"Hello to you to.'' I say
"So what are you cooking me for dinner" he asks
''Who said we were cooking you anything?'' Peeta questions
"Well I kept you both alive during the games the least you could do for your old mentor is make dinner for him,''
"You let Peeta get captured at the end of the quell..." I mutter
''Im not the one who let him out of my sight,'' He snaps at me
''Fine I'm sure they'll be enough for you Haymitch were having some venison stew some bread I made and whatever else Sae can muster." Peeta tells him
I sigh in defeat. I guess Haymitch is basically family now he's my only father figure left and since my mothers disowned me ever since Prim died and it hurt knowing she couldn't stand to live with me anymore considering I'm here only blood relative left, Peeta,Haymitch and Sae are all I have left. I can't help but feel like Im the reason for all the gloominess in the district now. If it weren't for me the district would still be standing and not in ruins, families wouldn't be torn apart either and I wouldn't be responsible for everyone who had been blown up such as my friends Madge. I had been the reason for her death her entire families either no one had been found alive I remember watching Thom (Gales old crewmate) outside her house (the mayors house) and collecting any remains. They had found the whole family along side two people who worked for them.
I banished the thoughts from my head and slumped over on the couch.
''Are you alright you started to just stare at nothing and you didn't respond to what I said?'' he asks me softly
''I was just thinking how I've made everyone miserable my mother my very own mother can't stand to be around me and she moved because of me I bet she blames me for Prims death," I say
Before I know it waves of tears emerge from my eyes. Peeta puts his strong comforting arms around me and rocks me gently as waves of tears spill out and not long after horrible sounds emerge from my mouth. He presses his lips against my temple and wipes away my tears with his hand.
"Listen to me Katniss you are not to blame Prim acted as a hero in her attempt to save lives don't blame yourself blame Coin or whoever made those bombs it was not your fault and you aren't making anyone miserable you've given people freedom and you gave me hope that I could be myself again and thanks to you I'm getting there." with that her presses his lips against my forehead one last time and pulls me up.
"It was Gale..." I whisper.
"What do you mean?"
"Gale and Betee designed the bombs that killed Prim." I stutter out
"Oh my god I'm so sorry Katniss."
"Its fine but thanks for being here for me,"
He just smiles and we sit down at the dinner table alongside Haymitch and Sae serves the food to all of us and gets a plate and sits down along with us.
hey everyone thanks for reading this there will be more chapters soon if you have any advice for me or any suggestions please let me know thanks :) -morgenhutcherson