The following morning I wake up screaming about a different nightmare without prim this time it was Madge and Peetas family burning down my house and leaving me stranded in it and they watched as I burned to death. I guess I had been screaming louder than usual since Peeta came from whatever he was doing to my house. I heard him bounding up the stairs and barging in the room he saw me on the bed and immediately wrapped his arms around me and rocked me. I was sobbing into his chest and the only way I started to calm was when he put his lips to my forehead

"Want to talk about it?" He asked. I shook my head in a response.

"Okay well let's get some breakfast you look like you need it." He grabbed me by my hand and he led me downstairs

"What would you like? There's these things called pancakes I could make I would just have to get the ingredients from my house and the ill be able to Cook them here how about that?"

"Sure that's fine." I said

He ran over to his house and came back very quickly with ingredients.

I watched him break some eggs and add some mix and stirred it but by then I got distracted by a familiar hiss.

I turned around to find a skinny beaten down Buttercup sitting by the kitchen table. I looked around wondering how he got in I expected that the back door was open. I went over to Buttercup and looked at the state he was in.

"She's not here you know," I said to the cat

"Go away Prims not here." He meowed at the sound of her name

"She's dead you stupid cat she's dead!" He meowed even louder.

I felt the tears drop down my face then I fell to the ground with my head on my knees and cried.

"Katniss are you alright I heard you shouting at the cat,"

He came closer and saw me which made me start to sob.

"Katniss it's alright."

I lifted my head up and snapped "No you don't know what it's like stop trying to compare yourself to me."

I looked at him and saw a hurt expression "Katniss I lost my whole entire family ..."

I saw his muscles tense and his eyes turned from a beautiful blue to clouded eyes that displayed anger and confusion, he clutched to the nearest chair and tried to drive away the things he was seeing. I got up and wrapped my arms around his waist from behind and I tried to calm him down.

"Peeta listen to me everything's alright you've got me they're in a better place now and their with Prim now it's a safer place where they aren't in danger anymore." I felt his grip from the chair loosen and his muscles relaxed.

He turned around still with a confused look in his eyes.

"You killed them real or not real?"

"Not real Peeta Snow killed them, the Capitol did."

"Thank you Katniss for being here for me he said softly."

And before I knew what I was doing I leaned in and pressed my lips against his he hesitates buts kisses back this is a passionate kiss the kiss was for all the pain we'd been through together and maybe because I've finally realise is that I need him just like Gale said "She'll chose the one she can't survive without." And now i know me and Peeta are in this Together. We are helping each other that's what we do. Our kiss was interrupted by a voice.

"Well well star crossed lovers finally found away back into each others arms isn't that right sweetheart." Laughed a drunken Haymitch

"What do you want Haymitch." I asked in a annoyed tone

"Just popping in to say hello and also there's some sleeping pills for you that came on the train from the Capitol." He said as he chucked the pills into my hands

"What were you doing around the train?" Peeta asked

"My liquor doesn't just grow on a tree does it?" He snaps to Peeta

Well thank you for 'popping' by but isn't it time for you to get wasted?" I say with a scowl

He just walks out which I take it as a yes. Peeta gets back to making the pancakes. I hope I didn't confuse him when we kissed it was just I needed to and I think I have feelings for him after all we've been through. He's suffered a lot and so have I and he can bring out my happiness and make me less of a broken girl. I decide maybe its time to give a visit to the lake with him maybe to teach him how to swim and see if he's learned to love me again and it's away from any interruptions.

I walk into the kitchen and she he's made these so called pancakes he looks at me and hands me a plate and asks if I'd like some syrup ,sugar or butter on it I grab the syrup and spread it on. I put it in my mouth and its delicious and sweet.

"These are amazing thank you." He smiles and says

"No problem they're really easy to make."

I start to have a great Idea that we make a book wait no add and addition to my families plant book about everyone we've lost so we can honour them and remember them. I look over at Peeta whose also eating and I yell and startle him .

"I have an amazing idea!"

I hooped you enjoyed that chapter I'm gonna start adding more romance and if you have any suggestions please let me know