Author's note:
Thanks for all your kind reviews. Keep them going they really inspire my muse :)
Carly: You have to wait a little bit longer, Emma/Snow is one of the later chapters, but this one has some Daddy Charming and Bromance Killian/David Feels :)
12 weeks pregnant
Nerved Emma bangs her cup of peppermint tea on her desk. Honestly, if she is forced to drink one more cup of this blasted tea because of her nausea she will run shrieking through the town.
Sure, she is really thankful that she knows this way, that everything is fine with the little one, but she wants her life back, at least the freedom to eat and not having the feeling of vomiting as soon as the thought of any food crosses her mind.
She can cope with the other aspects of the pregnancy like having acne. Yes she is 30 years old and she looks even worse than in her teenage times and her hair. She doesn't want to start on her hair because it really makes her sad.
Yep the first tears are already in her eyes- stupid hormones.
She has really bad hair. It's stringy and greasy although she washes it every morning.
And Killian still looks at her as if she is the most beautiful woman he's ever seen in his life. Oh god, he will leave her. Great now she is really sobbing and as if on cue, her father is coming back to the station with a box full of doughnuts.
"Is everything ok, Emma?" he places the box on her desk and is soon beside her.
She only sobs as an answer and soon she finds herself in the embrace of her dad.
"Hey, sweetheart, what's the matter? Has anything happened? Did Killian do something?" Ok, this is the over-protective Daddy-mode.
"No, no, Killian is adorable; he would do anything for me. It's me, I just feel so awful. I always feel this damn nausea, sleep all the time when I'm not working and I really have tough mood-swings. This is probably one."
She sobs again.
"Honey, I have to admit, you and your mother, although your outer appearance is definitely from my side, have so much in common. You don't want to know how Snow was, when she was pregnant. With you it was even worse than with Neal, but either way, this woman could make every dragon go green with envy with her mood swings."
Emma snorts out a laugh.
"She was a real thrill-instructor and to be honest, sometimes I would wish that she had just shut up, but I still did love her at that time and even more now, because she graced me with my two beautiful children" He gives her a soft kiss on her forehead.
"And believe me Killian will feel the same way. It's his child you currently carrying under your heart and I've never seen the pirate more proud than now. He firmly beams with happiness and I think, if you would let him, he would shout it out to the world that he is going to be a father"
At this thought she is no longer able to supress a giggle. Her father is right, Killian is so happy and he has no problem going to the grocery store to buy some cookie dough at 10 o'clock in the evening because she graves hot baked chocolate chip cookies.
But still, she feels so unattractive. This isn't how she imagined her first few months with the pirate.
Even their last attempt of being intimidate wad interrupted by her running to the bathroom to throw up.
Killian's theory was that the little one doesn't like to share his mommy with his daddy's cock and is even more cautious than before.
Oh, sometimes she just so over with being pregnant.
"So honey, which doughnut do you prefer, vanilla or chocolate frosted" David opens the box in front of her and she can't help it, she takes on of each and in mere moments she has eaten them both.
"Careful, Emma, don't want you to get a doughnut bump instead of a baby bump" But this is said with a wink as he puts another 2 doughnuts on her plate.
"Don't be too hard to yourself Emma and please talk to Killian. A bird whispered me that he is worried about your behaviour towards him" She only looks confused. "Don't ask me, I wasn't aware of the new buddy status between your mother and your pirate."
He shrugs with his shoulders and Emma just wonders what other things Killian has talked about with her mother.
They're interrupted by the infamous pirate himself.
"Great, doughnuts" He tries to snap one from Emma's plate but earns only a slap on his fingers and a growl.
"Did you just growl at me?" He raises one eyebrow.
"Don't blame me, your baby apparently has a great appetite of doughnuts" She smiles at him.
"Ok, that argument I can accept" He bows down to give her a kiss." And how are my two favourite people doing?"
"Good, Neal sleeps very well last night. Seems that we are back on track and now he starts to sleep through the whole night"
"That's nice to hear, Dave but actually I didn't mean you with my statement" he mocks her dad.
Emma giggles again at their bickering.
"You say mate" David emphasizes the last word.
"Ok, I surrender. How are my two favourite people and my favourite charming idiot mate doing?"
That earns him a flying water bottle (nearly empty of course) from said charming idiot mate.
"You two, stop it! And to answer your questions Jones, after my so to speak 10.000 cup of peppermint tea I finally feel something of good, ok I'm not sure how I will keep up, but now I would be really relieved if you two just stop and let me finish my.." She eyes the doughnut in her hand. "4th doughnut for today in peace."
Both men start to laugh and soon Emma joins them.
After dinner, Emma and Killian sit down at the porch. Henry is playing in the garden with Lady.
"He's doing really great with the dog, Emma." Killian states, while watching Henry interact with Lady.
"Yeah, I hope this will last. A dog is not a puppet which you can be put in the shelf if you're not interested anymore. For now he's really doing great. He takes her for walks and he didn't even complain about it. But I think we should take her to the pet obedience school, so that she learns some commandos and we learn how to teach her and that she accepts us the head of the pack, especially with a little one on the way."
"You're right, Love. Could you arrange something?"
"Yes I will call for an appointment for next week. But Killian, there is something else I wanted you to know"
He looks up with a start and she sees fear in his eyes.
"I want you to know that I love you, more than anyone in the past"
He winces slightly at this statement because he knows this includes Neal as well.
"Emma, for me it is the same, you know that, don't you?"
"Yes I know that but at the moment I just feel so awful about everything. My whole face looks like a spot for an acne-ad. My hair is sticky and greasy although I wash it every morning. My mood-swings are killing me along with the nausea. And I just keep questioning myself, what do you think of me, what do you want with me and that you're searching for an exit because I trapped you with this unexpected pregnancy. I know, deep in my heart that you're not like that but I can't stop thinking about you leaving me, because I'm such a drama."
She starts to sob and soon is captured in her favourite pirate's arms.
"Shhh, love, Swan, look at me!"
He pulls up her chin and looks her straight in the eyes.
"I love you, I loved you even before you were born because of your little trip in the past and I've waited your whole life to finally be with you. And this little one, this is a wonder and my burning desire which is now fulfilled by you, the woman I love more than anything in the world. Why the heck would I ever want to leave you and my kids."
She is really surprised by this statement. "Kids? As much as I know, there is only one little bean inside of me."
She follows his look to the garden and gasps. "Oh, you meant Henry?"
He nods "It is my duty to care for the lad now, to show him everything I wanted Bae to show, to honour his dad. I loved his grandmother and I even love his mother more, so I care about him as if he was my own. And Swan, just so you know it. I'm in this for the long haul. I absolutely intend to stay as long as you let me and as long as no greater force sweep me away from you and our family. Is that clear?"
The last sentence is stated with his captain voice.
"Aye Captain" a smile is now seen on her tearful face.
He captures her lips into a searing kiss and they kiss and kiss. Emma is lost in him. She is so happy and relieved that he is not on the edge by her behaviour.
Soon they hear Henry snorting disgustedly.
"Oh you two, that is awful. Get a room, there are kids present and even a baby dog. No need to suck faces in front of me."
"Language lad. I just wanted to cheer your mother up"
Henry giggles.
"I'll never understand what it is with you adults and all the kissing but you're definitly worse than Regina and Robin. Common Lady, let's take a walk to the beach. I think they need some time alone."
He takes his way down the path, followed by the black puppy.
Killian grabs her hand.
"Common Swan, we have at least 15 minutes, till they return and believe me, I want to show you, what you mean to me."
He pulls her with her and as soon as the reach their bedroom, he pushes her on the bed, crawling over her but stopping at her belly. He pulls up her shirt, gives her a kiss right above her belly button and speaks.
"So little one, your mother need a little sheering up and your daddy wants to worship her for a little time, so please don't make her vomit again or I take it personally."
She can't help but start to giggle and pulls up the pirate to her mouth, kissing him hungrily. She feels his erection on her hip and starts to grind against it.
"Bloody minx" he growls.
"No worshipping, pirate, no long foreplay. I'm dripping wet and I need you in me- now!"
"Oh I love it when you're so demanding." He has opened her trousers which are already a little tight at the waistband and is testing her with his fingers.
"God, you're right, you're so wet for me, Love!" He awkwardly peels off his trousers and she licks her lips at the side of him.
"Take off your shirt as well" she is fumbling at the fabric and he obeys immediately.
He pushes forward, his tip already entering her, both moaning at the impact.
"Please, please don't tell me to stop, because I can't."
He is already panting and so is she. God, she needs him to move, to fuck her into oblivion, to show her, how much he really loves her and so pushes herself up to meet him.
He starts to move, at first slow then more fiercely but it's not enough.
"I want you take me from behind!"
Killian stops his penetrations and is surprised by her demanding tone; normally he is the one who gives the orders in bed.
He slips out of her and she can't suppress a whimper at this loss.
"As you wish Princess, but be warned, you're now going to get fucked!"
She is on all fours in front of him and she can't wait to feel him in her again.
"Just do it, Killian, I need you… I need you to fuck me!"
She hears him groan and shifts behind her and soon he pushes his cock back into her with full speed and takes on a wild pace.
She cries out of pleasure, she moans his name and suddenly she can't help it because she is only seeing stars. Her whole body is milking him dry, she hears him cry out her Name and feels his hot seed spurt inside of her.
She never ever has felt so filled by him.
"God lass, I'm not sure if I ever have come so hard in my life" He peppers light kisses on her back, before he slips out of her.
"To be honest, me neither" she smiles at him as he tugs her in his arms, kissing her lazily and a little while later they hear the door opened and closed.
"Mom, Killian, We're back and I hope you're done sheering up each other , I don't want to be traumatized for the rest of my life" Henry shouts from down the living room.
"What you say Swan, are you now in a better mood?"Killian winks at her as he stands up and put on his clothes again. She throws a pillow after him.
"Alright, what do you say? Shall we order Pizza this evening?"
She nods and lies down on the bed again, still bare and feeling so much better than this morning.
As he goes through the door, he turns back to her:
"Of course I will order you a pepperoni one" and then vanishes.
Can pirates read your mind?