"Are you kidding me? You can't do this! This person isn't the Tobias I know. I realize that you made a mistake and you are willing to anything to fix it, but I'm not ready to jump back into whatever we had before."

"That's the thing Tris, I know you're ready. I've tried talking to you, and that doesn't work. If I do this, you'll realize how much you love me."

"Sex is always the answer for you isn't it. Well newsflash buddy, this wouldn't be sex, it would be rape." I give him a nasty yet apologetic look. He can't do this. I have so much to think about and I know if he does this, all of the pieces that are holding me together will break.

"It's not rape if you enjoy it." He doesn't smirk or smile, he looks at me with such an apologetic and questionable look, I remember how much I loved and all the reasons why I did.

The last thing he says before he starts, and all the way during, is "I'm sorry"

xxxxxxx

He walks over and kisses me. I want to say I don't feel anything, but I do. A spark at the back of my mind that says kiss him back. But I remain still, while he kisses my lips and face. "Please don't do this." He stops momentarily but keeps going. Kissing my Ravens and my neck softly, gently, lovingly. My heart race fastens, and he must take that as a sign of pleasure. he moves down to my breasts. cupping them gently and running his thumb across my nipples.

My back arches the slightest, this was harder than I thought. in my mind I'm screaming and running away. But my body craves the attention that he is supplying. "Tobias" I sigh. Wanting it to come out as a threatening tone. "Stop"

"I'm sorry" He moves down to my sex, kissing the whole way there.

"Please don't. Once you do this it will never be the same. this won't change things." In my mind I'm screaming IM A VIRGIN in the sense I still have my cherry. I know if used fingers before, but what he's planning on doing will be much worse. I open my eyes and see him staring at my face. "Please." He looks to the side.

"I need to do this. I'm sorry."

He opens my legs. I scream and he immediately stops. "Stop screaming!" he takes his shirt off and ties it around my mouth.

Hoe looks back down at my sex. Taking his pants and boxers off. He holds his member in his hand. he lines it up with me. Before he enters me, he starts circling my clit with his thumb. and no matter how much I resist, I can't help from arching my back. But still keeping my eyes shut the whole time. He circles faster and faster.

Then, out of no where, he slowly begins to enter me. at first it's not very hurtful, hitting the spots my fingers and his have already ventured. he pushes farther and farther until all other thing he's doing to me are silenced by the pain. I let a tear run down my face. "I'm sorry." he slowly begins to thrust into me, taking my virginity.

His release comes fast, leaving me full of him, yet feeling so empty. he kisses me and just starts to put his hands around my hips when it happens. He's gone. I hear clattering and smashing. I open my eyes and see them both, Tobias on the ground ad Evan standing above him.

... Sooo yeah that just happened. thoughts?