A/N- Soo Sorry this post took so long! School has taken up a lot of my time, and I've also got my other ff, and so much other stuff. But right now I'm very sick so I get to stay home and write, lol. Anyways, please give this fan fic a chance :D BTW THIS IS IMPORTANT, I made a mistake, I forgot Jude's school so I said Forest Hill because thats a school in Toronto, but it's actually Carson Hill, I was close though right? Lol so it's Carson Hill now. Sorry this is short, but doesn't lack drama, but I will have another up really soon! Anyways, the first part I switch from Jude's Pov to Spied's.
Disclaimer: I Do not own Instant Star.
Jude just came home from her date with Jake and came into her house. She put her jacket down and went into the living room to see Sadie pretending to gag as Spiederman and Julia were kissing on the couch. She didn't like it one bit, see this is why she gives Spiederman a hard time. (Jude's Pov)
Jude: "Hey Sadie, hey Julia, Vincent." Julia would have still kept kissing Spied but he pulled away abruptly with a weird look on his face. You could tell he was wondering why I was calling him that, after we sorta cleared the air. Well it's cause your in my living room sucking face with my sister Speiderdork!
Sadie: "Hey Jude, how was your date with Jake?" She asked cheerfully. Even though Sadie hates Jake, she still tries. You gotta love her for that. I grinned widely.
Jude: "It was so awesome. We had dinner at a very romantic restaurant, then we went this little spot where you can see all of Toronto, and there were candles and roses! It was so romantic.." I smiled while Sadie and Julia awed. Spied had a disgusted look on face. Oh yeah, he makes out with the 14 year old and I'm the yucky one, well 15.. Sadie: "That sounds so cute! So you and Jake, are you and Jake again?" I smiled again. I don't really know if we're a couple, we need to talk about that.
Jude: "I don't know, maybe, I think I want to be though, I missed him." I just cant stop smiling like an idiot. Spied looks uncomfortable..
Sadie: "He's your first love, there will always be feelings there.." She smiled. First love? Jude and Spiederman thought at the same time. I don't know if I love him..
Jude: "Uh, yeah I guess.." I frowned. Did I love Jake? I like him, but we fight sometimes, and we're on and off. I don't know if he's serious about me. And I thought love was supposed to be different, like life changing or something..
Julia: "Listen Jude, he hurt you last time. If he does it again there will be consequences with me. I'll kick his arse." She said. Ha, only Julia would say arse.
Jude: "I think he's grown up some. I don't think he'll hurt me this time." Sadie gave me this 'he better not' look.
Julia: "He's not a good idea Jude. Look at what happened last time! He ended up with Taylor and you ended up in tears. He's going to hurt you. Why cant you see it? Don't be so blind!" She yelled, clearly frustrated. WHAT THE HECK! My little sister thinks she can tell me who to date! And look at who she's dating, Spiederman for god sake! I'm not a child! I am just fuming right now.
Jude: "He's not an idea, he's a person! I am older than you, you don't tell me who to date! I'm sick of you judging him all the time! It's not like you date the best guys Julia!" I screamed at her. Spiederman gave me a look when I said that, a little hurt, but scared at the same time. Oh whatever, females can get like this!
Julia: "ARE YOU KIDDING ME?! Jude, your dating the freakin player of Carson Hill High! He's been with half of the female species in Canada! MY boyfriend is way better than that (she paused to think) wanna be pimp!" She yelled at me. Spiederman looked really uncomfortable now.
Spiederman: "Uh guys, I'm still here." He said timidly.
Jude & Julia: "Shut up Spied!" We both said at the same time. Ugh! Spiederman looked at Sadie for help, but it looks like she's at a loss too.
Jude: "For once in your life, just cram it Julia! It's none of your business!" I screamed.
(Switch to Spied's Pov)
Jude: "For once in your life, just cram it Julia! It's none of your business!" Jude screamed. Man she was mad. But she looked so beautiful when she was angry. It was amazing to watch her, standing there, with fierce eyes and there was just something about her. She had such passion, I just wanted to kiss her.
Sadie: "Guys, you need to calm down. Let's not fight right now. Jude you've only been back for a little while, and this family is already screwed enough, all we have is each other." Sadie tried to mediate.
Julia: "Well it was quiet before she came back! In fact, lots of things were better before she came back!" Julia yelled, then covered her mouth when she realized what she said. I gave her a look, how could she say that.
Julia: "Jude, I, I didn't mean.." She tried to say. Jude shook her head no, and tears started to brim in her eyes. I held myself back from going over to her to hold her and comfort her. She sniffled a little.
Sadie: "Jude.." She tried to sympathize. While Jude still shook her head no.
Jude: "No, she's right. It's better with me gone. It's my fault for disturbing this family, just like it's my fault for moms and dads marriage right?" She said in an emotionless tone. Julia told me about that, Jude caught their dad cheating, so she made him tell. Julia sometimes blamed her. Tears were streaming down Jude's face, she still looked beautiful though. I felt angry at Julia for making Jude upset. I do have to ask myself though, why do I care this much.
Julia: "No, Jude, just listen.." She tried to say when she started to tear up too, Sadie had tears in her eyes too. I felt sad just being in this moment. Jude ran upstairs for a second, and came back with a small suitcase and her guitar case. Sadie looked horrified.
Sadie: "Jude. What are you doing?" She said, gripping onto the couch for support. Jude grabbed her jacket.
Jude: "Fixing your problem. Sorry Sadie." She said coldly. With that she ran through the door. We all ran outside after her. It was raining pretty bad, just sorta made the whole thing a little more dramatic, though this whole thing was quite dramatic. Jude was leaving just because Julia wanted her too? I guess Jude's tired of feeling like her family's mess is her fault, Julia probably blamed her a lot.
Julia: "Jude!" She yelled out. Jude turned around, you could still tell she was crying even though it was raining.
Julia: "I, I don't blame you! Just, Just come inside, okay." She yelled through the rain.
Jude: "Julia, you blame me for what happened, you blame me because your unhappy. You blame me for dad not being around, and mom being drunk all the time. You resent me for that. But it doesn't matter, I blame myself too." She then ran into her car. Sadie and Julia tried calling out her name but she just started the car. How could this night go so wrong?
Sadie: "We have to do something!" She cried. Julia looked at me, like I knew the answer. Yes, my heart broke at the sight of Jude breaking down, but I don't know what to do about it.
Julia: "Spied, do something. Please." She pleaded. I sighed and ran up to Jude's car and opened the passenger door and jumped in. She looked at me like I was nuts.
Jude: "What are you doing?!" I sighed. I'm here to make sure your okay, because I care obviously, not just about Julia.
Spiederman: "Wherever your going I'm going too." I said, and she stared at me, still a little shocked.
Jude: "Why?" She asked softly, looking into my eyes. She makes it so hard to be just her friend..
Spiederman: "I'm not sure. Let's go." She nodded and started the car. Wait, where are we going?
Speed: "Where are we going?" She shrugged.
Jude: "I don't know, I haven't thought of that.." She said softly, looking away. She was so beautiful.. I sighed.
Spiederman: "Let me drive." I said firmly. She looked at me silently saying no. "Come on, we'll go to my place." She looked reluctant, but than nodded. We both got up, and got out of the car. Julia was still watching, curious. I shrugged and got into the drivers seat, while she got into the passenger seat. I looked at her.
Speid: "You can trust me. Really." I said softly. She nodded and stared out the window as I pulled out of the drive way.