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By the way the song in this fan fic is 'she hates me' by Puddle of Mud ( with a few changed lyrics…and NO I don't own them OR sailor moon! Thanks for rubbing it in man!! *bursts into tears*
HE DOESN'T TRUST ME…
After going to bed so late in the morning, the last thing Usagi wanted to hear was the sound of her stupid alarm clock ringing its high pitched shrill. Rolling over and turning it off startled along the way by Luna jumping right in front of her face. "Good morning Sailor Moon!" purred Luna. Usagi groaning turned over shoving her beautiful face beneath her pink duvet. Trying to fall back asleep. Still trying to wake Usagi, Luna tried pouncing on her stomach. With much success.
The rest of the morning was just as Usagi's usual routine. Quickly dressing, and, packing her school supplies she'd need for the day she raced down the stairs. Grabbing a slice of toast as she ran out the door bidding her mum good morning and good bye all in one. Her only reminder the whole morning of the night before, a trail of dried tears down the side of her face she had to wash away.
Running down the street, Usagi looked head down. Not noticing where she was going. Falling to the ground her only realisation that she had actually walked into someone. Looking up to apologise her mouth just hung a jaw before clenching shut and storming off. Forgetting her dropped books.
~~// AT SCHOOL \\~~
Still in a foul mood Usagi arrived late yet again. Hurriedly sitting down in her chair just as the teacher walked in to the room. Unpacking her books she didn't even bother to answer the teachers greeting, unlike the rest of the class.
~~// AT LUNCH\\~~
Usagi had skilfully managed to avoid the Sailor Scouts all morning with tactful excuses to leave and just pretending not to hear them. But when it came to lunch time, she had no excuse, she had run out. Curious about the previous nights events they started bombarding her with questions.
"Where the hell were you last night! Why did you just storm off and LEAVE us there?? HUH Usagi??" screamed none other than Rei, pounding her fists on the lunch table.
"Yes Usagi, where did you run off to? And why the rush?" said Amy, calm as ever, patiently sitting down beside Usagi putting her hand on the table reassuringly. Usagi just sat there, continuing to eat her lunch. Trying her hardest to ignore her best friends. It had nothing to do with them, she just needed some time by herself to figure out who she was and where she was at."
"We know you Usagi, you NEVER miss an opportunity to drool over you Darien…" Lita queried putting an arm oh her Moon Princess shoulder. It wasn't like her to be so sad and distant, maybe it was something they had done? Only one way to find out…
"Come on Usagi, you expect us to think that there's nothing weird about you just ignoring Darien, and us for that matter, last night???" Mina implied leaning over the table at Usagi accusingly. Usagi had had enough. Shouldn't they be concerned or worried about her? I mean they had NO idea what was going on! They had no idea about anything! They had no idea bout all the pressure she had. To succeed in school, out of school. I mean come on lets face it. How many people have to go to high school, save earth, be a Moon Princess AND follow their destiny for the sake of everyone else's future?? Usagi had had enough for one day. "Rei, I did not leave you there. You act like I left you there alone and unable to get back home. You are grown up now Rei, you can look after yourself. You of all people should no not to especially not trust me to take care of you." Usagi stated still looking down at her lunch. Rei just stood there dumbfounded at Usagi's accusation. "Amy, I did not 'rush off' as you of all people would have noticed I 'limped off' and very slowly I might add. Anyone of you could have stopped me at the time. If you had wanted," yet again Usagi had struck a nerve. She didn't WANT to hurt Amy, but she had to set the facts straight. Amy just stood slowly and walked off followed by Rei. Lita and Mina looked at Usagi confused. Was this THEIR Usagi? The fun loving yet clumsy girl who everyone loved and adored? What had changed her so?
"What was all that about Usagi? Normally you're too…docile to say anything that harsh…" Lita said shocked taking her arm off her Princess's shoulder. Usagi looked up from her food and straight into Mina's eyes, "Mina and Lita, so what if I ignored Darien? What is that to do with you? He is MY destiny and MY problem. Not YOURS! I wish to be alone if you don't mind…" Usagi stood and walked to a old Willow tree she knew would be deserted in the corner of the school. Leaving behind four very confused Sailor Scouts. Unpacking her lunch beneath the old tree Usagi started humming. Stopping only occasionally to swallow she continued through out eating the remains of her lunch till she had finished. Now able to sing as well she started to put words to her melody. Liking the sound she grabbed a piece of paper and started to jot it down. For future reference, just in case.
Met a man, thought he was grand,
Fell in love, found out first hand
Went well for a week or two
Then it all came un glued…
With a masked man, I cant stand,
Never thought I'd be the one to slip.
Then I started to realise
I was living one big lie…
He doesn't trust me,
Nope,
He doesn't trust me,
La la la la
I tried too hard
And he tore my feelings like I had none,
But I actually do…
He was god for about an hour
After that, mask got sour,
He took all I ever had
No sign of guilt
No feeling of bad, no
In a trapped life I can't leave
Never thought I'd be the one who'd slip
Then I started to realise
I was living one big lie…
He doesn't trust me,
Nope,
He doesn't trust me,
La la la la
I tried too hard
And he tore my feelings like I had none,
But I actually do…
That's my story, as you see
Learned my lesson and so did he
Now its over and I'm glad
Cause I'm a fool for all I've said
He doesn't trust me,
Nope,
He doesn't trust me,
La la la la
I tried too hard
And he tore my feelings like I had none,
But I actually do…
La la la la la la la la la la
Trust,
La la la la la la la la la la
Trust,
And he tore my feelings like I had none,
He doesn't trust me!
Unbeknown to Usagi, her beautiful singing voice, even though filled with pain and sorrow had attracted a crowd. Too busy writing down the song, she didn't see all the shadows intently listening to her beautiful yet painful song. Once finished, the crowd broke out into applause. Causing Usagi to come back down to earth and blush, noticing the crowd. Totally embarrassed that practically the whole school was watching and listening to her she decided to quickly pack her bag and head to class early for a change. Not noticing a few extra books added to her pile. But what she also didn't notice was a dark figure seated on a bough of the willow tree. Watching her sadly.
Well what do you think? Im not gonna write no more till I get 20 reviews so yer.. And as for a preview….
COMMIN UP!! Stay tuned……who is this dark stranger? You prolly already know but HEY..or do you??? *dum dum dum*
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