Authors note: Hello everyone! Here is the last chapter finally!
I know you are all wondering 'Hey what took you so long?!' and I wanted to deeply apologize for that. My writing has been very slow this year because of my last year of college with seminars and such.
Yes I know, excuses, excuses. Well I'm sorry again and here is the last chapter to this story. Like stated on my profile, I do not give up on my stories. It will just take a long time from now on to finish them.
Anyways enjoy the last chapter and review please. Thank you in advance. :)
Warning: Lemon in this chapter
He was freaking out.
Today was the day of his performance and the day he would go out on a date with that man he had just met the other day.
He was so torn apart in different directions and stressed beyond belief. All he wanted to do was to call the whole concert off and lay in his bed with Gilbert all day. But he couldn't because this was the biggest day of his life. Everything could change and he could start his career if the board accepted him.
But how could he put on a great performance with all of this on his mind now?
Roderich was practically pulling his hair out as he paced his room contemplating what he should do. Just as if it couldn't get worse, he heard Gilbert calling from downstairs.
Gott, how does he always manage to get into his home!?
"Roddy! Come downstairs I'm here!"
He sighed and fixed his hair since it was sticking out all over the place from pulling on it and then made his way downstairs.
Gilbert was waiting at the end of the stairs with a large smile planted on his face and his arms wide open waiting for a hug.
But instead of letting him hold him and enjoying his warmth, he just walked right past him and made his way to kitchen.
"Well hello to you too." Gilbert frowned and followed him into the kitchen. Roderich started to make some coffee while still ignoring the other.
Gilbert had no idea why he was acting this way but then he suddenly remembered that he had his concert today and he was probably way over stressed. He looked it too. Well, might as well cheer him up he thought.
Gilbert walked from behind him and hugged him from around the waist. Usually by now Roderich would push him away or complain, but for some reason he just stood there making coffee and pretending like he wasn't even there.
Gilbert felt a pang of hurt as he leaned his head forward over his shoulder to get a look at his face.
"Roddy?" He pouted and was now concerned when he saw the troubled look on his face.
"Yes?"
"Are you okay?" Gilbert asked as he kept his head on his shoulder eyeing the other.
Roderich sighed. "I'm fine."
"No you're not." He wasn't fooled. He could tell what Rod was feeling and right now it seemed he was being indifferent.
"Yes I am. Just let me be for now." He responded sternly and Gilbert felt the need to withdraw his hold from his body. He backed away a little and was bummed out that he was feeling this way. If there was anything he needed, he would do anything to make him feel better.
"Are you nervous about tonight?"
"Yes." In fact he was more than nervous, he was scared. He wanted to do well, but at the same time he was worrying about what was going to happen after the concert.
How will he be able to handle what he had agreed to? It felt like he had been tricked.
"Well don't be. I'll be there." He could sense that Gilbert was smiling from behind him and it made him feel so much worse. He had no idea what was going to happen and he didn't have the courage to tell him. He was way too much of a coward to do so.
"Alright." He quickly answered as he finished making himself some coffee and turned around slowly with his mug in hand.
He felt him staring at him as he slowly raised his eyes to meet his.
His heart sunk at the look he was giving him. The normally crazy Prussian now had a look of concern on his beautiful face that was teasing his heart strings. He wanted so badly to explain what happened but he was afraid that if he did, then he wouldn't understand and then their relationship would be over.
He didn't want to lose him. He had to think of a plan.
"Specs you know that you'll do fine. You're always so perfect about everything, so this should be a no brainer right?"
Roderich sighed and turned around to see that Gilbert was indeed smiling at him like he usually did. Despite the way he was feeling, he couldn't help but to smirk back.
"Ja, that is true. I'm just nervous that's all. Don't worry about it."
"Okay good. There's the Roddy I know! Now can I have a hug?" Gilbert pouted and Roderich sighed and closed his eyes shaking his head back and forth.
"Okay whatever you want."
"Awesome!" Gilbert moved forward and pulled him into a tight hug. All the while Roderich's insides were turning from the upcoming future ahead of him.
Night fall came and Roderich paced back and forth in the backstage of the auditorium. It was mere minutes before he was next in line to play. He was the second to last runner up and every second that had passed he freaked out inside even more.
It wasn't the fact that there were about five hundred people outside watching the performance, it was the fact that Gilbert was there in the audience as well and that the impending chaos that will soon follow the concert afterwards.
He has never felt this way in his life. He honestly wanted nothing more than to turn back time and tell the guy off and then go home with Gilbert and…
He started to blush when he thought about sleeping with Gilbert again. But this time, it would be different. Way different. Honestly he didn't know if he was ready to go through with it yet. But he definitely was thinking about it lately and he wanted to if he was up for it.
But now he had hardly any time to think about that. His problems would have to be dealt with after the concert had ended.
Right now in this very moment, he had a performance to do.
Roderich took in a deep breath to calm himself down and shook his hands out to relieve any tension that might cause him to screw up during the concert.
There was just one other person ahead of him and then he was the second to last to go up on stage. The man before him was playing the clarinet and it sounded great so far. He wasn't very fond of the instrument because he preferred the piano and violin over everything else, but it still sounded nice.
Now it was only minutes before it was his turn. He tried his best to calm himself down and then before he knew it the door opened to his rehearsal room.
"Mr. Edelstein. Are you ready?"
Roderich cleared his throat and straightened his glasses out. "Yes."
"Okay, please come this way." The man led him to one of the entrances of the main stage and they both stood there waiting for his announcement to come.
The other performer finished and got a standing ovation which made him feel even worse about his own performance. But there was no time for jealousy right now. There was also no reason for it at all. He knew he was the best, as egotistical as that may have sounded. Also, everyone had told him so as well; even the music director stated that he was one of the best.
And now he would prove it to the whole community and board. It was finally time. The moment he had waited for his entire life was here.
"The next performer is Mr. Roderich Edelstein with his musical piece called "Walzer des gestörten."
The audience clapped and then he was told to enter the stage.
His heart skipped a beat in his chest for a moment from the site. Hundreds of people were clapping and watching him as he entered the stage. He thought he wouldn't get stage fright, but he was so wrong in that sense.
He started to shake a little as he forced himself to move and then bow at the audience before he took his seat at the piano.
His hands were sweating from the massive panic attack he was having, and he wished with every inch of his soul for one simple distraction from Gilbert. As if he ever would wish for such a thing, he actually did now and it really didn't shock him in the least.
He was really panicking and he couldn't move. He couldn't even look at the audience he was so scared.
But then a miracle happened.
"Roddy! Hey Rod over here!" Gilbert shouted from the front row of the audience causing Roderich to jump in his seat. He turned and saw that he was smiling up at him and waved.
"Do you best specs! Remember I'm here for you!" He smiled.
Roderich suddenly felt warmth inside. He remembered his words from before how that he should never be scared and that he would be there to watch and support him no matter what.
If only the fool knew that the piece he made was actually about their relationship together. But he could never tell him that and he would probably take it to his grave at this point.
But for some reason, Gilbert had calmed him down. He took another deep breath and smirked at the other before turning back to the keys of his piano and got into place.
There was silence now as the crowd calmed down their clapping, and then he played.
Just like he practiced all of those times in the past. All of those long hard hours of hardly any sleep or eating. His fingers danced fluently on the keys. He always put himself in another world that closed out everything when he got into his music. It was the only way he could play well and it always seemed to work.
He played to his heart's content and prayed that he wouldn't have a slip up. It was a nerve wracking situation, but before he knew it he was almost close to the ending score. Minutes seemed to have passed by and before he could figure it out, a whole twenty minutes had passed. He had made it to the very end which was the most dramatic and fast paced, but he was proud of himself.
He put all of his heart and emotion into it and as he did so he pictured in his head all the memories of him and Gilbert. From start to finish, he remembered how they first met, then to the very first day that he came to his house (without being invited of course) and annoyed the crap out of him.
Then he remembered the very first time they kissed. Well it wasn't a real kiss because he was just trying to save the poor idiots life. But that day when he first set eyes on such deep red, he knew he had felt something.
What he and Gilbert had was special. He never wanted to admit it, but now he couldn't hide it anymore.
This feeling was new to him, but at a whole different level that he never felt before. But he had a feeling what it was, and now that he felt this way he knew that he was going to lose him now.
His mood shattered and suddenly he lost the good feeling and memories as he stopped mid play.
He stood there with his head bowed a little and eyes squeezed shut.
'How could I be so stupid?' He thought as he grimaced and dropped his hands from the piano placing them in his lap.
He couldn't hear past the crowd that was starting to talk out of confusion about what was going on.
'How could I hurt the only one that I-'
"Roderich!"
All noise was blocked as he just sat there silent and not moving. He didn't hear the crowd start to talk louder now and he also didn't notice Gilbert yelling for him.
"Roderich, hey listen! Please!"
Then he suddenly snapped out of it. He couldn't let his feelings destroy his career or put down the only one that he loved. Gilbert. No he had to do this.
Immediately he went back to playing. He started the ending verse once again and flowed through it with ease. That seemed to calm the audience down a little and stopped the announcer from coming onto the stage to apologize.
It was a bad slip up from him, but he would now make up for it.
He played and played. Each note and symphony just as perfect as the next. Then he finished with a couple of strong notes that held so much emotion and memories for him that tears started to fall from his face.
Then there was silence.
Silence that once again covered the auditorium. Roderich was extremely terrified to even look, so he just closed his eyes and take in a breath when suddenly the whole room started to cheer and clap for him.
He opened his eyes in shock as he turned his head and saw the audience had given him a standing ovation.
He was astonished, more than shocked as he watched them with a smile and wiped away at his tears. He got up from his chair and bowed to his audience.
Then he heard Gilbert screaming out his name like a mad man. It wasn't even embarrassing to him. In fact, he felt like the luckiest person on earth.
Here he was on stage and had completed his first performance. The performance that would probably start his life long career and it was all because of the help of his very best friend.
He looked down and smiled at Gilbert with the most adoration he had ever felt. Gilbert noticed and his smile faded to more of a loving smirk.
Roderich wanted to stay up there and bow at his audience forever, but the announcer called for him to exit the stage. He gave one last bow and exited the stage. When he got back there he started to hyperventilate and his whole body started to shake. He had to hold himself against the wall so he wouldn't fall over.
He did it. He finally did it.
An arm circled around his waist from behind as he jumped and turned around to see that it was Gilbert.
"Amazing. Just amazing Roddy." He smiled and before he could respond back, he was pulled into a kiss.
When his lips touched his, he felt sparks fly. It was the kind of kiss that you knew was meant to be. Gilbert's lips against his never felt so perfect. From their very first day to now, he always loved the way they felt against his own.
It was soft and warm. Not to gentle, but not too rough either. It was just perfect.
He pulled away and it left him breathless. He opened his eyes slowly to look into Gilberts and noticed that they held something so much more than happiness. He could have sworn that he was looking at him with lo-
"Hello Mr. Edelstein."
Out of shock he pulled himself from Gilbert's hold and fixed his white button down waist coat in nervousness.
"Oh, uh hello Eric."
Eric stood there and bowed slightly to him completely ignoring Gilbert in the process.
"That was a wonderful performance. You may have messed up a little, but you came back with a smash. We should definitely celebrate tonight." He smirked.
Roderich paled and Gilbert scowled.
"He said what?" Gilbert turned to Roderich. "Sorry I didn't think I heard him correctly. Did this Herr just say that you two are going to celebrate?" He asked out of anger now and Roderich could do nothing but just stand there and fall apart inside.
"Oh I apologize, I'm Eric and you are?" He held out his hand to Gilbert but all it did was cause him to scoff.
"Gilbert. His boyfriend. Who are you to him?" Gilbert placed his hands on his hips and stared him down.
Eric was a little taken back at his answer and Roderich felt like he just wanted to melt into a little puddle on the floor and evaporate away.
"Excuse me?"
"You heard me Sir Eric that likes to butt into relationships, who are you to him?" Gilbert stared at him with daggers in his eyes.
Eric stuttered a little and Roderich felt like he had to step in now and stop this before it turned worse.
"He is, um, he's-"
"I'm his acquaintance…for now." Eric interrupted while smirking and winking at Roderich making him feel like he was really going to faint.
"Hell no you're not. This is my hubby so back off!" In an instant Roderich was lifted off his feet and was held bridal style in Gilbert's arms.
He was so shocked and confused about what had happened. He was almost sure that Gilbert would have got upset with him and left. But this had taken a totally different route.
"G-Gilbert?" Roderich asked completely embarrassed by the way he was holding him in front of this man, but at the same time he was relieved that he was protecting him in this moment.
"Come Roddy, let's go home and fuck. Screw this loser, kesese!" His words send shivers down his spine and Gilbert carried him away from a dumbfounded Eric and out the door of the theatre.
He then put Roderich down and watched as he tried to compose himself.
"What was, Gilbert you, that was, what the fuck!?" He screamed at him out of anger and confusion.
"Psh you should at least be thankful that I got that creeper off of you." He smirked.
"That was wrong. I mean, he was a gentleman! You can't do-"
"Shut up Roddy." Gilbert pulled him into a kiss that quickly turned heated. Roderich melted into the kiss and pushed himself closer to his body so it was if that they were melded into one.
Gilbert pulled away from the kiss and breathed the next words onto his lips.
"I love you."
Roderich froze but then shivered. The words coursing through his brain as they were just said and processed.
He loved him. It was too good to be true. It was something he wanted to hear for a long time but never realized it until now.
"I..love you too Gilbert." Roderich responded back in almost a whisper as violet eyes met with red.
And in that moment, they knew that they were both in love with each other and nothing would ever break them apart…or try to ever again.
The door flew open to Roderich's home as he was practically slammed against his closet when they had entered. Lips clashed together and the sounds of moans filled the air.
Gilbert dipped his tongue into Roderich's mouth massaging it with his own and Roderich relished in the feeling of it all.
His hands roamed starting from Roderich's hips, then up his shirt feeling the softness that lied from beneath. Roderich shuddered into the kiss and became more pliant as he felt those same fingers grazing his stomach move to undo his vest.
When it became free he shivered at the cold feeling of being exposed. Gilbert dipped his head and started to lick and kiss at his neck. He let out a groan of approval as he started to make his way downwards.
"Gilbert…" He whispered and gasped as he left his soft lips caress his skin and motioned down to his stomach. He stopped just before the belt of his pants and looked up to him for approval.
Something stirred inside Roderich besides lust. He was completely in love with this man. So in love that he never thought he would say the next thing that came out of his mouth. He owed so much to this man and he felt like he deserved what he was about to do to him next.
"No."
"Huh?" Gilbert frowned up at him.
"No…get up here."
Roderich was shaking now as Gilbert obliged and rose from the floor. He stared at him for a second before moving to kiss him and without warning he grabbed his hand and dragged him to his music room.
There he saw the piano that was lit up by the moonlight. It created such a romantic setting that was much like the one he had in his dreams when he would dream of him and Gilbert being together.
A blush rose to his face but he quickly moved to the piano dragging him along without stopping. Gilbert looked confused but then was pushed roughly to sit on the piano chair.
"R-Roddy?" He asked in confusion as he watched Roderich lower himself to a kneeling position in between his legs and started to undo his belt.
"It's my turn."
He tried to keep his breathing under control as he started to undo his pants. He honestly had no idea what he was doing or how he was going to do it, but he wanted to repay Gilbert for the longest time. This was the only way he knew that would make it even.
He didn't dare look up at Gilbert when he finished unzipping his pants and urged him to lift his hips up so that he could slide his pants down. Gilbert followed his instruction and sat up a little as Roderich slowly dug his fingers in the hem of his black dress pants and pulled down until they lay by his feet.
Roderich was breathing shallowly now as he slowly raised his eyes up his legs and then saw his arousal.
It was perfect in every way. A little larger than his to his own, but it was still amazing. It just stood up and he raised his eyes some more to see that Gilbert was staring at him with awe and pure lust in his half lidded eyes.
Without another word, Roderich lowered his head and kissed the tip of his erection. It was a slow kiss at first, just lips touching skin and then he let his tongue peek out and dragged it up along the slit.
Gilbert let out a small groan from above and that encouraged him to go further.
This was all new to him, being a virgin and all. Actually being a homosexual virgin was even more thrilling and embarrassing because it was of his same-sex, though he had no idea what to do or where to start. But this is just where he thought best he'd start and see where it went from there.
This was a moment that he had thought about for a while, and now that he was in the action of doing it, he thought he'd make it the best that he could.
He then slipped his arousal past his lips and felt the hard member slide all the way to the back of his throat.
Gilbert placed his hand on the top of his head and grabbed at his dark locks lightly as he eased him on slowly.
A shiver of arousal flowed through him as he was encouraged to go on by the other. He was probably doing a good job so far which boosted his ego, and made him hard at the same time.
He couldn't help himself now as he started to move his head back and forth letting his cock slide in and out of his mouth in a slow pace just at first.
He then picked up his pace when he heard the first moan that escaped out Gilbert's mouth. So he started to move faster now and snuck a glance above to see that Gilbert was watching him with half lidded eyes and his white hair falling into his face making him look absolutely hot at the moment.
Roderich moaned around his member sending a small vibration causing Gilbert to grab his hair tighter making him move faster.
Roderich never felt this way before and he was thankful that he had this opportunity to share this rare moment with the one that he loved.
He kept sucking and rolling his tongue around the head every so often as he felt Gilbert start to buck a little hard into his mouth.
"Ah." Gilbert moaned again as his breathing picked up. Suddenly he couldn't take it anymore as he moved his hand down to rub at his own erection through his pants. It was just too hot sucking his best friend and now lover off and he felt so aroused that he had to touch himself in the process.
"St-Stop. Wait." Gilbert moved his head off of him as Roderich looked up at him with half lidded eyes, swollen lips, and breathing heavily.
"What?"
"Come with me to your room." He breathed and it sent another chill flow through his body.
He gasped as Gilbert lifted him up from the ground and smirked at him while he tugged away his arousal for the meantime and then led him to the upstairs.
Roderich felt like he was in a dream as Gilbert practically dragged him up the stairs to his room. When they got there he wasted no time in removing his vest and then quickly started at his pants.
Roderich was panting now and standing there not knowing what to do with himself as he was suddenly freed from his pants and his shoes. Now he was standing there with his undergarments watching Gilbert and wondering what was going to happen next.
Gilbert smirked at him and took off his own shirt. He did it slowly too showing off his abdomen which was perfectly in shape. How and when he worked out baffled him, but that didn't matter now.
"Like what you see?" Gilbert smirked in a way that made him want to slap him, but at the same time jump him.
"What do you think?" Roderich answered back breathlessly as he lowered himself onto the bed slowly splaying his body out for his every desire.
"I don't know, seems like you kind of like this…"
"Ja, but I would like it even better if you were in bed with me right now." He said it like a command and it only made him laugh and jump in bed with him.
"Sure, mein Liebe."
Gilbert pressed his lips to his once more causing him to gasp into the kiss and then felt one of his hands on his arousal starting to rub it slowly.
"Oh." He breathed and Gilbert chuckled.
"Mm like it?"
"Yes."
Gilbert then sat up and smirked at him even more.
"I'm going to make you feel so good that you'll never want to leave me."
Roderich scoffed. "Hah, ja sure as if you think you're so-"
He let out a moan as Gilbert lifted up his hips to remove his boxers and then suddenly went down on him. His cock was fully engulfed by his warm wet mouth and it sent him into ecstasy.
"Oh!"
"Mmm.." Gilbert hummed as he set his pace against his cock and it made Roderich shiver.
He then pulled off for a second to give a smart remark. "You were saying?"
"Shut up and continue idiot." He grabbed Gilbert by the hair and brought him back down hard on his erection and he took him in with a noise of shock.
Gilbert blushed at the suddenness but continued to move and suck along his cock.
Roderich fell against the pillow and was breathing hard as he felt his mouth going up and down on his erection. It felt so amazing that he never wanted it to stop. He arched and moaned some more as one of Gilbert's fingers suddenly found his way to his entrance and rubbed a finger against it.
Gilbert pulled away again. "Can I?"
"Ah, yes!" He couldn't comprehend well about what was going on, but whatever he was doing felt so good.
Gilbert withdrew the finger for a second and put it in his mouth. He sucked at it trying to wet it as much as he could. Then he removed the finger from his mouth and entered the ring of muscle causing Roderich to arch up from the bed.
"Ahh." He moaned at the strange feeling, and Gilbert wasted no time in moving his finger in and out in a fast pace practically fucking him with it.
Roderich panted some more and lifted his head from the bed to see what he was doing and when he did, it was the sexiest thing he has ever seen.
Gilbert was staring back at him while moving his fingers in and out of him and he couldn't help but to react. He arched his back as it sent him into a frenzy of moans.
He couldn't take it anymore. He was at the point where he lost all forms of shyness and now he just wanted him.
He leaned up from the bed and rested on his elbows as he called out his name.
"Gilbert…take me now."
Gilbert stopped his movement and stared up at him. He had a look in his eyes that told him that he really wanted him. It was that look that sent shivers through his body. He couldn't do anything at that moment but to stare. Stare at those red eyes that used to bore into his so long ago. How he longed to just spend his seconds looking into those deep red eyes of his has been his fantasy that he never knew before.
But now he knew. He wanted Gilbert. He wanted the connection that his soul yearned for all along. No matter how much they argued or how much he annoyed him to no end, he loved him.
"Okay." Gilbert said slowly as he got up carefully and sat up a little without taking his eyes off the other.
"Are you sure about this?" Gilbert seemed to question the situation and it sent a little pang of hurt inside him. He knew he was just being caring, but if he told him that he wanted him, then he really meant it.
"Yes I do. I made up my mind already. Just do this."
It took Gilbert a couple of seconds which looked like he was thinking to finally respond back. "Okay, fine."
Gilbert looked around and then his eyes fell back onto Roderich.
"Do you have any, like lube or something?"
Roderich raised an eyebrow. "No, this is my first time you Dummkopf! Why would I have anything like that?"
"Haha, yea your right. Um…" He thought for another second. "Well judging by the way you pamper yourself; you must have some sort of lotion right?" He smirked.
"Uh, ja. It's inside my drawer. Hold on." Roderich leaned over just a little and removed a bottle of scented lotion. He always loved to put it on his hands when they got too chapped and for nothing more than that obviously.
Gilbert let out a little chuckle. "Psh, I can make a good guess what that is used for."
Roderich immediately blushed. "What are you- no! It's not like that! It's for my hands you-"
"Haha, yea sure." Gilbert interrupted him by snatching the bottle from his hand and started to pour a little into it. Then he brought it to his own erection and started to lather it on.
Roderich watched in amazement and nervousness. They were really about to do this. It was finally going to happen, with his only best friend in the world. But at the same time, it was his lover. So it wouldn't be so bad to go through with this right?
Gilbert finished lathering himself up and then once again made eye contact with him. His eyes shined wildly with both hesitation and wonder. But he quickly ignored that awkward feeling and slowly leaned down and laid his body a little on top of Roderich.
He stared into his violet eyes once before he leaned in for a kiss. Roderich breathed in the kiss as he closed his eyes and felt Gilbert lean his body against him a little more. He let himself go into the kiss so much that he didn't feel Gilbert positioning himself to his entrance and pushing in.
A gasp left his mouth as his eyes opened wide staring into only other than Gilberts own as he eased himself in slowly. Gilbert swallowed his gasp in a deep kiss that left Roderich breathing heavily through his nose.
It hurt. It wasn't unbearable but he definitely wasn't expecting this weird feeling. It was as if he was full and honestly at this point he didn't care. It was Gilbert doing this with him, and no other. He was his first and that's all that he cared about now.
Slowly Gilbert closed his eyes and deepened the kiss by caressing his tongue with his and Roderich couldn't help but do the same. He closed his eyes as well and then as if given no warning, Gilbert started to move.
Roderich breathed out hard again at the feeling and scrunched his eyebrows together from the little pain and strange feeling as Gilbert moved slowly in and out of him. The pain was started to go away a little and he was starting to feel something else within the next couple of moments. Thank the lord that he had used lotion because otherwise he wouldn't have been able to handle this with just using spit.
Gilbert's breaths were coming in fast as he picked up his pace a little more grinding into him and kissed him with more vigor. His tongue danced with his tasting all of him and it sent Roderich to moan out of nowhere.
He moaned into the kiss and started to move his hips a little to follow his movements. Gilbert had pulled away to gain some of his breath back. In the meantime he opened his eyes a little and Roderich did the same. Before they knew it they were making love for the first time.
Roderich couldn't help but pull him into another kiss. Gilbert complied and passionately kissed him as he started to move faster. They moaned and panted into each other's mouths as Gilbert moved deeper and faster into him. Roderich pulled away from the kiss again gasping as he threw his head back into the pillows moaning out loud.
Gilbert watched as he did this and couldn't help but to grab his legs by the thighs and push them upwards until they almost touched his chest. He leaned more forward and started to kiss him again. Their movements started to get more erratic as they were both reaching their peak of letting go.
"Rod, I can't anymore." Gilbert panted as he kept his movement but tried to slow down a little.
Roderich wasn't having it. He never felt this way before and he wanted to make it last, but he was only fooling himself. He was almost losing himself as well.
"I-can't. I think I'm going to...ahhh." Roderich moaned deeply as Gilbert hit a spot inside of him that sent him over the edge. His body started to shake as he moaned out his name spilling his seed on their stomachs. His orgasm has tightened his insides so much that Gilbert let out a gasp and a moan himself spilling into the other.
They both road out their orgasms together and eventually came to a stop. Gilbert panted above him and stared down at him with his eyes clouded with euphoria and adoration. He smiled down at him with his usual smile and Roderich couldn't help but chuckle and smile back.
They finally got together. It took them this long to figure out that they were in love all this time. Though it didn't matter, because at this very moment they knew that they would always be together.
Who knew what the future held for them at this point. But all Roderich knew was that this was just the beginning and that he was in for an exciting journey with his best friend and now love Gilbert Beilschmidt.
Five months later.
Roderich sat at his piano in his music room playing one of his favorite tunes the 'Waldszenen'. It was a beautiful day out without clouds in the sky and the sun shined through one of his large windows radiating the room and his piano.
He loved days like this…especially waking up to them without any nasty weather or problems.
He used to have so many problems. That was until he got a career in music and finally started his life. With the money he made and the fans he gained through his talent, nothing could ruin his mood. Ever.
Well, there was just one thing that could…
"Roddy! What are you doing my sexy beast?" Gilbert laughed and hugged him from behind startling him.
Roderich was about to yell at him at first, but then he stopped himself and laughed back.
"Hi Gilbert."
"Practicing again are you? Ugh, when are you ever going to stop?" Gilbert sighed.
"Never." Roderich answered simply and began to play again.
"Fine, whatever. As long as we get to go out to lunch together again today. Yesterday was good, but I have a better place! I want to try this and-" Gilbert kept talking and mumbling on about all the places he wanted to take him to eat as he paced around the room. Roderich kept playing and started up a tune of Clair De Lune. He played and at the same time kept his focus on his lover's words.
How funny it was that after all these years that they went from best friends to lovers. He couldn't be happier and honestly it was such a great feeling. He loved his music…and Gilbert. That's all he needed and honestly, it didn't bother him one bit anymore about his presence. Nothing could stop him from playing his music. Nothing could stop him from loving the crazed man who was now his very own boyfriend.
It wasn't something he thought he could ever stand before. But now he found himself loving every moment of it.
Yep, such a lovely distraction.