Chapter 2
Good Company
Author's Note: I think this chapter is a lot better now then it was the first time i posted it and I hope you all agree.
DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN ANYTHING TO DO WITH THE FINDER SERIES.
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Alex's POV
A week passed since the day Alex had showed Akihito the rings. All Akihito remembered doing that day was crying in my embrace. He was devastated about the betrayal.
Akihito was so sure Asami would be searching for him and maybe one day Asami would find him and they would be reunited. He still believed in his husband and he was sure that as long as Asami still loved him, there would always be a chance that he may leave this god forsaken island.
That hope was snubbed out when he saw the rings. Akihito was so convinced that Asami had truly abandoned him. Not knowing what to do or believe in, I had to take this chance to present myself as a better candidate.
After that day I never saw tears in his eyes again. However, those smiles were also taken away from him together with the tears. Akihito was just a shell, a doll that moved and breathed if nothing more. He just stared lifeless out the window.
Being beside Akihito for nearly an entire week made me unsure about my decision. I did not trust the look he had on his face. It was too peaceful. It seemed almost like the calm before a terrible storm. I was right.
On the sixth day of sitting completely lifeless near the window, Akihito tried to take his own life.
I left the room for a moment to get some food for us. When I returned I saw a broken handheld mirror and blood all over the floor leading to the bathroom.
Akihito was passed out on the bathroom floor with both of his wrists messily slit. My heart ached and I deeply regretted faking Asami's betrayal. I miscalculated how Akihito would react. He was always so strong and I never thought there would be something that could make him completely give up. What he was doing was completely unfathomable.
The personality I fell in love with had completely changed. I'm worried for a good reason.
I watched the boy sleep. It feels good to be running my hands through his hair. The doctor had just given him a blood transfusion. I looked down at those thin bandaged wrists. It pained me to know those scars were not for me.
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I was reading a book when Akihito started trashing around in the bed. Almost instinctively I tried to calm him down. Akihito was hysterical and it seemed like he was in agony. Another blood curling scream was heard before his eyes snapped open.
I held onto his wrists firm but gently to prevent him from hurting himself further. He was panting heavily when he fought against me. I released him and Akihito stared at his wounded wrists.
Akihito's eyes dilated in fear when he saw the bloody bandages. His wounds had reopened. I wanted to go near him to check on the wounds but he brushed me off. "Don't touch me… it's just a panic attack. I'll be fine soon. I was just remembering…."
I ignored him and tried again. "Clearly you aren't and won't be so come here!"
Akihito snapped at me unexpectedly. "Stop it! If you touch me it'll make me feel worse."
A stab of pain and guilt hit me so hard I felt sick. "Sorry…"
Akihito recoiled and reached out his shaking hands to grasp mine in reassurance. "It's not your fault… I was just reminiscing the time I had been kidnapped before. I was remembering all the times he raped me and when I was shot and everything just overloaded my mind. That said person who could save me before wouldn't come for me now and... My mind couldn't take it. Please don't touch me. I can't handle it right now."
I was shocked. Scratch that. What I was hearing was incomprehensionable. I was shaken to the core. "So that's why you were so calm when I kidnapped you. It wasn't your first time." I was finally beginning to see the picture.
Akihito shook his head with a little laugh. "Yes but it has been a long time. I was younger then when I was taken from Asami by the Chinese mafia. A ton of stuff followed and I ended up taking a bullet in the shoulder. I would have been shot when they first got hold of me but Asami took the bullets for me. I...I... Don't know if I can live without him. Asami was my reason for living and I thought it was mutual. I trusted him after everything he had done to me. He even risked his life… but I guess I expected too much from him. After being away for so long I should have known he would give up. I should be happy that he finally moved on, right?"
I looked into his teary eyes. It did not match with the smile he was trying to keep up. "He was an idiot to give up someone as loyal as you who accepted him for him."
"He would be so angry if he knew what I just tried to do." Akihito whispered. His hair covered his face and I could not read his expression.
"Then why did you do it?"
"I guess it because my mind went blank and all I wanted was for him to get mad at me once again. Making him angry would be a response and it would be enough to make me happy." Akihito's voice was strained. I could hear it.
"Why do you only think about this man, he abandoned you?" I felt the rage boil from the pits of my stomach. Why was it Asami and not me?
Akihito smiled as he looked at me tenderly. "It does not matter if he loves me or not. I will still love him and always will. Our relationship started when he raped me so we've always had a strange relationship."
This is just absurd. "He raped you?" I cannot believe what I am hearing from those lips.
I lost it completely. Climbing on top of Akihito, I strapped him down and ignored all his protests. There was only one thing on my mind. I wanted to make Akihito mine, forcefully or not. I did not care if it would hurt him or make him hate me anymore. I just wanted him to look at me, notice me!
Leather bracelets from the bedside table were strapped around bandaged wrists. I reached for the hidden chains and tied Akihito's strapped wrists to the bedposts. Akihito tried to put up a fight better than I expected but he was too exhausted.
After binding his legs in a similar fashion I went to the corner of the room and took something out of the box. The small vial was what I was searching for. Taking a liquid covered pill like object and setting it on the bedside table, I looked back to the bound Akihito. "Why are you doing this?" he asked.
I removed his clothes slowly and carefully. "Because we made a deal and today you will officially become mine. Did you ever notice how easy it is to remove your clothing? It's actually something I had specially made for when your Asami gave up on you. I would have easy access to your wonderful body."
As wrong and twisted as those words sounded, Akihito did not get the implied meaning. He was too lost in pleasure that his body had been deprived off.
Taking a right nipple in my mouth once the shirt was removed I rolled it between my tongue and relished his moan. The skirt that he was forced to wear was discarded somewhere in the room.
I shifted the both of us to a more comfortable position before grabbing the pill from the bedside table. Slipping it into him through his unused hole made him jolt but I shushed his queries with open mouthed kisses. The liquid melted inside Akihito as it began heating up. It did not take long for beads of pre-cum begin to leak from his positively pink tip.
He began to move against me rocking his hips and moaned for more as I stroked him teasingly. "It feels amazing right?" I breathed into his ear and licked along the shell making him shudder.
Akihito moaned in response and nodded slightly, not being able to form a coherent sentence.
Finally I had him where I wanted him. I will take my time to ravish him thoroughly.
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Normal POV
Asami forced his way out of the hospital and was searching for the rings. He went through security footage after security footage but his best lead was only his suspicions that the people who had attacked him had taken them.
Asami was livid. His target shifted. If he wanted those rings back he would have to hunt down the men who attacked him. They were not getting away easily.
"Kirishima."
"Yes."
"Bring the car."
Kirishima bowed and left to make arrangements. From within the room, a wine glass shattered and Asami crushed the brittle glass with his bare hands. The calm poker face was merely a façade. Someone was going to die.
Asami suppressed a yawn as he was fast forwarding the last security footage when he saw something that interested him.
His eyes narrowed. He had found the men and the truck they had used to attack him. Someone pulled up to the truck and he heard gun shots being fired. A man with red hair got out of the other car and went to retrieve something from the truck.
He was surprised by how the events unfolded and watched it again with interest before pausing it at the part that displayed the objects he wanted to zoom in clearly. Dangling on a chain was both of the rings. He had his prey locked on now.
"Kirishima, I need you to find a list of really bright red haired business men."
Kirishima asked for a few more details. "Would it be our day clients or our night ones?"
Asami gave the question a thought before responding, "Both. I don't think I've ever seen this man before so he's probably not in our kind of business. But he looks like he could be if he wanted too."
"Yes I understand," Kirishima acknowledged before hanging up the phone.
Asami left the room to seek someone who knew everything about cars. Finally things were going right since Akihito's disappearance. Asami felt as if he was getting closer to uncovering something huge.
It has been such a long time since his last session. He never thought he would feel it this bad again after his first time but he was wrong. Even with Alex being so gentle, Akihito's back hurt immensely. His bottom was in even greater agony. It felt as if it was on fire. Akihito could not even sit upright in bed. He groaned.
Alex's sleeping face beside him and strong arms wrapped around his body made Akihito think back on what he did. Akihito was feeling slightly guilty for sleeping with Alex because his heart was still with Asami even if he was hurt by his betrayal.
"I'm still so used to being in bed with men that wrap their arms around me in their sleep…"
Gently removing Alex's arms, Akihito limped his way to the connected bathroom. He let the water run a while before allowing it to caress his skin.
The door opened silently behind him while he was inside. Alex wrapped his arms around Akihito who was trying to reach his back. "How about a little help with that?"
Akihito let out a surprised laugh. "I'm a grown man, I'm sure I can wash myself."
Alex smirked in response. "Oh, I'm sure you could. However won't you allow me to spoil you a little?"
Akihito just sighed in defeat and allowed the red haired man to do as he pleased.
Akihito felt the hands worship every inch of his skin. He closed his eyes. The physical touch was comforting. Alex was a nice person even if he did kidnap Akihito. "It may be better this way… if there is someone here perhaps it would keep the loneliness away…" Akihito thought.
His mind went back to Asami. He could not help but think of the man who was supposed to have betrayed him. "I still want to believe in him…"
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Author's Note: So here it is I hope that everyone likes this new one even more because i loved this version a lot more then the first.
Beta Reader's Note: This is the end of the second chapter. I hope you all enjoyed it ^^
