Author's Notes: So here it is, the much awaited chapter... Beware - hot smex inside =) Please comment))
They were, once again, sitting on the bed in their room, dumbfounded. The stunned silence hung in the air, it was suffocating, unreal. Both of them wanted to break it, neither knew what could be said.
Raito glanced sideways at L, who was so forlorn, he didn't even bother to sit in his '40-percent-reasoning-increase position, knowing that he wouldn't be able to process anything at the time-being. Instead, he was sitting on the bed, his legs stretched out, his back against the headboard, his thumb in his mouth.
Raito suddenly found himself thinking that all of L's quirks were kind of endearing, cute even. He shuddered inwardly, trying to shake off the thought. It must be the curse taking its course. He'd never found the detective attractive, but ever since he set foot on that roof, nothing made sense anymore.
"So," he decided to break the silence, not to go completely insane.
"So," L repeated hoarsely, his eyes avoiding Raito's.
"What are we going to do?" Raito asked quietly, trying to catch L's gaze.
"For once, Raito-kun, I don't know."
"I told you to drop the honorific, L." Was the only thing Raito could say.
"And I told you to use my real name." L answered stubbornly, still avoiding Raito.
"All right." Raito sighed. "But what should we do? I, for one, don't really look forward to dying."
"Me neither. You heard Watari, you know what we're supposed to do." L shrugged, trying to look aloof, even though he knew Raito could see right through him.
"I..." Raito sighed. Since when am I not able to connect two words? "I don't know what to say... I've never thought about you that way."
"Nevertheless, you kissed me back on the roof." L answered, finally making eye contact. "I've been lusting for your blood ever since we met in the university. But if was just your blood, I never thought I'd end up..." He choked out. Raito had never seen him so emotional, so human. It was unusual, and somehow fascinating.
"Falling." Raito helped the older man out, even though he himself suddenly felt like he was about to cry.
They looked at each other, seeing each other's glistening eyes. Before any tears could be shed, L whispered:
"Come here."
Raito, not knowing what he was doing, not being able to think clearly, complied. L slid onto the bed, so that his head was lying on one of the fluffy pillows, and Raito lay down in front of him. L put one arm around his chest, so that he was spooning Raito from behind. Raito's palm immediately found L's and he, instinctively, started playing gently with the thin fingers.
L inhaled Raito's scent and, for once, it wasn't bloodlust he felt, but a wave of gentleness, the need to hold the younger boy close to him and never let him go.
"What are we doing?" He murmured into Raito's soft auburn hair, praying Raito wouldn't pull away.
"I have no idea." Raito answered in a whisper, enjoying L's soft breath on the back of his neck.
"Where is this going?"
"I don't know... I hope somewhere good."
He felt L nod his agreement.
They lay like this in the finally comfortable silence, just enjoying the closeness. Raito was ready to laugh at himself - in bed, being held close by his worst enemy, and liking it.
"Ironic, isn't it?" L muttered.
"What?"
"L in Kira in one bed."
Raito was about to protest and push L away.
"Raito, we both know you're Kira. Now I'm 100% sure. Your mind all but screamed it to me when I drank your blood. Just like you found out my name, I found out the truth about you." L said calmly.
"W-what will you do?" Raito asked, wanting to be terrified, but something in him just couldn't let him be scared of L.
"Nothing."
"Nothing?"
"You heard Watari. If you die, I die. And I am not really feeling up to it, in case you haven't noticed."
"You're just gonna let me off?"
"Of course no. I will place you under 24/7 surveillance. By me. We have to stick together from now on, anyway." L answered, tugging Raito closer to his chest. "Is this fine with you?"
Raito blinked. L was actually asking his opinion? Did Hell freeze over overnight?
"Sure."
"Good."
Raito turned his head sideways, so that he could look at L. He suddenly found the latter's pale lips very attractive.
"Lawliet?"
"Hm?"
"Can I...? Kiss me."
L cocked his head to the side, but nodded, a ghost of a smile playing on his lips. He lowered his mouth to Raito's, inhaling once again, and then touched his lip's to the younger boy's.
It wasn't like those cheesy romantic novels - sparks didn't fly and lightning didn't crash around them. It was much better then that. Raito reveled in the feeling of L's soft lips caressing his own. It was better then he'd remembered.
He started kissing back, biting L's lower lip slightly, earning a moan from the vampire. Suddenly finding their position not too comfortable for their activities, he turned around so that he was facing L completely, not breaking the kiss.
Looked like L liked their new position much more. He brought his arms around Raito, pressing himself into the man. He rolled them over, so that Raito was lying on his back on the soft sheets and he was on top of him, devouring his sweet lips and massaging his tongue with his own.
He pulled back to allow Raito some air (not that he needed any) and stared into Raito's amber eyes.
"So," he drew back a little more, seeing Raito gasp for air. "How was it?"
Raito took a few more slow breaths, trying to calm down just a little bit after the mind-blowing experience.
"D-definitely not unenjoyable." Raito smiled. He brought his arm around L's neck and crashed their lips together.
This kiss wasn't as sweet and loving as the last one - teeth collided, tongues clashed, hands were slipped under shirts. Raito found himself unable to reason, and you know what? He didn't give a shit.
~//~
The Vampire growled and kissed his Mate with more vigor than ever, wanting to be close to him, so close it would ache. He struggled to rip off the shirt off the human, finally ending up sending buttons flying everywhere. His Mate was panting short, whimpering breaths, keeping a needy hold onto him.
The Vampire trailed his kiss downwards, sucking a little on the human's sweet neck, though not biting completely. He found a particularly sensitive spot behind the human's ear, which made the boy moan softly, clinging onto his hair. Smirking in spite of himself, the Vampire wet lower, placing butterfly kisses over his Mate's chest, licking up and down. He took one of the human's nipples into his mouth and sucked on it forcefully, making the younger man cry out in pleasure. He moved onto the other nipple, teasing it in the same way, feeling the human beneath him shake with pleasure. He felt gentle hands tugging onto his own shirt and he slid it off impatiently, taking the hint. His Mate purred in approval and ran his fingers teasingly over the Vampire's back. The Vampire slid even lower, licking a trail from the human's chest and down to his stomach, dipping his tongue into his Mate's bellybutton and running his tongue over the sharply defined abs. He drew back, looking into the human's eyes, as if asking for approval. The human nodded slightly, closing his eyes. The Vampire slid the zipper down teasingly slowly, making his Mate whine out impatiently. He chuckled softly and popped the button open.
His Mate has head enough of the teasingly, he jumped at the Vampire, knocking him over and now he was on top, the Vampire's wide eyes staring up at him. Who was the predator now? The human bent down and softly touched his lips to the Vampire's, ever so gently cupping his face. The kiss ended abruptly as the human started kissing the Vampire's jawline, then his neck. He sucked a little on the Vampire's tender skin, nibbling gently on it. The Vampire beneath him writhed and moaned in pleasure.
The human collapsed on top of the Vampire, their chest colliding. They instantly threw their arms around each other, rolling around on the soft sheets, fighting for dominance. Finally, the human gave up for the first time in his life. The Vampire ended up on top again, dragging his Mate's pants off him, exposing long tanned legs. He looked up for permission and the human nodded feverishly, anticipating the pleasure that was about to come. He felt his boxers being dragged off him, instantly sending a spark of shyness into his brain, but as the Vampire lowered himself southward, he didn't really care.
He cried out when he was taken in full by that sweet, sweet mouth. He couldn't concentrate on anything, he only knew it felt so right, and so good. He tangled his fingers into the sheets, trembling with the effort of suppressing the urge to thrust up.
For someone who had never done this before, the Vampire was very much skilled. His soft tongue dragged along his Mate's shaft, pressing down an all the right places. He was enjoying the human's soft moans and cries, knowing that he could make his Mate scream even louder.
When he felt the tension in the human's muscles, he pulled back, resting his head on his Mate's thigh. The human looked a little confused at first, but then understood and nodded once more, simply unable to speak.
The Vampire shed his pants and undergarments, tired of foreplay and only wanting one thing - to become whole with his Mate. He shifted up to kiss the human once more, softer this time, as if trying to convince him. Not that his Mate needed any convincing, as he kissed back vigorously, whimpering quietly.
Kissing an already familiar trail of kisses down the human's chest, he slid downwards. He slowly, teasingly pried the human's legs apart, finding himself moaning at the notion that soon all of this would be his. He pulled one of his fingers into his mouth, sucking on it hastily. He looked up for approval.
His Mate nodded shakily, knowing there would be pain. He twisted his fingers into the sheets and closed his eyes. He felt the finger slide into him. It didn't hurt, but it felt incredibly strange. He breathed in and out, trying to calm himself when the Vampire crooked his finger and pressed into something within him.
The rest was a blur, all mixed up in the immense pleasure he was feeling. He felt two, three fingers, felt some pain, but nothing could compare to the ecstasy that laced his very blood.
Suddenly it stopped. He opened his eyes to see the Vampire's face mere inches from his. He realized that would be the moment. The human raised a hand and tangled it in the Vampire's dark locks, bringing their lips together for a reassuring kiss. When they parted, he looked into the Vampire's black eyes and nodded, shaking from anticipation of pleasure and pain.
The Vampire gripped him tighter and slowly eased himself into his Mate, kissing him once more to drink in the pained moans that came from the human.
His Mate whimpered in pain, tears spilling from his eyes. It hurt a lot, all the previous pleasure erased from his memory with the burning ache he was feeling now. Inch by inch, slowly and painfully, the Vampire thrust into him.
Finally he was fully inside the human, he paused to let the latter get used to the feeling. He planted soft kisses all over his Mate's face, tasting the salty tears. He felt horrible for making the human suffer, and suddenly understood why.
I love you. I love you. I love you so much it hurts...
His Mate reached up and kissed him softly, as if telling him it was okay. He slowly started moving in and out, his lips against the human's. He felt hitting something different inside his Mate...
The human actually screamed in pleasure, thrusting his hips up to meet the Vampire's. The Vampire understood the hint and kept hitting it again and again...
When he felt it wouldn't be long, the Vampire planted one more long sweet kiss onto the human's lips and then lowered his head so that he was staring at his Mate's long, tanned neck. He inhaled slightly, enjoying the sweet scent that was now all his and gently, ever so slightly, bit down...
If sex felt good, being bitten during it was... Indescribable. They both moaned, their bodies spasming from pleasure...
~//~
Raito collapsed onto the bed, panting, L on top of him. They both breathed heavily (L found it surprising he needed it as well), their skin sticky with sweat.
"So," L cleared his throat. "How was it?"
Raito took a moment to look deep into the Vampire's eyes and smiled, his lips almost touching L's:
"I love you."
L kissed him deeply and whispered:
"I love you, too. Be mine?"
"Forever."
End Notes: So what do you think? I'm thinking I'll post some more chapters about L's and L and Raito's new life =)