((An: CHRISTMAS SPECIAL!: This was originally going to be two chapters. But I decided to merge them. Warning: This chapter may shock you to your core...))

Aurora sat in the carriage, right across from Ciel. They were heading to his mansion. Aurora was a bit hesitant about going. Who would want to live with a psycho demon? Unless you were into Sebastian...

She noticed Sebastian kept peeking through the window at them, seeming to think Aurora would harm Ciel in some way. She wouldn't dare harm a child. But of course, Sebastian didn't trust her, not after her display of powers. Speaking of which she felt incredibly sore and achy. She napped most of the ride. But as nightfall fell, she felt incredibly cold, and held her hands out, a little flame appearing in her hands. Ciel watched, amazed. Why was everyone surprised with her powers?

"I know you plan to use me as bait for Undertaker...It won't work. Undertaker doesn't work that way...Hes too...Advanced..." She said, earning a surprised look from Ciel.

"Then what do you propose we do then?" He asked her. And she blinked. "...I don't know, honestly...Hes different...even I don't know him fully well..." She trailed off. They had arrived to their destination. Sebastian got down and opened the door, glaring at Aurora. "Ladies first..." He said calmly. Aurora stepped out, then Ciel, only to be glomped by his servants. "MASTER CIEL WE WERE SO WORRIED!" They screamed at him. Aurora almost giggled. But the pain in her heart restricted her from feeling happy again.

Soma and Agni were watching. And again, Soma was blushing at Aurora. She tried not to take notice. She would stay forever faithful to Undertaker. Nobody would change her mind...Nobody...

.../\/\/\...

Aurora was brought into a bare bedroom, which looked incredibly uncomfortable. She missed her home back at the shop... Sebastian stood beside her. "This will be your room for the remainder of your stay. Clothes are in the wardrobe." Sebastian then bowed to her, of course Aurora knew he was aggravated with her.

Quickly Aurora went over to the wardrobe, opening and finding...Girly...Frilly...Maid...Dresses. "I'm not fucking wearing this crap." She glared at Sebastian. He gave her an odd look. "And why not? It's what all woman wear."

"I'm against dresses. I come from a different area where woman can wear what they want. Where they are not judged. I'm not wearing any of this crap." She couldn't reveal she was from the future.

Sebastian narrowed his eyes, irises glowing a fuchsia red. "You would do best to respect what the young master provides for you."

Aurora narrowed her eyes, her irises turning red. "I would if he took more consideration in his servants..."

Just then, Ciel came in, looking Aurora up and down. She blinked, her irises turning back to a golden hazel. She couldn't be mad towards Ciel. He reminded her of a family member she would possibly never see again.

"Sebastian, set up a time for Nina to come over and make an outfit for miss Aurora..." He said, before leaving the bedroom. Sebastian sighed in irritation. "Yes, my lord." Aurora smirked and giggled, earning a death glare from Sebastian. Still, she didn't care. Her eyes then looked towards the floor, eyes brimming with tears. How was she supposed to find happiness in all this?

She pulled Undertaker's lockets out from her pocket, staring at all the names. Were these all lovers from the past? She clutched them close to her. She wouldn't let go. She would take good care of these treasured items. And as soon as she saw Undertaker. She would give them back. Her eyes then looked at the ring Undertaker gave her. She slipped it off, examining it, before putting it on her ring finger. She could only hope...

.../\/\/\...

"Hello everyone, I'm here!" Said a young woman with auburn hair in a pony tail, glasses and a charming smile. Aurora stared at her. She was gorgeous. She reminded her of herself when she was in highschool and wore her glasses.

"Miss Nina!" Squealed Elizabeth, who went over to hug her. Still, Aurora continued to stare at her. Nina then took notice of her and her eyes went wide. "Such a full bodied figure. Oh my. A fine example of a Rubenesque!"

Aurora smiled. "I'm glad you didn't call me fat instead." She was already liking this woman, until Nina got up from behind her and touched one of her breasts. " I wouldn't dream of calling you such a word!" Squish Squish...

Aurora tensed up. She had forgotten Nina was touchy feely. Like she was with Mey-Rin. A blush crept unto her face. It wasn't a good idea that a beautiful woman such as Nina was fondling her. "Such a full bust as well!"

"Ahem..." Ciel interrupted, startling Nina. "We have set up the changing room for you both." He said, ending the strange moment.

Nina was soon getting my measurements. I felt a little exposed being in just my undergarments. And a tad embarrassed. Not many women liked to show of their tummy if they were big like me.

"I haven't had a Rubenesque woman measured by me before. What exactly are you looking to wear?" She asked me. I smiled. "What you are wearing...I grew up wearing mens clothes. And I want to continue doing so." Nina's eyes shined. "FINALLY! SOMEONE WHO AGREES WITH ME! I HAVE THE PERFECT OUTFIT FOR YOU!" She squealed, rummaging around in the fabric. I sighed. Just standing there. Thinking about Undertaker, as usual...

There had to be a catch to this. Why would he leave me if he loved me? And in such a bad situation to boot...

"All done!" Squeaked Nina. Holy crap she was fast. It was a old style tunic that was exactly her size. The cuffs were frilled. I smiled. "It's my favorite color...I love purple...Thank you..." I tried it on, finding it fit me perfectly. I looked like Jack sparrows girlfriend from the last movie. I loved outfits like those. It suited me well...

.../\/\/\...

I stared out the window, watching Finnian run around the garden with Snake. Something was going on. Oh thats right...It was easter...And I wasn't invited. Oh well, who cares. I then floated upside down, crossing my arms. I then shut my eyes. This was how I meditated. I did this almost several times a day when I was with Undertaker. And he was always trying to stuff biscuits into my mouth as he went past. A smile crossed my lips. I could only focus on the good memories...

My stomach suddenly growled, making me open my eyes in a shocked expression. I never felt such a deep hunger before...I only ate two hours ago. Maybe I was just bored? Or Depressed? No. It was my stomach talking... I was hungry.

"Well...Fuck." I grumped, swinging right side up and walking out of the bedroom. Maybe I could get away with a few snacks? I made my way down the hallway, eyes scanning around. It was clear. But there was always the threat of the butler... I found the kitchen, only a few feet away. The silence was deafening. I paused, before leaning against the wall in the hallway, wondering what was wrong with me. After the ship, I felt incredibly weakened. Perhaps I wasn't getting enough sleep? I needed to relax. Emotions were wearing me down...I couldn't help it...I loved him... I winced as my stomach growled again. I felt mad with hunger.

I snuck into the kitchen, looking around. Some bread or even a pastry sounded fine with me. But I was getting a strange craving in my throat...Something that I hadn't had for a long time. It was mustard. Perhaps I just exploded too much energy out of me, and my body was desperately trying to gain it all back with food. Food was energy after all... Though...Mustard sounded really good right about now... Did they even have mustard in this time?

I peeked over the counter comically, before ducking. One of the servants ran past the door. I soon peeked back up, seeing a few scones on the counter. I wanted only one, but my body told me to take it all...

I quickly snatched a scone, chomping down on it. I would waste no time...And now I was thirsty...I went over to the sink, cupping my hands in the cold water and gulping it down. I felt my body become relieved. What the fuck was going on with these strange cravings?

"You could have asked for food if you were that desperate..." Rang Sebastian's voice. I jumped, biting my lip hard. I slowly turned to look at him. I was busted. I felt like such a child...

"S-Sorry...My body is overspent and it's trying to make up for what it lost by eating..." Sebastian raised an eyebrow. Was he not expecting me to answer so truthfully? Was it because I was acting different from when I attacked him?

"Yes well...The master won't be pleased at the thought of you stealing food. So next time you need something, just ask..." His voice sounding cold and irritated once again. He then began to walk away.

"...I'm curious..." I started, making him pause in his walk, he turned his head, red glowing eyes staring at me. "Yes?..."

"...Can you talk to crows?" I asked with a small smile.

"..." Sebastian blinked in surprise, before raising an eyebrow. That was of course, a very odd question. And of course, didn't know how to answer since I was blunt about asking it. And also, how did I know his other form was a crow?

I then smiled wide, before walking out of the room, going right past him. It was funny seeing that look on Sebastian's face. Oh how I was going to enjoy tormenting him...

I was about to open the door to my room, when Soma appeared by my side, blushing furiously. "M-Miss Aurora! I-I've been watching you from afar and fancied you immediately...I wanted to know! W-would you be my handmaiden! O-Or if you prefer...M-My wife..." He looked incredibly embarrassed. No doubt it was a spur of the moment. I looked him up and down. "...I am already with a man..." I then showed him the ring Undertaker gave me, his eyes widened.

I then softened my eyes. "I know you've been hurt in the past. And this will hurt you even more. But please, Prince Soma...Don't let it stop you from obtaining happiness...You will find the right one for you..." I said, before going into my bedroom and shutting the door, leaving a puzzled Soma. Though...He felt...slightly enlightened. Instead of feeling a deep sorrow, he felt more encourage to keep searching. He then turned and walked off.

I leaned against the door, sighing softly. The noises were annoying. I missed the dead silence of Undertaker's shop...

"I cannot promise I will stay with you...But I can promise...I am fond of you..." My eyes averted to the floor. Something was fishy about all this. I grunted, my legs felt sore. I made my way to the bed and fell over, sighing. A itch was in the back of my mind...
I sat up, staring at my wrists. There, was that horrific feeling from before, that feeling which made my body feel like burning lead...
The suicidal thoughts were back...
I wanted to end it...I wanted it to stop...the pain...the heartbreaking pain...Oh, how it hurt...

I pulled out a knife from my pocket, eyeing the sharpness of it. I stared at my reflection on it, that face which was different...Older...wiser...

This wasn't me anymore.

I was about to bring the blade down, when the lockets that's were hiding in my bra fell to the floor with a clang. I paused, looking down at them, finding Claudia P's locket facing up at me. It was symbolic, an eerie moment...

I could not die yet...
.../\/\/\...

"Keep a good finger on the trigger, line up your shot..." Said Mey-Rin, who was helping to position my arms right. I was trying my best. I had never shot a real gun before. And these guns were Winchester rifles...

Mey-Rin then threw a plate off the building. My eyes narrowed, my vision zooming in, locking onto the plate.

I fired, the plate exploding from the fired bullet. Mey-Rin's eyes widened, she had never met someone who could see just as good as she could. It was incredible...

I then stood up, giving a gentle smile. "That was fun...Um...Your glasses...Um...They are cracked...Want me to fix them for you?" I asked politely. Mey-Rin blinked, "U-Uh No No! The master gave these to me!"

"I'm well aware of that. But I can restore the lens..." I said, raising an eyebrow.

"I-It's alright! I can..." She went quiet as she watched the large crack in her glasses slowly seal up and disappear. Her eyes went wide. "H-How did you do that!?"
"You're not the only one with amazing abilities." I said with a smile. Mey-Rin sighed nervously. "T-Thank you."

"You're welcome dear...Don't ever stop being a deadshot..."

I stared at the newest servant of The phantomhives, Snake. He was a interesting male. Those gold eyes of his...So unique. Was he born like that? What was he exactly?

"So you love being in here? I can see why, it's warm for your friends." I said, smiling a little. Snake nodded. "And Black can give us free range of the green house. And hunt mice and other virmin, says goeth..." He said with a calm expression. I was momentarily distracted by one of his snakes going up my pant leg.

I raised an eyebrow, gently picking it up. "Whos this one?" I asked, earning a rather surprised glance from Snake. I picked it up with no fear. I had nothing to worry about, I easily trusted Snake. "That is oscar, says goethe...He says you smell different." He said with a suspcious look. I looked a little saddened. I wasn't the bad type of smell was I? "I'm not fully human...If thats what you mean..." I said, letting his snake slither onto my shoulder. Now Snake looked curious. "You smell less like a human everyday, says Oscar..." I swallowed nervously then. Would I lose myself?

.../\/\/\...

I bit my lip. Today was another boring day...I would never be happy...Would I? Was the universe punishing me? Most likely... I felt depressed, sickened even. It was hard to get out of bed in the morning. Of course, Ciel and Sebastian didn't care about me...

I was in my bed, eyes shutting and closing. Images of Undertaker passed through my memories...Smiling...giggling...pulling pranks on me..

Undertaker promised he would love me...But he still left me...I feel like hurting myself again...But...The lockets are stopping me...Why is something always stopping me?

"I'm sorry..."

A flutter of clothing and a voice awoke me. I saw a figure in the window and blinked quickly. "U-Under...Taker?" It was gone when I opened my eyes. I gasped. Was that Undertaker?

...No...A dream...

Why was my mind tormenting me? Undertaker wouldn't come back. I felt my chest was on fire. My stomach was hurting. I couldn't take it anymore. I pulled my legs into my chest and began sobbing. I missed him dearly...

"...It's not Easter without Undertaker..."

I found myself hiding in the bedroom at times. And Sebastian would usually have to force me out to go clean something with Mey-Rin...I was truly alone...I would possibly not get back with Undertaker ever again and that fueled a dark anger within me. I wanted him to suffer what I suffered. But I wasn't like that...No...I wasn't a bad person...Besides letting Undertaker kill hundreds of people on the ship...Was it possibly because, it was their time? If not be him, then sometimes else would have happened? Or that I knew it would happen because of the manga?

I sighed, pulling out my cellphone. Which survived the sea water. Something wasn't right here...I flipped through photos, finding one with Undertaker sitting on a tombstone. I smiled softly. Why did he look so cute...

My anger faded, but my urge to see him again wasn't. My heart was racing. I had to find him...I would find my mate...

And give him a good whack on the head...

.../\/\/\...

I found myself in the garden with Finnian. I had helped him grow plants over the next few days. I was teaching him to sing to the plants. Singing to them always helped them grow faster. Like what happened with me in the forest...I would never sing so happily again... For all the happiness was gone...I felt like such an emo...

"Miss Aurora! There is a tulip growing in the garden!" Said an excited Finnian. I smiled a little. Tulips was my mothers favorite flower. I walked over, seeing the tiny purple tulip growing all alone. "It wants friends..." I smiled.

"Oh! We should put it with the daisies!" He said, smiling. I nodded, gently digging it out. Then repotting it next to the daisies. "There we go...Now it's happy." I said. Finnian nodded, eyes brightening. He was just too damn cute... I stared at the tulip, was mom showing me a sign?
.../\/\/\...

"My my, So you've been having some weight gain? It is winter after all." Nina said, taking my measurements again. I laughed. "Nah, I just like food and have been getting into the sweets."

"Thats understandable. It's hard to resist." Nina agreed, putting a measurement string around my waist, before looking at it. "You gained only 2 and a half inches. It's nothing to worry about. It's fixable. I nodded. Though in the back of my mind, I couldn't help but wonder what made me gain so much weight. I was THAT depressed? That hurt?... Shocking...Not really.

"Here we are!" She cooed, showing me my improved outfit. I smiled. "You are quick and amazing." I said. She smiled wide. At least there was someone who agreed with me...

.../\/\/\...

"You want me to go with?..." I trailed off, looking at Sebastian and Ciel. Ciel nodded. "Yes. We want you to assist us while I'm in Weston Collage. The only problem is, it's an all male boarding school..." He trailed off and I slowly looked toward Sebastian. "You cut my hair, you die." I threatened.

"But it will look more believable if your hair is cut short." Sebastian said, smirking. I glared intensely. "Just give me a top hat. I can fix up my hair to make it look short..."

.../\/\/\...

Once again, I awoke in the middle of the night, staring at the window. I always felt like something was watching me. It was eerie. Bone chilling...I got up, getting dressed and making my way to the kitchen. Why was I hungry so fucking much? I saw some pastries. I kept thinking Sebastian kept leaving me some snacks. But that wasn't like him. No. It had to be Finnian. Or possibly Baldroy...

I began to snack on the pastries, only to hear my stomach gurgle. My eyes widened. And before I could think, I was vomiting on the floor. Was the pastries poisoned? No. They were fine. They smelled exactly the same. I remembered I felt queasy yesterday as well. Maybe I was coming down with the flu? But I wasn't human much anymore...How could I be sick? I stared at the vomit on the floor, before getting to cleaning up. Something was clearly wrong. And also my powers had diminished. Something was happening...But what?

"Are you sure you should be going with us with your... condition?" Sebastian's sadistic voice rang through my ears again. I paused, slowly turning to stare at him. "...Condition?..." I asked, confused. He was standing in the doorway, smirking and irises glowing. Something was up.

"You do not know?..." He asked, grinning in an almost...seductive way. I glared. "Just fucking tell me...I'm not in the mood for games..." I hissed, cleaning up the rag I used to clean up my vomit with...eeew...

"Have you not noticed, you've gained weight, become weakened...Morning sickness?..." He tilted his head, his voice sounding like poison. I shrugged, looking away from him. Before something dawned on me. The hairs on the back of my neck stood on end as the color drained away from my face. My heart began to race. Something so impossible came through my mind. It would threaten to change me completely. Morning sickness, fatigue, loss of power, weight gain...

I was pregnant.

My widened eyes looked down at my stomach...I never once thought to listen to the noises in my stomach...Th-Thump...Th-Thump...

A heartbeat...A beautiful...Tiny...strong...heartbeat...

I was pregnant...I WAS PREGNANT?!

I leaned against the counter, putting my hand over my stomach. No...This couldn't be happening. "...Oh my God...N-No...H-He...He said it was impossible! He wasn't lying!"

"Well now, it appears he didn't know everything about Vampires..." He was staring at me, like a lion to it's prey. I was completely vulnerable. Alone and pregnant. And he was enjoying it. I then stood up, glaring at him. "You're lying...I can't be pregnant. Me and Undertaker are two different species."

"Are you?" He asked suddenly, making me blink in surprise. "Of course...I'm not a reaper..." I said, raising an eyebrow. He just continued to stare. This was going on long enough.

",,,,Did you consume his blood...?" He asked, making me look up in shock. I remembered when I bit Undertaker's arm. The craving for his blood and wanting to mate on my mind. "...Yes, but what does that..."

"Vampire's temporarily gain the abilities of their mate in which they bite...And by being close, they are one..."

I looked down at my stomach, listening to the sounds. I couldn't believe this...Undertaker lied to me? Or did he truly not know? Would the baby survive?...Would I survive? Would Undertaker believe I was pregnant? Would he not want the child? So many What if's crossed my mind. I couldn't believe this...

But I had to...I looked up to glare at Sebastian, going over and getting in his face. "Do not test my emotions. If you are lying, I will kill you..."

He gave a niko smile. "Your threats are meaningless...You don't have the power..." He said in a sickening sweet voice. I then barged past him, not wanting to argue the point any further. I needed to think. I needed to relax. I needed to make sure the child would be alright. I couldn't eat any more pastries...How the fuck did I not know? I was thinking so much about Undertaker...I didn't think to listen to anything...

I made it to my room and shut the door, tears going down my face. I couldn't believe this. Of course I would keep the child. I loved children. I would never give up my child...

Our child...