Chapter 19: Oh Crap!

Nessie's POV

Oh crap! I was actually terrified of my family right now! I began to push my wheelchair backwards just hoping that I could somehow escape the situation.

But before I could even move two inches my grandfather grabbed onto the handles of my chair, thus preventing me from going anywhere.

"You are not going anywhere young lady!" he said angrily. Why did I even try to get away? I don't have a hope of escaping a room full of vampires when I'm able bodied and here I think I can do it in a wheelchair. I really wish that I could just regain complete use of my legs already. Not that it would make much of a difference when it comes to escaping full vampires.

"Can you explain what your father is talking about?" my grandfather as calmly as I could.

"I can't stand the thought of any of you in danger. So I thought that maybe the Volturi would be just satisfied with me. You are already used to thinking that I am dead so I thought-"

"Nessie stop!" My mother shouted. There was no doubting the fact that she was furious. Actually, furious would be the understatement of the century, she was absolutely livid.

"I can't believe that you even think that we would let you do that! I can't believe that you think we could lose you again and that it would be less painful then it was 12 years ago! If anything it would be more painful!" Mom screamed.

"But mom-" I started to say before my dad cut me off.

"Your mother is right Nessie!" Dad shouted. "You have no idea how painful it was for all of us to think that you were dead. You have no idea what we felt when we found out that you were alive. To have you ripped away from us would be even more devastating then it was all those years ago. We are willing to risk our lives for yours. So get that sacrificing yourself idea out of your head right now because we will not allow it!" Dad shouted at me angrily. Oh boy was he mad!

I looked around at all of my family members and they all nodded their heads in agreement.

All of my family members left after that. I think they were all to upset to even look at me right now. I tried to leave to but my wheelchair didn't budge an inch.

"Nessie" my grandfather said. I had forgotten that he was holding onto my wheelchair.

"Yeah grandpa?" I said.

"I still want to talk to you" he said.

"Okay" I said.

He pushed me all the way over to the couch. Then he picked me up and placed me on his lap when he sat down. He held me close to him.

"Nessie do you have any idea how much you mean to this family?" he asked me. What an odd question.

"I know that you all love me" I said.

"It's more then that Nessie. You were and still are a miracle . We had no idea that you were even possible. You completed this family in ways that we didn't even know was possible" he said.

"What do you mean?" I asked.

"It has always been strongly believed that vampires can't have babies. When you came along that changed everytging. You made Edward and Bella parents. You made Emmett, Jasper, Alice, and Rosalie aunts and uncles. You made Esme and I grandparents to a wonderful little girl"

"But you thought I was dead for 12 years-"

"And out of the more than 300 years that I have been on this Earth those were the 12 most painful years I had ever experienced in my entire existence" he said.

"Really?" I asked.

"Yes" he said. "You are my granddaughter. You have no idea how much I missed you all of those years. I wanted to have you around so that I could spoil you rotten, watch you grow up into the beautiful, smart young lady that you are, and also just to show you all of the love that I felt for you" he said.

Without even thinking about it I threw my arms around my grandfather and hugged him.

"You have no idea how happy I was to find out that you were alive, but I was also sad because I had missed out on so much of your life" he said.

"I am so sorry grandpa" I said. If I had never made that stupid wish to be human then none of this would have ever happened in the first place. I had not realized how much pain that I would cause when I made the decision to let everyone believe that I was dead. I should have never believed Tanya when I heard her say that this Irina's death was all my fault. I should never have believed Tanya when she said that it was my fault that everyone was in danger from the Volturi.

"It's all my fault. I should have never believed Tanya that night. I should have never made that stupid wish to be human" I started to cry now. Grandpa held me close to him.

"Shhh" he said. "What matters is that you are here now and that we are not going to let you sacrifice yourself to the Volturi" he said.

"I love you grandpa" I said.

"And I love you too Nessie" he said

I hugged him again and gave him a kiss on the cheek.

We heard the doorbell ring.

"I wonder who that is" grandpa said.

"Let's go find out" I said.

He put me back in the wheelchair and together we went to the door.

It was none other than Tanya Denali herself.

I've been in the mood to write, update, and post today. So I thought I'd write this. Hope you all liked it. Please Review