HEY HEY GUYS! Sorry this chap has taken SOO long!! Basically a YEAR! Wow! But lately I've had new ideas and stuff. And THANK YOU SOOO much for all your reviews!!!! They *sniff* mean so much…*starts wailing*
As always if i owned sailor moon do u REALLY think I'd b posting stories on fan fiction???
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FALLEN ANGEL!
Chap 4
'SOLITARY TEARS'
Scaling buildings as if he were Tokyo's version of Superman, Darien fled the school grounds. Not able to withstand his princess's pain any longer. He had been the one to cause her suffering. Landing on his bare balcony, he headed indoors. Transforming back in the safety of his apartment. Taking a shower he lay down on his bed. His mind ticking over. He couldn't stand to see Usagi suffer anymore. He didn't mean to push her away. To cause her heartache and to undergo pain. But it was to PREVENT worse pain, death.
" DARIEN! NO!" screamed Usagi diving to the harsh concrete floor. Her cerulean eyes showing only fear as she repeatedly fell time and time again. Her once soft and delicate skin now scratched, bruised and bleeding profusely. He couldn't control himself. He lunged at her again and again, slashing out at her. Ripping at her flesh.
"Darien! I thought you loved me! Stop this!!" she yelled as he clawed at her Sailor fuku. Now torn and shredded. Nearly putting her up for indecent exposure. He lunged at her again, pinning her to the darkened floor. Clawing at her time and time again. She had let him close to her, then he had turned on her. He was sure of this now. He had gone to save her. Then, once close enough, he lunged at her. Tearing her flesh to shreds and she yelled her undying love for him.
"I love you.." she muttered before she lay still. Too still. Her breathing ceased. Tears forming in his eyes at the sight of her mangled body.
'I did this' he thought. ' I killed the only person that I've ever loved. And she even loved me back' lifting his head to the moon , screaming.
Screaming Darien woke with a start. " it was a dream, it was all a dream…" he muttered to himself as he walked towards the bathroom. Splashing cold water in his face. Washing off the layer of sweat that had formed on his handsome features. Walking out of the apartment he decided to head to the arcade. Certain he was going to find a certain meatball head.
~~//AT THE ARCADE\\~~
Sighing Usagi sat down at an empty booth. Laying her worn face against her crossed arms on top of the table. She hadn't meant to upset the scouts like that. She had just had enough of their critical remarks towards her clumsiness. Their lack of support and most of all, friendship. Sure they were all best friends. But they still didn't understand what she was going through. They all saw her as a ditzy dumb blonde who went gaga at the sight of Tuxedo mask. Sure, at first she had been completely love struck at the mere sight of him. But she had grown up a lot since she first discovered that she was sailor moon. Ok, she still had bad grades. But she wasn't exactly a genius and the fact that she spent every second night fighting to save earth from the Negaverse didn't help.
"Hey Usagi!"
"Hey Andrew.." muttered Usagi not even looking up. She knew that chirpy voice anywhere.
"what seems to be the matter?"
She had hoped that he wouldn't notice her in this desolate corner. "Just tired, you know." she said sitting up and yawning.
"Ahh," agreed Andrew laughing," so what will it be?"
" just a Chocolate milkshake thanks."
"No problem."
Watching him leave Usagi sighed a sigh of relief and flopped her head back onto her arms. All she wanted was to be left alone to figure things out. Who wouldn't? I mean. One moment she had been in love with her soul mate, the next he was treating her like a five year old and completely ignoring her. Looking up she was startled to see the scouts walking straight towards her. Groaning at what she knew was an oncoming onslaught she could do little bit sit up to brace herself for their impact.
"Usagi, can we have a word?" said Mina. Her blue eyes full of pain. Usagi could do little but nod her head as they surrounded her in the booth. Trapping her only escape routes.
"Before we say anything, we want to give you a chance to apologize for your earlier remarks and actions," came Lita's cold voice to her left. Usagi sat there. What was she to say? It had all been the truth.
"Well???" Rei lent forward from beside Lita, glaring at Usagi.
Usagi still didn't reply.
"Usagi you've changed" Ami finally spoke, " you used to be so loving and kind. You'd never even THINK of saying anything like that to us. What happened? I miss the old Usagi.."
Looking up she saw Ami looking at a spot on the table. Tears silently falling down her face. Her heart tore in two. She didn't want to hurt Ami, she alone was the only one who was always nice to her. Her one real friend.
" I'm sorry Ami," she finally spoke," I never meant to hurt you."
"And what about the rest of us????" questioned Rei," Don't' we matter????"
Usagi just sat there, not able to form words.
"It's settled then!" yelled Rei standing, " we talked about it before, and it's a mutual agreement. Apart from Ami." Rei glared in her direction as Usagi just sat, knowing what was coming.
"You are unworthy of being our leader. You are never there when we need you, and if you are you are falling all over the place. Being the clutz you are. We no longer need you or WANT you as our captain. Princess or no Princess!" Rei spat. Usagi sat still. Shocked, but knowing it was coming all along. But they were right. She was unworthy as their leader, anyone of them would do a better job than her.
The scouts stood and left. Knowing they will not get a reply out of her. Ami was the last to leave. Looking back at Usagi one last time before exiting the Arcade.
She sat in silence for only a few minutes before leaving as well. Tears refusing to spill. She left even without getting her chocolate milkshake, a real worry.
Running down the sidewalk she didn't even look where she was going. All she knew is she had to get out of there. Out of the Arcade, out of the city, out of the country. Instead she found herself colliding with a familiar chest. Looking up into those same midnight eyes. His raven hair messed up all over the place as if he had just woken up. She forgot about all of her problems and about the scouts.
" Usagi, uh we have to talk" his voice was cold. A exact replica of Mina's. Her troubles coming crashing down on top of her again. She could only stare.
" Listen, I know we've been told that we're 'destined to be together' but is it possible they're wrong? I mean look at us. I'm so much older than you. You're only a child for gods sake! How can a ditz like you be expected to save earth?? I mean come on Usagi really? Think about it! You cant even walk five paces without running into someone or falling over."
His words tore into her very being as she merely stood there dumbstruck. But believing and understanding every single word that escaped his mouth. The mouth that once would spend hours upon hours entangled with hers.
" I think we should break up." he finally uttered.
Usagi just stood there. Twice in mere moments she had been slammed into the ground by the ones she thought really cared for her.
"well, I guess this is goodbye" he stood there staring into her sapphire eyes. Expecting her to yell at him any moment. But nothing came. Forcing himself to just leave her standing there as she stood dumbfounded. If he had stayed only a second longer he would have seen a solitary salty tear roll down her pink cheeks. One of the last tears she'd ever shed.
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