "Have a good day. See you later."
He smiled. "Love you, Dad."
"Love you too, Calvin." Once he left, Brian walked into the bedroom and saw Olivia. "Look, I'm sorry, I went about that wrong."
"You think?" Olivia asked, not facing him.
"I'm just worried about you Liv. What if you get shot, or stabbed or—"
"Or what, raped again?"
"Liv, look –"
"No, you look, Brian. I know I have to tell Cragen, but I'm not ready to be on a desk. That's not your choice."
"I just want our baby safe."
"You don't think I do!?"
"So why won't you go on desk duty? I know it's no picnic, trust me, but if you want our baby safe why won't you push through it to ensure she is?"
"So, now I don't care about our baby?"
"Liv, you're twisting my words and it's frustrating."
"So is being treated like a child. Excuse me." She walked past him and into the kitchen, throwing the tea bag out and putting her cup in the sink.
He followed her. "I'm not treating you like a child; I'm just trying to get you to understand that it's time to start taking it easy."
"If you don't like or can't accept that I'm not ready to be a desk jockey yet then get out."
"Liv, what are you talking about?"
"Get. Out. Out of the house, out of my life."
He felt a knife in his heart and he stepped towards her. "No. I'm not leaving, Liv."
"Get away from me."
"That's not what you want." He inched towards her. He saw her stepping back. He had a hunch, and if this hunch was wrong he was going to seriously fuck up this relationship, but he knew her too well to know that he was right.
She felt the wall at her back and she glared at him. "Are you deaf? Get. Away. From me."
He shook his head. "That's not what you really want; I can see it in your eyes."
"I'm angry at you, Bri. Please just let me be."
"I know you're angry, but I also know that you being alone isn't going to help that." His voice was low and gruff. He saw her swallow hard. Oh, yeah. He was right.
"And you think invading my space is?" He smirked and put his hands on either side of her head on the wall. "You want me to knee you in the balls? Seriously, leave me alone. Get out."
He shook his head and pulled her close to him. Their eyes locked. He saw hers darken in anger. His glimmered. She opened her mouth to say something, but before any words could be spoken his lips were on hers in a passionate kiss. He wound his fingers in her hair and tugged on it. "I know you," he whispered in her ear. "I know you inside and out, I know what you want."
She tried to fight him, but it was useless. He was right. He did know her, and he knew what she wanted. She wanted the kind of sex they rarely had. She wanted rough, angry, animalistic sex that they only had when one of them needed to work out their anger. She felt him tug on her hair and she let out a grunt. "Fucking do it."
He smirked. He loved when he was right. He pushed her back up against the wall, her back hitting the wall with a thud. His lips were right back on hers, their tongues fighting for dominance. It was a mess of lips and tongues and teeth. She broke the kiss only to take his shirt off. Her lips attached to his neck. He groaned and pushed her hips into the wall with his. He pulled her off his neck by her hair and looked into her eyes. Her chest was heaving and he whipped her shirt over her head and quickly unhooked her bra. "You're so sexy when you're mad."
Her nails raked over his back. She didn't break the skin, but she knew it would look like he got attacked by a bear. She heard him groan and she rocked her hips into his. He picked her up and carried her into the bedroom. He threw her on the bed and pulled her closer, taking her yoga pants off. She unbuttoned his jeans and slid them and his boxers off his hips. "Fuck me."
He smirked and climbed on the bed next to her. "On your knees." She raised an eyebrow and he whispered in her ear. "On your fucking knees baby."
His voice sent a shiver down her spine and she did as he told her. She got on her knees and looked back at him. He was behind her. He slapped her ass and entered her from behind in one swift motion. She let out a loud moan and it only pushed him to move faster, harder, deeper. She screamed out in pleasure. "Ah! Fuck!"
His hand came around her to pull her up, her back flush against his chest. He kept moving as his hand found her clit starting to play with it. Her head fell back on his shoulder as her hips found his rhythm. She turned her head and managed to bite down on his neck again. "Fuck, Liv!"
She giggled and gasped when he felt him slap her ass again. He bent her back over and gripped her hair, pulling her hair back as he pounded into her. Her moans got louder, she rattled off every curse word in the book. She felt her orgasm starting to build and she gripped the sheets. "Jesus, Bri, I'm so close," she whined. She felt him slip out of her and lay on the bed. She looked at him. "What the fuck are you doing?"
He looked into her eyes. "Ride me."
She smirked and mounted him, feeling him back inside her she moaned and started to ride him, her hips moving quickly, changing directions. His hands found his way to her hips and she arched her back, resting her hands on his thighs, as she moved up and down over his dick. Her moans got louder and higher pitched. Her walls clenched around him and she felt his dick twitch. "Shit, baby, come inside me!"
Her words sent him over the edge; he spilled inside her which sent her over the edge. Her orgasm wracked her body and once she rode it out, she collapsed on top of him. She kissed him and smiled. He rubbed her back gently and she let out a small grunt of satisfaction. "Better?"
She looked into his eyes and nodded. "Better."
He smiled and kissed her again, wrapping her in his arms. "I really am sorry about what I said."
She shook her head. "No, it's okay. I'm sorry I over reacted. I know you're just concerned for the baby, and I am too, I just hate the thought of having to be on a desk."
"It's only for a month or two, baby."
"I know, but it still drives me nuts. I'll tell Cragen tomorrow."
Brian smiled gently and looked at her. "Hey, next time you want an angry fuck, can you just say it instead of throwing me out of my own apartment?"
She giggled and nodded. "I'm sorry baby." She kissed him softly. "Forgive me?"
"Always."
She smiled and rested her head on his chest, closing her eyes, letting out a soft sigh.
A/N: DARN! I thought I was so close with the lobster, oh well, IT'S A GIRL! I'm tossing a few names around, but one is sounding particularly lovely. You'll have to keep reading to find out what it is! Please review, here or on Twitter, UnbrokenBarista! Next Chapter: Olivia tells Cragen about her pregnancy, the move, and the results of the amnio are in... Is the baby healthy? Stay tuned!