"What are we going to do? We're gonna die here! I can't die like this, I'd be the most pathetic and stupid death of the entire survival game!... Uhm, sorry, I mean WE can't die like this," he corrected after remembering the other was right above his face. How kind of him.
"Once again, relax, help is on its way, Gasai-san wouldn't leave you like this for long. I'm sure she could move a mountain if you were below it." Aru played trying to distract his thoughts, Yuki blushed more and stopped sobbing at least. "I wish there was something I could do... Even if I were to be killed under these rocks, you had to keep going, you have to become god..."
"D-don't say that, Akise-kun! We're friends! I'm not gonna let you die here either!" Akise stared at him with a gentle gaze; that was his Yukiteru.
"Alright." The truth was that their luck probably ran out the moment he didn't get his back crushed when everything started falling around them. The detective's first reaction was to protect the future god, but somehow the rubble let a small amount of space for them to take shelter. Plus a few holes where one could definitely feel the breeze blowing through, so the boys were not to die from lack of oxygen. But who was to say there wouldn't be more crumbling and they'd eventually get smashed? Every so often there would be loud noises of breaking blocks along with tremor and they'd flinch, and Yukiteru would start sobbing again.
"How could this happen? It was supposed to be a safe building!"
"It was fairly old, I'm afraid." After some wind gusted in with heavy dust, they coughed and Aru wheezed, his legs and arms trembling. The brunette suddenly realized the other was forcing himself to stay up and his eyes widened.
"No no! Akise-kun, you're gonna wear yourself out! ... L-lay down." His face would always surprisingly get redder every time, it was like a phenomenon of nature. The albino grinned.
"I'm fine, Yukiteru-kun, I'll stand as long as I can."
"B-but then you won't be able to move when we have our chance to run out of here! C'mon." His arms enveloped Akise's neck and pulled him closer but Yukiteru turned his face to the side out of sheer embarrassment. The detective resisted, and his face snapped back to the other's, frowning. "What are you doing? Lay down and rest!"
"I can't, Yukiteru-kun." Then Yuki saw something that if someone else told him happened, he wouldn't have believed it: Akise Aru blushed. His dead-white cheeks turned a shade of pink showing he was after all alive emotion-wise, and that made him all the more interesting to the boy below.
"What's wrong?"
"I just can't." One hand of his pulled Yuki's arms off his neck, his eyes not meeting the other's.
"...Are you that disgusted by any kinda touch?" The brunette asked pouting. Then Aru's eyes were back to his dark blue ones.
"What? Where did you get that from?"
"You never touch anyone unless extremely necessary, never a hug or anything... You thought no one would notice?"
"Ah... ? ... It's not on purpose, I'm just..." And now the quick-witted boy was out of words. Maybe this whole situation was making Amano finally hallucinate. "It's not the case anyway."
"Then why can't you lay on top of me?" He tried saying those words as innocently as possible, but both of them still widened their eyes "Y-you kn-know, to rest."
"Because..." Akise seemed to be wondering that himself. He would probably be holding his chin if his hands weren't busy quivering to hold himself up. "I guess because of my feelings for you." There was silence and Yukiteru gaped at him. Of course the young detective hinted at it a number of times already but he never had to think much of it. Always considered it a joke or just him messing around, or getting their lives saved like when they first met. Though it was obvious if he had stopped to think about it earlier; Akise-kun was the only one genuinely interested in him becoming god, besides Yuno. And silly Yukiteru never questioned him about it.
"Wh-what kind of feelings exactly?" Amano finally asked, feeling the uneasiness in the air and Aru shifted his weight a bit.
"Romantic feelings, Yukiteru-kun." He looked down at him, his face so close made his heart race and his mind feel light-headed. Maybe it was the situation too, but his sight was blurry from their accumulated breaths and that made Amano look so cute and even erotic, panting and blushing with his face wet from crying.
"Ah..." Letting it out made Akise actually feel better, there was nothing else to hide behind masks of friendship and implicit teases. "Ah!" He was startled by the sudden jolt beneath him and then Yukiteru started sobbing, covering his face with one arm.
"Oh no. Yukiteru-kun don't cry please, I didn't mean to... I'm sorry, I take it back, I was just joking, ok? I just don't want to lay down because you're sweaty and..."
"No, please don't take it back! I'm just so sorry I didn't notice it before, I'm such a terrible person, only thinking of my own feelings." He whimpered while still hiding his eyes on his sleeve. The albino sighed and mentally slapped himself, knowing how Yukiteru was sensitive and always thinking low of himself and still making such a blunt declaration.
"You're not a terrible person. If you were, I wouldn't even have these feelings." His strength was failing him, so he decided to ignore every thought and just rest his aching body on his beloved's. It somehow made the brunette's sobs come to a halt. "I'm sorry if I'm heavy, I'm just so tired, Yukiteru-kun." Akise whispered and enjoyed the warmth of the other body, closing his eyes in relief from that released tension.
"It's alright," Yukiteru muttered back shakily and his own arm was back to his side, now their faces next to each other. Aru heard the other sniffling and there was more concrete sliding and tremor, so they stiffened and opened their eyes.
"I won't take it back," Akise decided. "If for some unfortunate event we die in here, or I do, I want you to know."
"I already said neither of us is going to die here!" The brunette could scream quite loudly, especially when this close. The albino flinched. "Ah, I'm sorry." Yuki whispered.
"It's okay." Aru answered chuckling slightly, then felt arms around his waist pulling him down further. "Yukiteru-kun?"
"This is alright... You're not heavy, so rest properly," was his only reply and even if he sounded ashamed, Akise wanted to be able to look at his face right then. He grinned softly and tilted his head so it was resting on Amano's neck.
"Thank you, Yukiteru-kun." Aru felt the brunette's hands grip his dress shirt and he started noticing how in such a tight space, it could get warm pretty fast. So warm, and dry too, he kept wetting his lips. What surprised him was when after shifting to make them both more comfortable, his hip bumped onto something. The silence was suddenly deafening. He felt Yukiteru squirm and decided that they both knew what it was.
"...Akise-kun?"
"Yes?"
"...It's hot."
"I know."
"It's not my fault!" Yuki raised his voice again. This time Aru simply shut one eye and lifted one hand to comfortingly pat his shoulder.
"I know. It's completely normal..."
"It's not like I like men or anything!" That made him raise his eyebrows.
"I know, Yukiteru-kun, calm down."
"D-don't think I'm a creep..." Akise tried his best not to but rolled his eyes.
"If anything, after my confession you can't be creepier than me..."
"...You're not creepy. I mean, you are weird for liking ME, but there's nothing wrong with liking men." Aru didn't know if he should start replying with Yuki's obvious contradiction, so he thought better to make things clear about himself first.
"I don't like men, Yukiteru-kun."
"But, Akise-kun, I'm a..."
"Yes, but I don't like other men."
"Oh."
"Now... If there's nothing wrong with liking men, why do you think that would make you a creep?" His voice was amused and he could feel Yukiteru's neck heat up.
"Well, that's because... I feel uncomfortable."
"I guess it's normal to feel uncomfortable around people that like the same gender as you are, I mean as kids we avoided girls..."
"No, Akise-kun, I feel PAINFULLY uncomfortable." To make sure the albino would get it, he lifted his hips and, with that, Akise's behind to the air.
"A-ah." He couldn't be... He couldn't be asking for something incredibly lewd? Aru's eyes widened and he had to think for a second, but with hurry because Yukiteru was close to having a fever. He didn't have any practical knowledge of those things, maybe one thing or another from X-rated crime romance books, but Akise was also afraid of not being able to do it right. Well, first things first, an explicit request. "Do you want something from me, Yukiteru-kun?" The white-haired boy whispered and was even more startled when Yuki shivered under him.
"I-I uhm I, no, I mean- I don't know, it could be, no it couldn't... I'd be abusing your feelings... To answer the question yes, but no." Amano was blabbering and whining and on the verge of crying more, so Akise lifted himself up again to look him in the eyes. As expected his azure orbs were adorably watery.
"I'll do anything for you, Yukiteru." He said with all the seriousness in the world, and tried adding something seductive too which didn't help much the other boy's case.
"Ah b-but you don't have to!" Akise stiffled a laugh and bit his lower lip.
"You're so endearing." He then dove in and pressed his dry lips to the tanned cheek of Yukiteru's. Seeing as he wasn't shoving him off, Aru lowered his head and licked his lips before pressing them to the crook of his neck. "Ah! Akise-kun!" Yukiteru half-whined, half-questioned but didn't push him away.
"Am I doing something wrong?" He asked still facing his neck closely and felt the brunette shake his head.
"Not wrong, it's- it's just getting more painful. Don't tease me, please."
"Ah but when you say it like that, Yukiteru-kun, you just make me want to tease you even more." He was smirking and felt like his usual self again, and Yuki must have felt it too since he giggled nervously. At least they were distracted - both thought at the same time - at least they were completely oblivious to the dangerous situation they were in. Before they could linger on that thought, though, Akise was caressing Yuki's inner thigh and made the other nearly sit up and hit his head on the boulder above them.
"A-Akise-kun." This time he moaned and the albino felt pleasure run under his skin from the sound of his name in such a suggestive manner from Amano's pretty lips. He wanted more and next thing he knew, Aru was fumbling with Yukiteru's zipper. Once he got to pull open the front of his jeans, the other teen's erection was half-released and the brunette sighed, covering his mouth one second later and flushing crimson.
"...Does it feel better?" Akise asked innocently and Yukiteru nodded, still covering his mouth. Then his gaze fell to the bulge in the exposed underwear and Yuki wanted to smack his friend's head for peeking, but soon noticed he was lost in thought.
"What?"
"Did... Did Yuno ever..." His dark reddish eyes looked back up to dark blue and Amano felt so terribly embarrassed.
"No! I never, no. She never tried anything either, I guess because she was afraid of ruining that happy en-..." Before Yukiteru could proceed with his mumbling, Akise covered his mouth with his own. It was a very chaste kiss, Aru even felt bad because he was most likely nothing compared to Gasai on the kissing area. He also wondered if she was reading everything they were doing in her diary, or if it was limited to what she could possibly see. His mind was snapped from the trance when he felt the brunette biting his lips and pulling on his dress shirt for Akise to continue, so he did. Even if he ha no idea of how to do it, he was going to master it for his Yukiteru-kun. His blood was boiling with determination.
"Yukiteru-kun." Aru nearly moaned as he pulled his lips back and looked into the dazed eyes that probably reflected his own. The brunette was a sinful mess ready to beg for more if he had to. "Tell me what you want and I promise I'll make it worth it." There it was, that shiver again from the body he was lying over.
"... I... I want you to suck me off while I watch, Akise-kun." It took exactly 3 seconds for Yukiteru to headbutt the albino's forehead after those words left his lips. "Ah I'm sorry! I'm s-so sorry! Are you hurt, Akise-kun?" He hissed in response, trying to massage the place he was hit but Yuki made sure to do that for him. Then he smiled in slight pain.
"I'm okay, don't worry. Though I'm not sure about my heart, Amano Yukiteru, you're going to give me a heartattack with that kind of request." Akise answered laughing and both of them blushed.
"I'm so sorry, I shouldn't have..."
"Hey, I said I was going to do anything for you. But let's face it, in this tiny space one can only do so much, I don't think I can..."
"It's fine!" Yukiteru yelled trying to stop him from repeating those devilish words.
"... I can still..." Aru blushed a darker pink while palming the clothed erection and Yuki made a very pleased face as he groaned, thrusting his hips against the other's hand desperately.
"Please..." His lust pre-headbutt was back as Akise held his hips still with one hand to free the hard member fully with a pull of his underwear, another relieved sigh followed with a tremble. It was different from his dick, that was for sure from what he could see. It was also kind of... Slick. So he was that aroused already. The boy on top grabbed it gently, afraid of hurting him, and received a pleasured hum in response. Sliding his fingers over the length, he made mental notes of how big it was. It could be a little more or little less than his own - that the detective couldn't be sure. It was also rougher than expected. Yukiteru groaned a bit distressed by it. When Akise let go to wet his hand, he received an even whinier moan as well as a glare that wasn't threatening at all.
"The skin is rough... You didn't seem to like it..." He explained, a little surprised by how heavy his very breath was. It was also startling how blurry everything looked, like a sauna in there. Akise nearly jumped when Yuki grabbed the hand that he was using to touch him and put two of his pale fingers in his mouth. "Wh-what are you doing? Hmm..." The way the brunette licked his fingers should be forbidden. His soft tongue went around them, in-between, then he sucked on them and soon his other fingers joined and he sucked on four. Akise was too focused on how arousing it was to notice how red and sticky his hand had become.
"That should do it." Yukiteru muttered after coating it with enough saliva, his cheeks burning to the touch as Akise caressed them with his free hand. "Did you... Like that, Akise-kun?"
"I really did," he answered honestly, feeling hard and let out a shaky sigh, quickly using of his wet hand to grab Yuki's member softly. It was easier to stroke it now, even if a bit sticky. His hips moved with the motion and Yukiteru was moaning and gasping in under a minute, thrusting into Aru's hand and the albino was bumping his back on that boulder above them in time with Yukiteru's movements. Glowing drowsy blue eyes half-lidded, his dark bangs sticking to his forehead as he was sweating and panting and gasping and moaning and shouting. Aru made sure to register all of that in a very special place in his mind.
"Akise-kun, Akise... Akise! Ah Akise, I'm going to..." The reply was a few furious nods, unable to respond any other way with all this desire building up. He wanted Yukiteru; he wanted him so bad. Before he knew it, Akise was rubbing his own bulge on the other's length with his hand holding opposite to it, and that was when Amano came. He shuddered and lifted his hips so high Akise was being pressed against the rock. An obscene cry left from deep within him and he got his friend's neat clothes all dirtied with his seed, his own shirt as well. It took both of them a while to calm their uneven breathing, thrown on the ground like discarded clothes and sloppily searching for each other's lips with lazy, teeth scraping kisses. And the white-haired one was feeling his beloved's pain now.
"Was it, was it good?" Aru asked hesitantly, not being able to stop kissing Yukiteru's lips; it was addicting. He could now tell why Yuno wouldn't stop claiming him. And god, he loved this boy so much, and he hated her - pure jealousy that he was willing to admit.
"Mhm..." The sleepy brunette gathered the strength to reply that much, although deep inside he was so happy. It felt great. It felt more than great, it felt awesome, releasing, it felt... Exactly like Akise. And he only stopped the other boy from kissing him so they could cuddle.
"I'm glad." They both yawned in delight even though Yukiteru knew Akise was still hard and troubled.
"Do.. You want me to do you?" He asked shyly, feeling his cheeks come back to life with a blush and he received a bright smile in return but a shake of the head.
"I'm content."
"...It's not really fair."
"It is. It's perfectly fair, it's exactly as I want it to be. I've never been this close to Yukiteru-kun." Akise felt the other's scent on his shirt and snuggled closer. "I never thought I'd ever be." He never wanted to forget how much he pleased his love.
"Akise-kun...I-I lov-..."
"Shush, don't." Akise pressed three fingers to the brunette's lips. "Please don't. Don't lie, never use your pretty mouth for lies anymore. You're going to be a god, have that in mind and only that as your goal. I'm going to protect you and serve you, contently."