I'm thinking two more chapters left in this fic after this one. I have some other fic ideas to get to.

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After changing Shizuo's bandages, Izaya leapt onto the bed and pulled Shizuo so that he was hovering over him. Shizuo didn't waste any time leaning forward to leave a small, chaste kiss on his forehead.

Izaya let out a laugh. "You've got me in bed underneath you and that's what you choose to do?"

Izaya sat up and switched their positions. Shizuo didn't seem to mind as the smaller man climbed on top of him, straddling his waist and planting a kiss on his lips. Shizuo quickly resumed his actions from earlier in the evening, lightly rubbing Izaya's hips with his thumbs. Within seconds, Izaya was fully erect, moaning into the kiss. This position allowed him to feel that Shizuo was hard as well, his cock lightly pressing against Izaya's through their clothes. Surprisingly, this didn't bother Izaya at all. In fact, it only made him even more excited.

"Shizuo," Izaya whispered, "I want you to continue from earlier. Keep touching me like you did before."

Shizuo paused, whether it was because of the request or the use of his real name from the informant in this situation, Izaya couldn't tell.

"I'm not sure, Izaya…"

"If we keep stopping every time then I'll never feel better about doing it," Izaya stated, tugging at the borrowed pants Shizuo wore.

"W-wait," Shizuo stopped Izaya's hands with his own, "are you sure you want to do this with me?"

"It's just sex," Izaya said flatly, "not a marriage proposal."

Shizuo's face flushed and Izaya couldn't stop himself from thinking about how cute that expression was on his face.

"If you're that worried then we don't have to go all the way tonight," Izaya added, "There's other things to do besides anal sex."

Izaya laughed when Shizuo's face grew an even brighter shade. "C'mon, Shizu-chaaaan~! You've seen me naked, now it's my turn to see you!"

He could tell that Shizuo didn't particularly like being reminded of the situation that lead to him seeing Izaya nude, but Izaya couldn't find it in him to really care to think about that night. He refused to let the past become his god as he so often told others. What happened to him in the past was done and now he was ready to move on and accept it.

Sensing Shizuo's hesitancy, Izaya leaned down and embraced the man tightly, whispering in his ear. "It's okay, Shizu-chan. I'm ready to move on and I want you to touch me."

Shizuo's arms tightened around Izaya as he whispered back, "I want to make you feel good."

"Then you'd better get started," Izaya said pulling out of the embrace with a grin.

Shizuo grinned back as he sat up and allowed Izaya to help him remove his own shirt before doing the same to Izaya. Both of them made quick work of stripping the rest of the way, cocks hard and aching to be touched.

Izaya let his eyes wander over Shizuo's body as it was revealed pausing when the blond began removing the sweatpants he borrowed. Izaya licked his lips in anticipation and found his eyes widening when he finally could see Shizuo fully. Eyebrows raised, Izaya held back from letting out an impressed whistle, realizing that Shizuo didn't seem too proud of his size with the way his hand tried to cover himself.

"Is that why you asked if I was sure I was ready?" Izaya said with a smile, gesturing to Shizuo's sizable cock.

"I just don't want to hurt you…"

"Well we're not doing that right now, so don't worry yourself," Izaya continued removing his own shorts and before his brain could comprehend exactly what was happening, they were both naked in his bed and Shizuo had already climbed over him to steal a kiss.

Izaya was glad he had taken his shorts off so quickly, otherwise he might have changed his mind. Honestly, Shizuo's cock was rather intimidating but Izaya decided it suited him. He almost laughed wondering if Shizuo's dick was just as sensitive as the emotions of the man it was attached to.

A gasp escaped his lips when Shizuo's hand rested on his thigh. He couldn't let his anxiety get the best of him this time. When Shizuo looked him in the eyes, Izaya nodded, signaling that it was okay to continue.

He bit his lip as Shizuo's hand rubbed up his thigh, inching closer to his erection.

Izaya shuddered when a hand lightly brushed over the head experimentally. "Keep going," he urged, eyes closed tightly. He did his best to focus on exactly what was happening. It was Shizuo's hand touching him. If he wanted it to stop, all he had to do was say the word and it would be so. This thought eased his mind as Shizuo's hand gently wrapped around his cock and made one long, slow, and extremely gentle stroke from the head to the base.

He shivered again, cock jumping at the touch. He hadn't touched himself since before all of this happened. It was going on a month since his last release and his body was practically shaking in anticipation.

"Izaya…" Shizuo said cautiously, mistaking the shaking for fear as he pulled his hand away.

"N-No," he breathed, "It feels good." Izaya took hold of Shizuo's hand, guiding it back to his arousal. I small bead of pre-cum had formed at the tip and Shizuo's thumb brushed it away, using the small bit of lubricant to help his thumb glide smoothly over the head. Back and forth, back and forth, back and forth… It drove Izaya crazy. His legs twitched in time with his member with each pass of Shizuo's thumb on the tip.

"Nnn—more!" he whimpered, hips thrusting up into that hand and the wonderful pleasure it provided.

Finally, Izaya let himself go. He needed this and all he wanted was to relax and enjoy it. His head flew backwards when Shizuo made a much more confident stroke from the tip to the base and began to pick up a steady rhythm.

Izaya moaned a disgustingly lewd moan as he let himself drown in the pleasure. He brought his hand down, searching for Shizuo. When the back of his hand brushed that massive cock, Izaya swallowed hard.

It's Shizuo. This is Shizuo. I want this. That is what he repeated to himself when he finally took hold of Shizuo's cock, listening to the man let out a moan as well. Lips pressed against his own in a passionate kiss while that hand continued to stoke. Izaya returned the favor, stroking that arousal the best he could manage from his position.

He felt Shizuo twitch in his hand, fueling his own arousal as he continued to moan. He didn't care if he was being overly vocal. It felt too damn good. He tried to keep his own hand moving, but he couldn't focus. Shizuo seemed to sense that, and pushed his hand to the side.

"Don't worry about me, Izaya," he muttered, "This is about you right now."

No one needed to tell him twice. Izaya's hands moved to clutch at the sheets as Shizuo picked up the pace. That is, until he suddenly stopped causing Izaya to let out a whine in frustration.

"Relax," Shizuo chuckled, "I'm gonna do something better if that's okay with you."

Izaya lifted his head, mind already too clouded to comprehend what Shizuo meant until he began trailing kisses down his chest, headed directly for his impossibly hard shaft. He paused when he reached Izaya's navel, glancing up to wait for permission.

Flushed, cock dripping, and turned on beyond belief, Izaya nodded, to which Shizuo smiled and immediately placed a kiss on the head.

Izaya's hips bucked upwards silently begging for more and Shizuo complied, tongue swiping across the head, causing Izaya's grip on the sheets to tighten. No one had ever sucked him off before. He'd only had sex a couple of times but it was so long ago he could barely remember what it had felt like. However when Shizuo's mouth captured the head of his arousal and lightly sucked, tongue sliding back and forth, Izaya couldn't even remember his own name let alone his past sexual encounters. None of that mattered when Shizuo's mouth was slowly inching its way down his shaft, licking and sucking as he went.

His jaw dropped open and his breathing quickened when Shizuo began moving that hot mouth up and down over his cock, taking him in all the way to the base and pulling back up to the tip. Each time Shizuo repeated the action, Izaya could feel a tightness forming in his lower abdomen, and a pressure building up inside him.

Reaching out, Izaya took hold of Shizuo's hair as his hips began thrusting, his body instinctually seeking release. Shizuo's mouth was so hot around him, licking in just the right places and Izaya couldn't hold back any longer if he wanted to.

"Ah-! I'm… I'm gonna—"

Shizuo sucked harder in response and there was no going back for Izaya. His hands pulled at Shizuo's hair as his back arched. Orgasm took him hard, his vision blacked out and he practically screamed as the first few shots of his release was drawn out by Shizuo's tongue. He was still cumming when Shizuo backed off slightly, licking up the shaft while his hand began to grip his balls, squeezing slightly. The sensations were so powerful that Izaya was left writhing on the bed as the last few spurts were drawn out by Shizuo's ministrations. His toes curled and his entire body tingled as the final drops fell from the head, dripping onto his stomach.

Izaya fell back against the bed, panting as he waited for his senses to return. He could hear his blood pounding in his ears while the rest of his body began to relax. He was a mess, but he didn't care. His head fell to the side and he took a deep breath before realizing that Shizuo was moving.

He watched the blond get off the bed and head into the bathroom where he could see him wiping cum from his hand. It was then Izaya realized Shizuo must have been stroking himself too. When Shizuo returned, he had a few more tissues which he used to wipe Izaya's stomach, cleaning away the mess he'd made.

Izaya was still trying to find the strength to move his legs when Shizuo returned once again and placed a quick kiss on his lips.

"You okay?" Shizuo asked.

It took him a while to process why he might be anything other than okay until the slight sticky feeling of sweat reminded him that his last sexual encounter. But that didn't matter anymore. What had just happened here felt good—absolutely nothing like that night a few weeks ago.

Izaya nodded and a pleased smile showed on his face in response to Shizuo's question. "I'd like to take a bath now though."

Shizuo smiled back. "Sounds good to me."

By the time the bath was ready, Izaya's legs still couldn't support his weight very well, so Shizuo carried him over to the tub and sat him on the edge. Shizuo got in first so that Izaya could sit comfortably between his legs, head resting on that strong chest. The position allowed Shizuo to keep his bandages from getting wet and still allowed Izaya to sink into the water as long as he didn't mind being right next to the blond's now soft cock. Oddly enough, he really didn't mind at all.

They soaked in the water until Izaya started to complain that his fingers looked too much like raisins. Shizuo got out first, telling Izaya he would change the sheets leaving Izaya to relax in the bath for a little longer after directing Shizuo to the clean sheets.

After another minute, Izaya stood up (glad that his legs were working properly now), dried off, and slipped into his pajamas to join Shizuo on the bed.

Face pressed into Shizuo's chest, Izaya quickly slipped into a deep sleep, comforted by Shizuo's hand on the back of his neck. For the first time in weeks, Izaya slept peacefully through the night without being haunted by nightmares.