I wake up and barely remember where I am.

"Hey, you're finally awake." I watch as Evan enters the room holding a bottle of water. "Four had stopped by and asked for someone named Tris. That's you isn't it?"

I sip the water and think about the situation at hand. " Yeah, that's me."

"He seemed really worried about you. What happened, I mean why is he looking for you?"

"It's along story. I should go-"

"Are you sure? Four is still out there. He won't hurt you will he?"

"No, he just wants to talk I guess. I can handle it. Probably."

"Come back here if you need my help."

"Thanks." I walk into the hallway and head towards our apartment. Tobias should be at work so I can go there and think about what I want to do. I round the corner and see Christina. She runs up to me.

"OMG what happened to you? Four has been looking for you non-stop since yesterday!"

"I'll tell you later, where's the last place you saw four?"

"Umm , well I just saw him at breakfast-"

"Can I stay at your place?"

"Um... Sure but why?"

"I'll tell you later." I slip away and scurry towards the apartment. I go inside and grab a bad from the closet I walk in our bedroom and look at the bed. I stop dead in my tracks when I think of two night before when amazing things happened there. Now look at my life. It went from being blissfully perfect to horribly tragic.

I go into the bathroom and get my toiletries. I walk back down the hallway towards the door and wonder when or if I will ever be back here again.

Just as I reach to open the door, I hear Tobias outside fumbling for his key. I dart back to the bedroom and slip into the slotted panel closet. I can see him but he can't see me. He walks in and stops like I did. He looks so tired and lost. My first instinct is to come out of the closet and hug him. But I can't. He shakes off the daze and flops down onto the bed. For a while he just stares at the ceiling.

He looks over at the dresser where we have the one and only picture of me and him. He grabs it and folds it in half, splitting the photo between me and him he sets it back on the dresser with my face towards him and pulls off his pants. Oh. Oh oh oh, this can't be happening.

He stares at the picture and starts to forcefully jack off his sex. He proceeds for a few minutes and then starts to breath faster and faster. He rubs his finger across the head, spreading pre-cum all over his length. He keeps saying my name over and over. I can't take the heat and desire between my own legs. I rub my clit through my pants and watch. He gives one last pull and releases all over his hand, then lays down and closes his eyes. Once I'm sure that he's asleep, I quietly slip out of the apartment and head towards Christina's.

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I tell Christina the story and she gladly takes me into her apartment. She says we're going somewhere that will cheer me up. Knowing Christina, this is going to be... Special.

"Can you tell me where we are going?"

"Nope"

"Please?"

"Uh uh."

She drags we towards the shops and takes me to the far end where I've never gone before. We stop in front of a couples store, with windows full of things I can't name. "You can't be serious."

"Please Tris?! I got a vibrator from here and you won't believe the kind of org-"

"If I go in will you please stop talking?" She smiles and pulls me into the store. A clerk walks up to us and Christina whispers something in her ear. "Right this way."

We enter a small room in the back of the store. I simply drop my jaw. Hundreds of vibrators and dildos of all shapes and size hang and sit on every surface in the room. Christina smiles and says "Ta da!"

"Um, what do you expect me to do here?"

"Buy one of course!"

"Christina!"

"Oooooooooo get this one!" She pulls a pink dildo shaped vibrator off the shelf. "It's not to big, so your little virgin vagina can handle it!"

"Christina!" She pulls me back to the front of the store and hands the vibrator to the lady, along with some cash.

"Nice choice." She says with a smile.

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Christina wore me out. After the vibrator attack, we went shopping all afternoon. I talked her out of going to the other set of shops. We got back and I went right to bed, which was a guestroom in Christina's apartment. I set all of my bags down on the bed, and hear something hit the floor. I lean over and pick up non other than the bright pink vibrator. I flip the switch t low and hear a hum as well as feel it starts to vibrate. I turn it right off and start to sort through my bag of clothes and toiletries.

Once everything is in it's pace and I'm lying in bed with a pair of shorts and a baggy t-shirt on, I stare at the vibrator on my dresser. I turn my head and try to ignore the same heat I felt earlier. I reach for the vibrator. I set it beside me and slip off my shorts and underwear.

I flick on the switch.