Nerds! Hey! okay I got some news if ya read our Jeca fic 'You're Who?' well we are gonna finish up this story before we go back to it but this story is only going to have 10 chapters so it wont take that long but after these two are out the way I will not make the same stupid mistake by writing two stories at the same time...
Anyway enjoy!
First Love Never Dies
Aubrey had ushered Jesse through to her room and onto her bed as she got down on the floor to search under her bed.
"So…when did you find out about the, uh…baby" Jesse was hesitant, he didn't really know about the situation, fully yet.
"The same day my car broke down" She would've gone into more detail but she was slightly distracted as she was looking for something. Her eyes lit up as she dragged a large book from underneath her bed.
"Have you told you ex?"
"Nope and I don't plan on it just yet either" She sighed as she climbed onto the bed next to him, placing the book in front of them. "Anyway, this is what I wanted to show you...Open it" she pushed, allowing him to open the book. It was a scrapbook of the two; Aubrey had always been embarrassed about keeping it ever since they parted ways. She felt silly because it was like something a high school couple would have together but…it was true, she made it back in high school.
"This is us? In high school?"
"Yeah" She replied sheepishly because now she really did feel silly that she had shown him it, after all these years. She chewed on her bottom lip as she watched him flick through the pages. "Now that I look back at it now, it seems stupid that I actually made this" She turned her head away from him but felt his eyes on the back of her head.
"Hey, it's not stupid" He placed an arm around her waist but she still refused to turn around, convincing herself that he was just saying that.
"It is" She mumbled, shifting uncomfortably on the spot, trying to get used to the feel of his hand being around her waist.
"You're just as stubborn as I remember" Jesse leaned forward, wrapping his other arm around her as he mumbled into her neck. "Trust me it's not stupid, it's cute" Aubrey finally relaxed into his embrace and let out a long sigh.
"I'm sorry, Jesse" Jesse let go and lay down on
his side, propping himself up with his elbow.
"For what?" She positioned herself so she was lying in front with her back towards him.
"This is going to take a little getting used to again…us, being together again and then there's the baby along-"
"Shh, don't worry about that just now" He soothed, gently twirling one of her blonde curls around his finger.
"Jesse, I'm so confused. You just step back into my life, I tell you I'm pregnant with my ex and you seem perfectly okay, talk to me Jesse, please" She pleaded.
"Aubrey, you're my first love, and I was heartbroken when we split. Aubrey, the universe has given us a second chance, and I'm not letting go this time, no matter the circumstances." Jesse ran his hand up and down the length of Aubrey's arm giving her the reassurance that he wasn't going anywhere.
"When am I allowed to blame my tears on pregnancy hormones?" She asked, wiping a tear away from her eye.
"Whenever you want" he chuckled, placing a kiss on her temple.
"Can you stay with me tonight?" Aubrey whispered, turning her head so she was looking up at him. Jesse leaned down so their lips just brushed against each other.
"Of course" he smiled before pressing his lips against hers. He missed being able to kiss her whenever and now he was able to because he was given another chance and being Aubrey's not only first love but true love also. "I'm here for you, Bree. Always. From every scan to every mood swing, I'm not going anywhere"
"Oh great, you're going to see the worst of me" She groaned.
"I've dealt with 'It's that time of the month and if you don't leave right now I'm about to kill you' teenager Aubrey, I'm sure I can deal with pregnant Aubrey." Apparently Aubrey didn't find the humor in it like Jesse did so he instantly cut himself short of his chuckle.
Now, seven weeks into her pregnancy, Aubrey was trying to process all of the things the doctor was telling her to expect throughout the pregnancy with Jesse's hand locked with hers. Jesse had kept his promise so far, he was there by her side when she first visited the doctor to determine if she definitely was pregnant and now here he was beside her as she had got her first ultrasound. The actual scan was over and done with and everything was healthy and much to Aubrey's delight, there was only one child growing inside of her. The doctor was just warning her of symptoms to expect.
"You will start to feel hungrier due to new cravings, you and especially people around you will notice mood swings. If not already, you will most likely start to experience nausea." Luckily for Aubrey, she hadn't really noticed major changes in her mood or any morning sickness. "You will find yourself becoming tired more easily but I'm sure your partner will help you with everything" The doctor flashed a small smile in Jesse's direction before she began writing something down on paper. "Also Aubrey you probably have already noticed an increase in your libido, it's completely natural due to the extra blood flow to the vulva" Aubrey's eyes widened and the colour ran to her cheeks. She knew she shouldn't have brought Jesse! Why didn't she release that surely the doctor was going bring something up about an increased sex drive! She wanted to just crawl into a hole and never come out.
"Okay" Aubrey replied quietly as she slid her hand out of Jesse's and onto her lap. She refused to even look at him, never mind touch him. Great…she was going to have a fun ride home.
"That's about all that needs covered at this time, Aubrey, so if you come back in four weeks and we will check up on how you and the little one are doing."
"Okay, thank you" Aubrey stood up and grabbed her jacket.
"Here's the pictures from the scan" The doctor handed her the envelope before she opened the door to usher the couple out. "Both of you have a nice day"
"You too" Aubrey and Jesse said in unison. As the two walked out of the doctor's office, Aubrey still hadn't said a word to him.
"What's up?" he asked, concerned.
"Nothing" she lied as they climbed into his car.
"Is this about the…uh high sex drive thing? Because you have nothing to worry about, I'm not going to take advantage of you or anything like that." She flashed him a somewhat grateful smile as she clipped her seatbelt in.
"It's still embarrassing that you now know that" She mumbled, running a hand through her hair.
"It's not like I'm going to be able to tell!" He laughed.
"That's not the point, like what if I'm the one to you know…start things" She cringed at her own words as she waited for an answer. Jesse rolled his eyes.
"Look, Aubrey, we've never did anything like that before and if you're still not comfortable then I won't let anything happen."
"Thank you"
"Now, anywhere else you want to go? Or do you just want to go home and watch some TV, I'll cook you dinner?" Jesse asked hopefully because if he was honest, all he wanted to do was go and cuddle with Aubrey on the couch. Jesse calling Aubrey's house "Home" has been a regular occurrence ever since she started letting him stay full time, well apart from the trips to his house to get more clothes and such but there was one thing he hadn't brought up to Aubrey yet, he was actually looking for a house for the two of them and the baby.
"Home is good but I'll cook"
"You're not cooking, Bree"
"Why not?" she frowned.
"You heard the doctor, you get tired far too easily" Aubrey just had to roll her eyes at his comment.
"I'm fine right now; my get up and go hasn't exactly got up and gone just yet"
"Fine. But I'm helping. No 'but's" He turned his head and grinned at her before turning back to the road. She was seriously head over heels for this guy again and he wasn't going anywhere.
Around two hours later, the two found themselves lying on the couch together, watching re-runs of Friends, and every time the theme tune was played, Jesse would drum along with his fingers on Aubrey's waist.
Aubrey couldn't help but smile like an idiot as Rachel kissed Ross before Phoebe stated that Ross was Rachel's "Lobster".
"See? I'm your lobster, Aubrey" Jesse mumbled into her neck that sent a shock through her body that caused her eyes to fall shut. Aubrey turned her neck to face him as he brought her lips to his.
"Mhm" she hummed as she positioned herself on her back, bringing her arm up to pull his face down to hers again. "I am indeed, your lobster" She muttered before capturing his lips. Only breaking the kiss for a couple of seconds, Aubrey sat up and climbed on top of Jesse so that she was straddling his hips. Jesse had never seen Aubrey like this, it was odd but he'd be lying if he said he wasn't enjoying it but he also needed to keep his promise. She swept her hair to one side before leaning down to kiss him again, as before, it started off innocent but escalated to the point where Jesse stupidly allowed Aubrey access into his mouth with her tongue. In his defense, his mind was clouded due to the fact that Aubrey's body was pressed flush up against his own so his mind wasn't in the right place. Aubrey's mind wasn't in the right place either; she had let the pregnancy hormones get the better of her already.
Realization had finally smacked Jesse in the face and his eyes shot open just as he had unclasped Aubrey's bra.
"Aubrey!" Jesse gasped, still not letting go of the loose ends of her bra. "We need to stop" Aubrey couldn't exactly sit back up due to the fact that Jesse's hands were up her shirt.
"You're right" She agreed breathlessly. "Uhm, could you…help?"
"Huh?-oh yeah! Gimme a sec" He fiddled around with it until it clasped successfully. "You're good" He removed his hands and allowed her to sit back up.
"Well that was embarrassing" Aubrey mumbled, hiding her face. Jesse also sat up and wrapped an arm around her shoulder.
"Don't worry about it; let's just forget that happened. Why don't you go start dinner while I…uh sort myself out"
Aubrey thought she had gotten lucky with the whole morning sickness thing but it looks like she wasn't so lucky after all as she found herself praying to the porcelain goddess the next again morning. As she heaved and wretched over the toilet, she jumped as she felt a pair of secure hands rest on her waist before moving her hair out the way.
"You seriously don't need to see this" She groaned, not daring to lift her head out of the bowl of hell. "I'm not lifting my head out of here until you leave this room"
"Come on, lift you head up"
"No, I'm done with pregnancy. Done. Oh my god I've still got months!" she whined, still refusing to lift her head.
"Any normal person would want their nose away from the smell of vomit" Jesse laughed.
"Speaking about smell, it's really weird like I have an extra sensitive sense of smell now"
"You're something else, Posen."
