A/N: Yay I'm writing! isn't that wonderful!? No...oh okay. Here's your damn chapter you ungrateful bi...

Okay I decided to actually be a dedicated author again isn't that wonderful!? Well no matter what your opinion is it means I'll actually set aside time to write and update again. So here we go really in a good mood so expect the beginning on prom chapter to be posted within the next 24 hours. I PROMISE! I ABSOLUTELY WON'T BREAK THIS PROMISE! Okay here's a chappy.

Chapter 21: It's a New Dawn, It's a New Day, (It's Not a New Life) and I'm Feeling Good

"You wouldn't believe it I found the most beautiful dress! I have pictures you want to see?"

"Of course!"

"Hey has he asked you yet?"

"Of course he has prom is only a week away. If you don't have a date by now you aren't going to have one."

They're all so annoying.

'Tell me about.'

Do I have to, because it's honestly enough hearing this shit once.

'Just a figure of speech Inner.'

I know I just don't like any of this prom shit.

'Yeah, I know.'

Passing through the crowded halls the booming talk of prom was all that could be heard. Around every corner, in every class. Not just from girls about their dates or dresses, but from guys about their hot dates, after parties, and so much more. One person was not talking about it however.

That person was me. Why should I it has nothing to do with me.

Except for it being your senior prom.

'Yeah...except that.'

Walking quietly to my next classes I tried desperately to push the thoughts away but that only made it worse. It's like I was there, I completely spaced out. Which is hard to do considering I literally have a second person up there paying attention when I'm not.

The bells echoed and I rose from my seat, last one out of class and headed to lunch. Its nice at lunch ever since I found my tree route to the roof.

"Hey Sakura!" I voiced called out as I walked through the center courtyard,

'I know that voice.'

Yeah.

Spinning around to face the caller I saw Naruto running to catch up only to trip and fall.

'That idiot.'

I don't know I've never seen such grace before.

I smirked a little bit but receded back to my depressed exterior.

Naruto got up with a big dumb smile on his face and walked toward me.

Thank god I thought he was going to try to run again.

"Hey. Sakura." The idiot awkwardly stood there fumbling with his words.

"Hey, Naruto." I said lightly trying to give a small smile.

"You know, I'm really sorry...So..uh..are the others."

Sorry doesn't cut it.

'Inner...'

"I know you're sorry but I not ready to forgive you guys. You really hurt my feelings and deserted me when I needed my friends the most."

I could see his heart break again with every word.

"I just thought... we could hang out again. We all miss you and ..." He fell silent after the and.

"Feel free to say hi whenever you want Naruto. Tell the others I said that too. Just know you don't have my trust again. Not until I know where everyone's priorities are."

Naruto was silent then for a while then he spoke up.

"Sakura, I came here for another reason also..."

Uh oh spaghetti o's

'Now is not the time inner.'

Oh it's always the time.

"Another reason?"

"I wanted to ask you if you would go to prom with me."

'...'

Now is it the time?

'Yes.'

Uh oh spaghetti o's

...

"Naruto... I'm really sorry but... I can't."

"I just thought... You said you didn't trust me yet ... so I thought I could prove to you... that ...you can."

Ow. Oh my god. Ow. My heart. It's breaking.

'Dammit Inner you're a figment of my imagination, you don't have a heart.'

Well if I did you would've just broken it.

I inwardly sighed and turned my attention back to heartbroken boy in front of me.

"Naruto, please I just can't my priorities are on myself now, and I don't want to be in the same situation I was in ever again."

I couldn't stand myself for what I said after seeing that boys face so I turned back around and started walking.

Please don't ever do that again.

'I don't feel right inner.'

Good.

I stopped walking and turned back to face the blonde. I managed a couple of words before leaving the boy behind for good.

"Hey, Naruto. You should ask Hinata to go to prom with you. She'd be thrilled."

'I can't eat Inner.'

Bitch, I can.

'I don't deserve food. I'm shit for a person.'

Okay stop. Just stop. Those so called friends ditched you when you needed them and like the pieces of shit they are ignored and ridiculed you. You should not feel bad. If anything they should feel bad, and trust me they do.

'That makes me feel worse.'

Oh well go hug a pillow or something, that usually helps.

I giggled a little. Then I some more, and suddenly I was rolling on round on the schools roof cracking up.

You okay?

I just kept laughing, running out of breath and holding my sides.

Hey? You okay?

'Inner.'

What.

'Uh oh spaghetti o's'

What about it.

'I just experienced one of the most painful moments which consisted telling one of my closest friends that we aren't friends and declining a prom date, and the only fucking thing on my mind was uh oh spaghetti o's.'

Yeah... we're awkward. You also said you want to dress up as a penis when you thought we were dying.

I couldn't stop laughing until, finally I was gasping for air and only calmed down when I regained my breath.

'Oh my god. I can't believe myself.'

I can't believe you either.

I smiled and giggled until lunch was over. It may seem weird but it was nice just to laugh and have some closure finally.

A/N: NEXT CHAPTER WITHIN THE HOUR!

Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto.

From a schizophrenic author rushing to finish the next chapter but still trying to make it awesome! Sorry this chapter is boring and might be sad for some... the next ones better!