Read the damn author's note! Right now!

AN: Hi, me again, if your sould is.. uh.. delicate, don't read this chapter contains some mild "hi I'm going to kill myself" stuff, so if you don't want that, don't read this.. uh.. not the author's note, the chapter, heee heee eee.. I'm so funny :D Leave a review. It's short and somewhat important, so if you didn't read the one where Tony got up the first time, I hope you'll read it now. There's something very important in that chpter for later chapters..

Disclaimer: All hail DPB

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Ducky had fallen asleep on the sofa and was lightly snoring by the time Tony seemed to wake up. Gibbs sniffed into the air. Something wasn't right. It smelled like.. urine. Gibbs looked at Tony who was staring into the wall.

"You had a little accident?" Gibbs asked and cursed himself. Tony didn't need him to talk to him as if he was a baby. "I'll fix this Tony, come on, up you go, Duck? Duck you awake?" Gibbs asked.

"yes" Ducky replied.

"Could you change the bed, I'll get Tony a shower" Gibbs said.

"Of course" Ducky replied. Gibbs managed to get Tony up, and he was right, Tony had wet himself. But instead of commenting it any further than he already had, he led Tony into the bathroom.

"Okay Tony, let's get you out of these clothes, and clean you up a bit" Gibbs said and started to strip down Tony. When he was done he cursed on the inside. He hadn't seen how thin Tony had become during the undercover work. Three months of building a case against these armdealers, and Gibbs hadn't even noticed how much Tony had been trying. All Gibbs knew now was that he was seeing too much bones, and too little muscles, "YOU are going to gain weight Tony, even if I have to forcefeed you" Gibbs said. Tony didn't react and Gibbs sighed. "Yeah that's what I thought" Gibbs said and led Tony into the shower.

Gibbs had to clench his jaw as he sprayed Tony's body with water, so to not break down. Tony didn't need that, not now. Gibbs soaped Tony up and washed him off. He was towelling Tony's hair when there was a knock on the bathroom door.

"Jethro? I found some new clothes for Anthony, I'll just put them out here" Ducky said from the other side of the door.

"Thanks Duck" Gibbs replied. While Ducky and Tony had slept, Gibbs had cleaned up the medicine cabinet, and thrown it out. He had even ripped out the nail from which it had been hanging, afraid Tony would hurt himself on it. Gibbs removed the towel and looked at Tony who was just staring into the floor. "Let's get some clothes on you" Gibbs said and threw the towel into a corner of the bathroom before unlocking the bathroom door and retrieving the clothes outside. When he turned back around he gasped and lunged forwards. He grabbed a hold of Tony's hands and pulled the apart. Blood was dripping down Tony's arm and Gibbs had to actually hit the back of Tony's right hand against the sink.

The razor fell to the floor and Gibbs breathed har as he looked at Tony's arms. His gaze fell on the two red stripes across Tony's left wrist.

"DUCK!" Gibbs yelled and Ducky was there in an instant, "You think it needs stitches?" Gibbs asked and turned Tony's wrist to Ducky. Ducky grabbed a hold of Tony's arm and shook his head.

"Just a bandaid I believe, what did he use?" Ducky asked.

"Razor" Gibbs sighed.

"Right, I'll go find out when his last tetness shot was" Ducky said and left. Gibbs dressed Tony and washed the wound before putting some bandaid on it and leading Tony into the livingroom. The bed was freshly made, and Gibbs helped Tony into it before he started From Russia With Love on the television. Tony's eyes was glued to it from the moment it started. Gibbs looked at Ducky who had just hung up the phone. "No worries, he's updated on it" Ducky said and came over to the sofa.

"You think he tried killing himself, don't you?" Gibbs asked. Ducky ground his teeth a little before nodding. "What do we do now?" Gibbs asked.

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