I step into the shower and rinse my hair with shampoo and I quickly rinse off my body I step out and put on some ordinary clothes consisting of jeans and a t shirt. I head downstairs and hear Greasy Sae cooking some bacon and eggs "Well it's good to see you up would you like something to eat?" She asks. I nod my head in a response. I eat up my breakfast and decide maybe I'll give Doctor Aurelius a call to prevent anymore annoying calls and lectures from Peeta about not answering any calls. I pick up the telephone and dial his number. It rings and eventually he picks up.

"Hello?"

"Hi its Katniss." there's silence for a few seconds and then recovers

"Well im suprised you called me you haven't answered any of my calls why is that?"

"I don't know." I reply quietly.

"Well I'm glad you called how have you been lately?"

"Not much better Im getting nightmares every single night its always the same ones." I answer trying not to recall them

"What about ?"

Theres a long silence but i finally manage to tell him.

"Its of... of ppp- Prim she stands there burned everywhere on her body and screams that it was my fault." I stutter out as my eyes begin to water at the thought of it.

"Right how about I send over some sleeping pills so when you feel yourself drifting off to sleep you take one and sleep without any nightmares?"

"Fine" I answer

"They'll be on the next train from the Capitol I suggest to keep yourself busy maybe start hunting again do anything to take your mind off the past thats what Peeta is doing he's baking to relive the sorrow of everything he's lost consider it therapy."

I consider and then without further ado i hang up. I decide I will for old times sake however it won't be the same without Gale though. Gale. My hunting partner/bestfriend/lover who designed the bombs who killed my sister. Im glad he's left to district 2 for some fancy job if he came back I'd never be able to look him in the eye.

I go upstairs and find my fathers old hunting jacket and put on some grey pants and head downstairs.

"Where do you think your going?" Sae asks

"Hunting"

"Well it would be nice to get some fresh game."

I nod and walk off and retrieve my bow and arrows and walk outside only to find Peeta heading my way.

"Hey its good to see you out of the house what are you doing?" He asks softly

"Well I gave Doctor Aurelius a call like you told me to and he said I needed to get out of the house and he suggested I go hunting so I am."

"Well that's good to hear I'm glad I brought you some cheese buns there still you favourite real or not real?"

I smile slightly "Real"

"Ok its just the simplest things that I have forgot anyways ill put these in your house and maybe we can have dinner tonight you can get some game Ill bake some bread and Sae can cook how about that?" He asks me sweetly

"Yeah sure Ill see you later then oh and you might want to check in Haymitch last time I saw him he was dead drunk." I say smiling

He simply just nods and smiles at me and walks towards my house first and then he will go to Haymitch's but by then Ill be gone I can't help but feel a slight happiness knowing Peeta will be with me at dinner maybe I might feel something for him after all considering he's the only person to understand what I've been through and probably worse.