Yeah, yeah, it's been a while but I've been busy and didn't update anything but its updated now so yay!

Hope you all enjoy! :)

First Love Never Dies

Now sixteen weeks pregnant, Aubrey was somewhat getting used to some of the symptoms that came along with job of carrying a baby around with you everywhere, but there was one thing she wasn't used to yet. Aubrey knew it herself, she was sexually frustrated and Jesse still refused to do anything to her, well didn't refuse because she didn't just come out and ask him but if they ever got caught up in a heated make out, Jesse would stop them by making up some excuse.

It was around nine at night and Jesse had gone through into the bedroom as Aubrey went to get changed first. Hoping to grab his attention, she decided to wear the matching, deep purple lingerie that Chloe had managed to slip in the basket when she asked her best friend to go shopping with her once she realized that she had went up a cup size. She looked down at her swollen belly, brushing her hand over it before lifting her head to look into the mirror above the sink. Letting out a breath, Aubrey wiped the small layer or sweat that was starting to accumulate on her brow, that's another thing she hated about being pregnant; she was just a walking bag of sweat most of the time.

Walking into the bedroom, Aubrey didn't make eye contact with Jesse, despite feeling his eyes looking her up and down. She climbed into bed and lay down, facing away from Jesse. She felt his eyes burning into her back, hoping that he was going to make some sort of move on her even though it was pretty much doubtful. She felt movement in the bed but instead of him turning her over or saying anything to her, he just threw the duvet over her small-but growing belly-frame before placing a kiss on her head and turning back over. Aubrey wasn't going to bother questioning so she decided just to forget it for now and go to sleep.

"Good morning, sweetie" Jesse mumbled against Aubrey's neck as she began to stir.

"Morning" Aubrey replied groggily, she didn't bother moving because she was too busy enjoying the feeling of Jesse pressed up against her back.

"I'm working down at the garage today" Jesse yawned, moving his hand so he was caressing Aubrey's stomach which made her grin like an idiot. "I'll be leaving around, twelve; will you be okay here all by yourself?"

"I'm a big girl Jess, I'll be fine" She rolled her eyes and covered Jesse's hand with her own.

"You may be a big girl but there is a little one growing inside of you and tomorrow you'll be able to find out if you're going to have a little daughter or a son"

"We're" Aubrey corrected "If we're going to have a daughter or a son…Jesse, I mean you have stuck by me for four months already without making a run for it, Ryan still doesn't know that I'm pregnant with his child and I don't want to tell him because I don't want him back in my life. I'd rather my baby call you 'daddy' than Ryan" Aubrey rolled over so she was facing Jesse. "I love you, Jess" She reached up and stroked his cheek gently.

"I love you too, Bree" She snaked her hand behind his neck and pulled him towards her face, so close that their lips were brushing. As Jesse moved closer to try and close the space, Aubrey removed her hand and pulled back, giggling.

"You're a tease" Jesse pouted as Aubrey tapped a finger on his nose but she couldn't tease him, she really wanted to kiss him so that's what she did. She placed her hand on the back of his neck as she pulled him close enough to press her lips gently against his.

The kiss started off chaste until Aubrey scraped her nails against Jesse's neck, making him pull her body flush against hers causing her to gasp into the kiss and blush as she did so. Aubrey wasn't thinking straight as her hands roamed Jesse's bare chest apart from one thought that had been bothering her for ages; she wanted Jesse. She pushed him on his back and trailed her finger down to the waistband on his shorts, she glanced up at him and he had his eyes closed.

"Aubrey, I should get ready" Jesse finally said which made Aubrey groan and still her hand. She positioned herself so she was kneeling beside him.

"Why do you always make some excuse?" Aubrey questioned. Jesse took a deep breath as he sat up properly.

"I made a promise to you, that I wouldn't let things go too far even if you were the one to start it off. Remember? You were embarrassed about the increase to your sex drive and said everything was going to come from your hormones so you asked me to promise to not let you go too far." He explained as he ran his hand through her blonde curls. Aubrey was still a little embarrassed to talk about sex with Jesse; she still gets a red face when Stacie and Beca make immature sexual comments never mind Jesse.

"Jesse…" She trailed off quietly. "What would you do if I said that I wanted this not just because the way my hormones are making me feel about you but it's because I love you?" She asked quietly, her eyes fixated on the sheets that she was playing with beneath her fingers. Jesse placed a gentle hand on her thigh, causing her to lift her head.

"I love you so much Aubrey, I just don't want to do anything and you regret it"

"Jesse, trust me when I say this. This isn't some hormonal feeling. This is me; it's my love for you. I love you and this baby with all my heart and I'm not going to regret anything with you." Aubrey admitted, stroking her fingers over the back of Jesse's hand. "Don't try and stop me anymore" Aubrey shook her head as Jesse nodded his. Aubrey sat up as did Jesse.

"If you want this, I won't stop you" He assured.

"I want this" She said over-desperately that she would have to mentally kick herself for later but she was too caught up in the moment as she wrapped her arms around Jesse's neck, allowing her hands to travel up into his hair as she shuffled forward on her knees, pushing her body against his.

Jesse pressed on her back gently trying to close the space that was left, yet he was still mindful of her baby bump. Aubrey granted Jesse access to her mouth once he started to tug at her bottom lip with his teeth and run his tongue along it. They pressed their foreheads together, breathing heavily as Jesse pulled away to gently lay Aubrey down on her back before straddling her, shifting all his weight to his hands which were positioned at either side of her.

"You're completely sure?"

"Absolutely" she replied breathily.

"Sit up then" He ordered, motioning his finger for her to sit up. She obliged, resting her weight on her forearms as Jesse reached behind her and fiddled with her bra clasp. When he unclasped it, the two locked eyes with each other, both were nervous. Yeah they had both had sex with other people before but this was the first time together, their first time with their true love.

"If I knew that's what you were capable of, I would've did it with you when we were sixteen" Aubrey joked, still breathing heavily as they both lay in bed, covers pulled up over their naked bodies.

"You know why I'm glad we didn't at sixteen?" Jesse asked, draping his arm over the pillow behind Aubrey.

"And why would that be?"

"Because then I wouldn't be able to experience what we just did in the same way, we were young, I didn't realize I was in love with you because we were still only teenagers" He explained, playing with her hair. Aubrey didn't know how to respond, she could never understand how Jesse could say something so beautiful that she was lost for words. "But I wish I didn't let you go that easily because see this little one here?" He placed a hand on her stomach and she nodded. "Well he or she would've biologically been mine"

"I'm sorry, Jesse"

"No, it wasn't your fault, you found another guy, and it was expected." Aubrey noticed the hurtful look on his face whenever he realized that the baby wasn't actually his.

"Listen to me Jesse" She tilted his chin with her finger to look him in the eye "I don't care who the baby's father is because I know you will always be the baby's daddy and it doesn't take much to be a father but it takes a lot to be a daddy." A smile erupted on Jesse's face which only made Aubrey smile wider.

"Then this baby will have the best mommy and daddy in the world" He grinned, placing a kiss on her forehead. "Okay, I need to shower"

"Oh, yeah, me too but you go first though"

"You sure?" He asked and she nodded in reply "Okay I won't be too long" he assured.

Aubrey entered the living room with a towel wrapped around her hair whilst wearing a tank top and pajama shorts to find Jesse with his feet kicked up onto the couch and his laptop balancing on his lap.

"What you up to?" She asked curiously, padding over to the couch and without making eye contact he swung his legs off the couch so she could sit next to him.

"Apartment hunting" He replied simply.

"Huh, found anything?" Aubrey took the laptop from his lap as he reached for his coffee mug before taking it back off her.

"Yeah, but one problem" He looked at her before taking a sip of his coffee. "We don't have enough money"

"Oh…"

"Well we only have one person working in the house and we aren't bringing in the money quick enough" Jesse rambled on as he typed in their price range only to find nothing of interest. Aubrey narrowed her eyes at his comment.

"What's that supposed to mean?"

"It was a pretty self explanatory comment, Aubrey" Jesse chuckled, slightly taken aback by Aubrey's sudden change in tone.

"I know that, I'm talking about your tone you said it in"

"What tone? I was just saying I'm the only one working here!" Jesse defended.

"You said it like you're expecting me to get up and find work, I'm almost halfway through this pregnancy Jesse. I'm tired all the time, my back and feet hurt and the list goes on!" She snapped.

"What happened? You were perfectly fine till you came out the shower?!" Jesse shot back. "You know what Aubrey? You need to cool off so I'm gonna go see Jace early" Jesse closed his laptop and slid it on the coffee table as he stood up.

"Oh I need to cool off now?" Aubrey scoffed as she stood up and followed Jesse around as he got himself ready.

"Yeah, your hormones are obviously out of control right now so I'm leaving you alone till you cool off, okay?" Jesse zipped up his hoodie and put his baseball cap on.

"Don't say I can't control my hormones!" Aubrey warned as she marched behind Jesse to the front door, she stopped and folded her arms as he opened it.

"I'll see you later on" He leaned forward but she turned away so his lips kissed her cheek instead of her lips before he pulled away and rolled his eyes, closing the door behind him.

"Don't roll your eyes at me Swanson!" She called after him but was met with a door shut in front of her. It didn't take her long for the tears to randomly start falling. She hated these hormones.

Jesse had to sleep on the couch that, yeah, he wasn't in the good books and from his point of view, he did nothing wrong! But he knew better not to try and make jokes to win her back because it only earned him a death glare. Apparently Jesse still wasn't on the best of terms by the time Aubrey was lying down getting the ultrasound were they would find out the sex of the child.

"Okay are you two ready to find out?" The doctor asked, her eyes fixated on the screen, waiting for Aubrey or Jesse's answer. Jesse placed his hand, palm up beside hers but she just ignored it and replied to the doctor.

"Yeah, I just don't want to be calling it and "it" anymore"

"Okay you two are going to have…a little baby girl!" Aubrey grabbed Jesse's hand which made his head whip around to meet her eyes which were tearing up.

"You're going to have a daughter" Jesse smiled lovingly at her.

"We're going to have a daughter" She corrected which once again made Jesse smile so widely that he could've spilt his face in half. "I'm sorry about yesterday, I don't know what came over me" She frowned.

"Don't worry about it; I'm just glad I'm able to keep my cool when you're trying to bite my head off for no reason"

So, yeah they finally had sex, they had a wee argument but it's all good now. Wee review? thanks nerds