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Chapter 7: Live Like You're Gonna Die Young
(A/N: Alright now I know this is a rave but there is a song I just totally feel the need to incorporate in this chapter, and isn't really the techno stuff that is at raves. So be prepared for a totally non-rave song to be played at the rave. If it really bothers anyone then just pretend it's not the music playing at the rave but just lyrics he thinks of while at the rave. Doesn't make a difference to me so long as you read it cuz it goes with the chapter)
"Wha-! Sas-! W-what are you doing here?!" I screeched. I glanced from that flawless face to my cup (er…kiddy cup) and could just feel my face turn the color of a fire truck. Oh my gosh, this is absolutely mortifying. I contemplated making a run for it. That might make me look even more like a loser though. An awkward silence filled the air, as I stared at the floor, so embarrassed that I couldn't make myself move, while Sasuke stared at my cup. A chuckle slipped through his lips and I looked at him with wide eyes before glaring.
"Don't laugh at me, teme! It's-It's-" I couldn't finish. I wanted flee so badly. But I couldn't. So instead the cup left my hand and it sailed behind the counter as I chucked it back.
"It's Gaara and that bartender's fault!" I proclaimed, finally finding the right words. "Hn." Sasuke leaned in, putting his hands on the edge of the bar on both sides of me. My heart began to flutter and my head felt abnormally light (if I was drinking I could have blamed it on the alcohol). I looked up at him, his black eyes gazed down at me in…was that lust maybe? I have no idea but I'm beginning to feel a lot like jello, flimsy, unstable, and begging to be tasted. Oh jeez. I wish I was still in denial; it was so much easier to deal with situations like this. At least I knew , that I wanted…well maybe not wanted, but my goal was to get away from Sasuke. Now I'm not really sure what to do. Oh boy. I feel like maybe it's still a good idea to try and walk away. Maybe it's an even better idea since I like him now. What if he takes advantage of me? I won't let that happen! I'm not some slutty fangirl that will bend to his will and be thrown away, I will be strong and not fall for his temeness. He is planning on throwing me away right? …That was a stupid question. Duh, yes, you baka Naruto.
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I swear to flipping God! I'm talking to myself in third person again! Gah, that bastard. I'm probably screwed up for life. If this is permanent I'm going to beat him to pulp, I don't care if he's bigger and stronger than me. It will be done.
"Why are you all tense?" Sasuke asked, pulling me from my thoughts. What, tense me? Haha, never…
"Why don't I help you relax?" Sasuke's warm breath hit my face as he leaned in closer. Remember how I talked about me not being tense? I lied. And now I was completely rigid as Sasuke's face neared my own. Smooth lips, much smoother than my chapped ones, pressed against mine. Not wasting any time with the slow, tender stuff, Sasuke pushed his tongue into my mouth and started moving it around. Okay, 'pushed' kind of implies that I resisted, but really I didn't. I sort of just let him. Is that bad? My sense of right and wrong, along with my rational train of thought began to disappear as Sasuke's amazing kiss overwhelmed me.
My eyes were closed, since when I wasn't quite sure. Sasuke's tongue was doing amazing things. It rubbed and swirled against my own, sending amazing sensations throughout me. Now I wasn't a complete virgin when it came to kissing but this just went way beyond any other kiss I had had. It wasn't even that he was so skilled at kissing, which he was, trust me, but that I had no one ever felt this…absolutely amazing. Just his arm touching mine sent electric jolts throughout my body. I kind of wish I could say this about everyone else, but it was just him. Ha, just what his over-inflated ego needs to hear.
My arms, which had been dangling by my sides like wet noodles, wrapped around Sasuke's neck and I pulled him closer. He elicited a small moan from me as his hands ran up and down my sides. The need for air caused us to pull apart, both breathing heavily.
"Come." He grunted, his voice husky. My mind was hazy as I was pulled from my seat and swept through the room. Flashes of bright neon lights and shadowy people blurred around me, and soon I found myself pressed into a corner, Sasuke's body flush against mine. He leaned in toward me. His breath ghosted over my ear and neck as he whispered, "You look amazing". Teeth bit down on my ear, making my gasp. I bite my lip to stifle any further sounds that Sasuke drew from me. His tongue licked the shell of my ear, before his lips pressed against my neck right below. My hands gripped the back of his shirt and his were wrapped around my hips. The techno beats and thumping bass seemed to heighten and make the experience even more surreal as Sasuke started turning his kisses into nips, hard sucks and occasionally bites. It felt like I was on some amazing drug. Sasuke just feels so good.
"Sah-suke," I mewled as he sucked particularly hard on the junction between my neck and clavicle. My god..it feels so good. After my words he pulled away at stared at me with an intense and animalistic look.
"W-what?" I squirmed uncomfortable. Had I done something wrong?
"Say it again. My name." Sasuke ordered.
Confused, I granted his request..er demand. "Sasuke." I could have said it snarkily, or trailed off since I really didn't know why he wanted me to say it, but for some reason I put all my feelings into his name. Or at least I tried.
Sasuke's grip tightened around me and he roughly smashed his lips into mine. It wasn't painful and the bruising force actually seemed to feel good. It definitely did not help the problem in my pants though. I briefly considered being embarrassed and self-conscious about it but quickly forgot such worries as Sasuke's kiss swept my mind away.
He pulled back, but leaned his forehead against mine. He pressed a kiss to my temple then trailed kisses toward my ear. I swear, I don't think anyone has ever kissed so many times in such a short period of time before. When he got to my ear he took the lobe of it into his mouth and sucked it. It felt amazing and I bit my lip hard to keep a moan from escaping. Didn't my piercing bother him though? In fact that is kind of gross now that I think about it. Sasuke doesn't know where that piercing has been. NOT THAT IT'S BEEN ANYWHERE BAD! I'm just stating Sasuke doesn't know that. My ears and earrings are squeaky clean, thanks. One of Sasuke's cool, pale hands dipped under the hem of my shirt. When it made contact with my skin, I gasped. It was such a contrast to my very heated skin. It trailed across my stomach, causing me to shiver and something to tighten inside me. I wasn't even aware I was tense until Sasuke whispered in my ear to relax. I tried to, but my body just couldn't seem to. It was way too hyped up due this situation(and no you pervs, I'm talking about blood pumping from adrenaline and stuff not that hyped…but I was a little hyped that way too). Sasuke's lips returned to mine, slipping his tongue in and, of course, dominated my mouth. The kiss helped me relax, and my body slumped a little, curving more into Sasuke. This action caused our hips to rub together, the action eliciting a hiss from Sasuke, and I had to force myself to bite back a loud moan. These reactions were due to the fact that some, ahem, parts rubbed together. I tried to move my hips back, completely and utterly embarrassed that my relaxing had turned into such a sexual action. But, the wall reminded me it was there and stopped me from moving more than an inch or two away. The teme just pushed his pelvis back into my own. A strangled gasp left my mouth and I quickly bit back down on my lip to keep back a very lewd moan that wanted to escape. Then I noticed how hard I was, and more importantly how hard Sasuke was. My eyes which had been shut in concentration to try and keep my mouth shut, fluttered open. Onyx eyes were staring at me, gauging my reaction and just flat out staring. And of course I blushed even more. Because I have a fucking blushing problem, and compared to mister cool-stoic-sexgod who never, ever blushes I look like I have major fucking first degree burns all over my face. He smirked when he rubbed his bulge against my own and another strangled sound came from me before I clamped down on my lips again. "Sasuke!" I whined, because teasing is mean. I'm pretty flipping sure that we were taught that in kindergarten. I felt Sasuke's dick twitch against the inside of my thigh as his name left my lips. Sasuke is such a fricken horn-dog. But of course this just causes me to blush more! I'm seeing a doctor about this. Between the blood travelling to me face and, er you know, down there, I wasn't going to have enough blood for the rest of my body! And even though I know he's a total horny bastard that probably has some very dishonorable intentions, I can't help but wrap my arms securely around his neck when leans back in and kisses me.
I hear your heart beat to the beat of the drums
Oh what a shame that you came here with someone
So while you're here in my arms
Let's make the most of the night like we're gonna die young
We're gonna die young
We're gonna die young
I'm completely enraptured in the kiss. Someone could have been dying on the floor next to me and I don't think I would have noticed. I even forgot about the hand under my shirt until a thumb pressed down on my left nipple, rubbing it roughly. Then I realized how great it felt. I was definitely not becoming putty in his hands like all those fan girls though! No I just felt a little jello-ey. Totally different.
…Looking for some trouble tonight
Take my hand, I'll show you the wild, side
Like it's the last night of our lives
We'll keep dancing till we die…
My surprised yelp, from my nipple suddenly getting pinched hard, was swallowed by Sasuke who was kissing me so passionately I was lost in a sea of dizziness, bliss, and heat. Even though I was pretty darn hard, it was a lot easier to ignore with Sasuke's kisses and touches then I would have thought…Not that I thought about situations like this! I could feel Sasuke's own clothed arousal and god would I be lying if I said it wasn't turning me on and, but of course, making me blush. If I was able to actually string some rational thoughts together right now, let me tell you they would all be in the gutter.
Music up, gettin' hot
Kiss me, give me all you've got
It's pretty obvious that you've got a crush (you know)
That magic in your pants, it's making me blush (for sure)
I haven't really thought about where this may be headed, but I definitely don't want it to stop. I just feel so amazing with Sasuke pressed against me and kissing me. When he started to actually twist my nipple, I gripped his raven locks tightly in my fists, which must have been a bit too tight in his opinion since he gave my nipple a harsh tweak that wasn't even the least bit pleasurable, only painful.
…I hear your heart beat to the beat of the drums
Oh what a shame that you came here with someone
So while you're here in my arms
Let's make the most of the night like we're gonna die young…
"Ah!" I exclaimed in pain. I forced my eyes open. Sasuke was staring at me in a way that totally said that's-what-you-get-bitch. That teme! Even though our eyes were locked, not moving, our lips were still dancing. In a moment of pure anger and annoyance I bit down on his tongue. I watched with satisfaction as his eyes bulged, and Sasuke leaned back, his tongue darting back into his mouth as his lips pressed into a tight line.
"Fucking, Christ!" He cussed in a harsh low voice. A large grin spread on my lips. My anger completely dissipated now that I had one-uped him, and I only felt extreme happiness, along with complete and utter arousal, obviously. I had never really let myself go like that and just hot and heavy made out with someone before, especially some bastard like the teme but I couldn't help but just feel really happy. I probably had some totally dopy grin plastered on my face but I really didn't give a damn. His angry eyes found mine, and he really didn't look happy. Well sucks for him. If he was nicer I'd be more than happy to share my own fluffy cloud of happiness but since he wasn't, well as I said before sucks for him.
"You shouldn't have done that, Naruto." He said in a low, menacing purr. A shiver went up my spine at how sexy he sounded, and how fricken scary he did. God, why did the scary tone turn me on even more? I'm a sick person.
He leaned forward, his lips ghosted over my own before moving toward my neck. I prepared myself for a kiss or even a bite but I definitely didn't expect him to lick me. I fisted his shirt in some weird knee jerk reaction. I can't believe he licked me. That's…That's so gross and kind of kinky and holy mother of miso ramen did it turn me on. It was one long lick from my collarbone to my jawline. He nuzzled his nose into my neck, his hot breath tickling the small hairs there. Then he sucked on a spot and I had to lean my head against the wall, to keep my head from lolling to the side. When he detached his lips from that spot, he returned his lips to mine. Then I felt something touch the lower skin on my stomach. My brows furrowed a bit, wondering what it was, as Sasuke continued kissing me. Then I felt it again. Fingers. Fingers that slipped between my skin and jeans and hooked onto my boxers. My eyes shot open in panic, and when a couple fingers started fiddling with the button in the top center of my jeans I went completely rigid before pushing Sasuke back.
Sasuke's eyed me with annoyance and want, his arms dropping to his side. He looked just a teensy bit frustrated. But he was moving way to fast. Did he have one track mind or something?..probably. And suddenly my happiness fizzled. It popped like some nasty little kid had come up and stuck a needle in my metaphorical balloon of happiness. Sasuke probably did only want that.
"I-uh, I have to…go." I said lamely, and took hurried steps away. Well I took two hurried steps to be exact before Sasuke grabbed my arm and jerked me back to the corner, putting his arms on either side of my head, caging me in.
"Oh yay, more with manhandling." My sarcastic bitter voice bit out.
"Why won't you open up?" Sasuke asked frustrated.
…Well now Sasuke that could have multiple meanings: Open up feelings-wise or ya know like spread my legs…
Wow. Okay, pulling my brain back from the gutter now.
"Why the hell do you only think about one thing? I'm not a fucking whore!" I snapped, Ino's words from the other day echoing in my head painfully. Sasuke looked taken aback and then pissed. Very pissed. Surprise surprise. I just seem to have that effect on the almighty ice-king.
"I know. And I don't." He ground out, seeming very much like he was trying to keep his anger in check.
"Yeah right you spoiled ass!" I snarled, totally ignoring the fact that he agreed I'm not a whore. Probably just sweet talk. 'Oh yes you're not a whore, now be a good prude and let me fuck you.' Yep, that's probably what he's thinking.
"We didn't even do anything for fuck's sake!" Sasuke said. He looked like he wanted to hit me and while I was kind of scared I was even more angry than scared.
""Yeah because I pushed you away. Geez if I hadn't, once you had finished with me, I might as well have just marched around offering myself up like some slut. Like to that guy sitting next to me at the bar." I started to rant aimlessly, consumed with frustration.
"You would not. You're mine." The raven hissed angrily as his hands grabbed my shoulders. Sasuke's words made me go wide-eyed for a moment. I was both happy about him agreeing with me that I would never do something like that (and maybe just a tiny bit that he said I was his…a very small, microscopic part of me!), but also pissed because I sure as hell was no one's fricken property!
"Of course I wouldn't!" I snapped. "And I'm not fucking yours!" I thought about proclaiming that I belonged to no one but that just seemed a bit too odd. If possible Sasuke's unfathomably dark eyes grew darker. Okay I kind of want to cower right now…he looks scary.
He leaned in closer, and I went to lean my head back but of course there was again totally ruining everything and forcing me to stay put. Suddenly this began to feel a lot more like our other encounters when he was a hell of a lot more menacing. He's still really attractive…Shit! What the fuck is wrong with me! In my defense he is attractive but what really worried me was that I still felt an electric like pull to him even when he looked like so fricken scary!
He pressed his lips against mine, and instead of thrusting his tongue straight in and bruising my lips, the kiss is somewhat gentle. His lips just move against mine and I begin to relax. Silly me, because then he takes my bottom lips and begins sucking on it which is a strange feeling if it's the first time you've ever experienced it. And yes, it is my first time having someone suck my bottom lip. I wasn't under the impression it was a common thing, but then again this isn't my area of expertise. With a little bite he releases it and then he shoves his tongue in my mouth ever so gently and tenderly-not.
"Naruto?" A voice calls. I'm not sure I actually heard until it calls again, this time sounding more frustrated, and Sasuke's body against mine tenses. He pulls back slightly and I open my eyes and they look behind Sasuke's head.
"Naruto!" Temari's voice calls, barely distinguishable against the loud bass and techno music. I look at Sasuke, who is glancing back as well, looking, not curious like me, but annoyed. And because I'm a total coward and awkward person, I slide along the wall and then make a mad dash toward where I heard Temari.
Once I reached Temari, I was surprised to hear how late it was and that we were in fact leaving now. Had Sasuke and I really been kissing that long? Just the fact that I asked myself that question made me want to bash my head against a wall…or better yet, bash Sasuke's head against a wall, a really hard wall.
I didn't see Sasuke again, and soon we were walking to the car.
You would have thought that whole argument would have totally killed the mood right? Well it kind of did, but guess what that one kiss, totally brought it back. So now here I am awkwardly walking and trying to cover up the bulge in my jeans, and, wouldn't you know, my face is the color of. A. Fucking. Tomato.
Apparently I can't really live like I'm gonna die young if said living involves hooking up with the guy I'm falling really fast and really hard for. I guess I'll just live til I'm old and decrepit in a nice, peaceful manner, thank you. I'll go buy my wheelchair now to get a head start on everything. Those other losers can join me when they when they realize it's YODO not YOLO. I'll be in my rocking chair reminiscing about the good old days, hating on today's youth (I mean come on what's up with those whippersnappers!?), and feeling all cynical and shit because of that stupid teme.
I'm so sorry if that was awful! I'm so bad at sex scenes and while this wasn't a sex scene, it's pretty close in my opinion. So I'm terribly sorry if it sucked balls. Also, sorry if I teased you and made you think this chapter would by lemony and it wasn't. Naruto has personal codes and inner turmoil though people and he isn't going to give into Sasuke that easy. After all he's not just some fangirl, he's a tough cookie! By the way I'm super excited because this story has over 50 follows now! Yay! Sooo pretty please review! Silent readers just leave any kind of comment! They are better than cookies to me (and I love cookies)! I would very much like to reach 50 reviews (obviously it doesn't have to be this week but I would really love it!) And the 35th and 50th reviewers get a oneshot if they want so it's not that much to ask right? I'll try and post the next chapter soon but I'm pretty busy this week. Not gonna lie though, I do tend to pull late nights to finish and post the chapter if I get reviews.
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