I hope you're all having a great SS Month :) and my tumblr is- sunnyplace-nh. If I have time I'll make a video for this! I made this in Sasuke's POV.
I do not own Naruto at all.
Day 3: Phobia
How on Earth do I describe the intense pain in my chest I feel every time I think about that night? I've never seen her so desperate like she was at that moment. Her tears and screams were helpless, I couldn't bring her with me if I wanted to be strong.
That was the day I realized, I can't have a heart if I wanted to be stronger. I never opened up to anyone like I have with her. I thought leaving her would be easy and it wasn't. It was like a picking a scab, it would take a long time to heal the wound.
This wound was left on my sorry soul. She said the three words I never expected to hear ever. And I still left her... I knew I hurt her in the worst possible way when I did that to her. What is wrong with me? That girl offered me a life of happiness and I let revenge cloud everything good I had left in me.
The misery I caused myself and her will permanetly be imprinted in my thoughts and I can't escape it. I wake up some nights and feel remorse and fear. I wake up from the same picture of her hopeless face from the night I left her on the cold bench. Her cheeks were red and tears were stained on them.
That is what I'm afraid of most now. I'm afraid to get close to anyone because of that. I've always thought Itachi was the reason why I felt pain until I realized I inflicted it on others. Sakura didn't deserve it, not one bit.
Now I'm here with my cold heart. I'm a changed man and I'm not that boy she fell in love with and it would be a miracle if she still held that love for me.