OK, I'm giving you guys a little present. This isn't more just Tobias's perspective. Enjoy!
He's having sort of a flashback. I guess, I don't know just read.
Am I what I've made myself to be? A rapist, a guy who cheated on the love of his life. I don't know what I am. This was a dream, a horrible nightmare. This isn't who I am.
I could say I was a hormonal guy, Crazed with the idea of sex so I cheated. But that wasn't it. Tris is so fragile, I wanted her so bad. It scared me how much I did. I couldn't imagine doing something like that to her. So I cheated. then all the fighting went down, ad that guy swooped in and only added to my pile of shit.
Then my mind was gone, driven with madness and love. I came back to my senses after I had done what I did. He looked at me like a monster, horrific and evil. I ran to the depths of air duct here, an abandoned apartment there.
I need to talk to her. Soon, but there's voices calling me, people searching for me. I need to be careful. I have a plan. I'm not proud of it, but it could turn things around. It's been four months, so hopefully i'll be less noticeable. I want my old life back. I want Tris back.
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I wait in the back of the tattoo shop. My hood drawn so my face is covered. I hope she shows up, I really need this right now. I wait for a few minutes.
"tobias?" I turn around and see her.
Don't get too excited... I have plans. So, who is she? I like cliff hangers! I'll have 1 up tomorrow. Or maybe next week. Who knows?