Chapter 5

Kim's POV:

After 2 minutes my brain understood what happened. Jack loves me back, he kissed me, Grace came in the room and saw us making out. I looked at Grace and I finally could speak again.

"Well…I, I, I was in the hall and … Jack c-c-came to me and and we talked and… we kissed but I swear it was an accident! But we didn't mean to… to hurt you" I tried to explain what happened but she didn't believe me.

"You are lying! You were my best friend! I can't believe you ever again! I hate you! BOTH OF YOU! And, Jack ,we are OVER!" She yelled than left the room crying.

I looked at Jack and saw he already was staring at me. I blushed a little and took my clothes.

"That was a mistake I lost my best friend" I said but I knew I hurt myself by hurting him.

"That wasn't a mistake. I love you , and you love me. What's the problem?" I laughed nervously.

"Yes but this is wrong. WE are wrong! I can't be with someone if that hurts my best friend. WE are a mistake. I can't lose her! I lost my parents in a car crush. I lost my aunt when she died because of cancer , my big brother went to university and doesn't call me and all I have is my uncle Joe and my baby sister Amy besides my friends. I hurt her and so did you. You are a self-concered that doesn't care he just lost an amazing girl. And I can't be with someone in this way!" He kissed me maybe to make me shut up or just because he felt so, but I won't continue like this. I slapped him hard across the face I put my dress and left him alone in the room.

"Fine then, forget about me and my feelings. I don't want to see you anymore, KIM CRAWFORD!" he yelled after me.

That hurt me a lot. I started crying and running. This night is a disaster. It couldn't be worse. When I arrived home I saw Amy sleeping and my uncle watching TV. When I looked in the mirror I didn't see the fearless , confident, seductive girl in a vampire dress. I saw a girl who cried a lot with all the makeup a mess , puffy red eyes and a terrible hair. I took a shower and hoped that maybe everything is a bad dream. It wasn't. I wish I never wanted to tell Jack how I felt and never thought about hurting Grace. I left myself naked too tired and sad to dress up. I fell asleep under my blanket sad.

The next day I dressed in a blue shirt and black jeans. I added a pair of black boots and curled my hair. I wanted to talk to Grace but I knew she won't want this.

I went to school alone listening to Hurt by Christina Aguilera. I loved that song . At school Grace avoided me and when we were in the same room she made an excuse to leave,

"Ok what happened between you two?" Julie asked. She was smart of course she noticed.

"Well, I was talking to Jack, he kissed me and Grace saw us and now she is sad" I said looking at my shoes .

"I knew Jack liked you not Grace! Pay now , Milton" Julie said happily.

"Gahhh couldn't you just be friends with him?" He complained and gave his money to Julie.

"And now are you two together or something?" Jerry asked.

"No we aren't. I rejected Jack after Grace saw us. I can't lose here. I lost too many people and I am not ready to give up on Grace" I said it sadly. Julie came to me and hugged me.

"It is ok , girl. You did the right thing when you rejected him for Grace" I felt a little better but I didn't really felt like I did the good thing.

The we saw Grace. She was wearing the shortest skirt ever, a white shirt and knee socks with white flats and a tie. Her hair was in a ponytail. What happened to our friend? She looked like a slut near her new 'friends' Donna Tobin and Lorie Watson. Wow this IS creepy! Since when did Grace became a popular? She gave me a small paper. On it I saw only 4 words and a letter.

This is you fault -G