Is This Love?
A/N: Hey I'm back... sorry don't kill me it took me forever to decide how I wanted this chapter and you will see there is lots of things happening kind of. Plus I had to make the decision about Meg. Well I hope you all enjoy and I will try to update more often but in the mean time Merry Christmas! (If I don't upload in the next 4 days.
Chapter 3
"Emmanuel you son of a bitch, I told you to stay in the car." Dean said as he got up.
"Sorry but this creature-demon came and started talking to me and I thought you were in trouble so I came to help." Emmanuel told him.
"Wait what demon?"
"Dean, Dean, Dean.." Said a demon as it stepped out from behind the demons body pulling the knife with it.
"Meg." Dean said her name with disgust although slightly glad that she killed the demon.
"You know this demon?" 'Emmanuel' asks.
"Yeh we go back hmm... Seven years now. Still as much as a bitch."
"Unicorn why don't you go sit in the car and wait while the big people talk." Meg says.
"I'm not a child and I won't leave Dean alone." 'Emmanuel' says.
"C-Emmanuel just stand outside I will talk with her."
"Well rumours are flying about this 'Emmanuel'." Meg says when 'Emmanuel walked outside. " My curiousity sure got revved up."
"Just tell me what you want Meg." Dean growled at her.
"Imagine my surprise when I track him down and he's with you. And looks just like poor dead Castiel. So Dean what's poor dead Castiel doing in your car out there."
"None of your business."
"Fun but how is he alive." She glares. "Last I heard he played God and then went poof!". Dean was starting to get really annoyed at Meg. She had always had a liking for Cas and after their kiss in Crowleys lair, Dean was downright jealous of her.
"Look I don't know and he doesn't know he's Castiel so keep your mouth shut." Dean glared and looked around the shop.
"I know I've been watching you for hours." She teases. Dean takes a mental double take; Meg had been watching them. That means any demon could be watching although Meg was quite a powerful one. "So here's deal-"
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Dean and Meg exited the shop together. Emmanuel was sitting on the bench.
"She's coming with us?" Asked Emmanuel as he saw the demon coming towards him with Dean.
"Yeh, get in the car. Meg in the back."
"Don't worry Emmanuel I think we'll be good friends too." Meg said going up close to Emmanuel and raising an eyebrow. Dean held himself back not wanting to act out on his jealousy.
"Okay can we go now."
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The car ride was awkward and silent.
"This silence is very uncomfortable is there something I should know?" Emmanuel asked.
"I don't know." Meg replied from the back seat. "Dean?"
"No. Meg has that effect. Awkward you know?" Dean said.
"That must be difficult for you." Emmanuel said to Meg.
"He was making a joke Emmanuel." Meg said with a sigh.
"Oh... Well. Dean about your brother how long ago has it been affecting him?" Emmanuel asked.
"I don't know I don't think it's been too long though it could have started when my.. friend.. did this too him." Dean said the last part through gritted teeth. Meg leant forward.
"Oh are we talking about little Cassie.. Poor him heard he was dead. Great kisser before we found out he was betraying us with freaking Crowley." Meg put emphasis on betraying and Crowley.
"Meg.." Dean growled out threateningly. Meg put her arms up in surrender.
"Okay I get it he was your boyfriend first." Meg joked.
"I thought you said this Cas guy did not have feelings for you? And that you were not dating." Asked Emmanuel confused.
"She was kidding Emmanuel." Dean said praying for the conversation to be over. A few moments later it was once again awkward silence.
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Dean turned the engine off and got out of the car, the others following. He looked towards the entrance of the hospital and saw several people there.
"Oh gracious." Said Emmanuel as he looked at them.
"Dammit Demons." Meg said with a small sigh.
"All of them?" Dean asked.
"No grass growing under your feet." Meg said sarcastically.
"How many of those knives do you have?" Emmanuel asked Dean hopefully.
"Just the one." He replied pulling up the binoculars again.
"Well then forgive me, but what do we do?" He asked another question confused.
"Yeah, Dean, got any other ideas how we could blast through that?" Meg piped up. Dean knew Meg was trying to get him to tell Emmanuel he was Cas but Dean couldn't do that especially now that he knew Dean had feelings for him.
"Excuse us, Meg?" Dean said walking further away from Emmanuel.
"Sams in there. I know your enjoying the double dip with your old pal."
"You know what he did. And you wanna tell him and just hope that he just takes it in stride. He could snap, he could disappear. Who knows." Dean said not hearing Emmanuel come up behind him.
"I gather we know each other." Emmanuels gravely voice sounds out from behind Dean. Dean trurned to look at Emmanuel shocked.
"Just a dollop." Meg half-laughed.
"You can tell me, I'll be fine." He said.
"How do you know? You've just met yourself; I've known you for years."
"You an angel." Meg piped in. Dean could of murdered her right then and there if he didn't need her.
"I'm sorry, is that a flirtation?" Emmanuel asked confused.
"No, it's a species, a very powerful one."
"She's not lying." Dean finally gave in.
"Okay, that's why you heal people. You don't eat. I'm sure theres more." Dean looked towards Emmanuel who looked terribly confused.
"Why wouldn't you tell me? Being an Angel it sounds pleasant." He asked.
"It's not. Trust me." Dean could of cried at the memories. "It's bloody, it's corrupt, it's not pleasant."
"He would know you used to fight together; bestest friends actually." Yep that was it Dean was going to kill Meg.
"We're friends? Am I Cas?" 'Ding Ding Ding. He got it spot on.' Dean thought to himself miserably.
"I-I I had no idea. I don't remember you I'm sorry." Cas kept shaking his head.
"Look you got the juice, you can smite every demon in that lot." Meg said. Cas turned his back to them.
"But I don't remember how." He said forlorn.
"It's in there, I'm sure it's just like riding a bike." Dean said speaking for the first time since Cas had figured out he was well Cas.
"I don't know how to do that either." He said looking at Dean. Dean rolled his eyes as Cas turned back to look at the Demons. "Alright I'll try." He looked back at Dean as though he was going to say something else and walked away; towards the demons.
"This ain't going to go well." He said aloud.
"I dunno, I believe in the little tree-topper."
Cas' PoV (BUT OMG CAS!)
I walked towards the Demons nervous. What if I couldn't do it and got killed and Dean how would he feel then. He has feelings for me, well Cas me.
"Hey, I know you, you're dead." Said one of the demons as I approached it.
"Yes I've heard." I replied. I grabbed it's jacket and as if on instinct put my hands to it's forehead. A memory played in it's mind of me walking into a warded barn. Warded against everything but me. Dean and me talking and me showing him the shadows of my wings to show I was truly an Angel. I walked up to the other two Demons hands at the ready. Me and Dean in a room and I placed my hand on the angel banishing sigil to banish an Angel. Breaking Sam's head. Crowley passing me a jar of blood. Saying "Im sorry Dean" As I released all the purgatory souls back into purgatory.
The other demon turned to run but I flew in front of it.
"I don't think running will save you." I said as I smote the life out of it...
I remembered... Everything.
Dean and Meg came up behind me as I still stood there.
"That was beautiful Clarence." Meg said with a smirk.
"Cas?" Dean called my name.
"I remember you." I turned to look at Dean."I remember everything." Dean stood before me shocked and as beautiful as ever his soul shining brightly. I couldn't believe it. The way he spoke about me in the car. How he has feelings for me. How he thought they were one-sided.
"What I did.. What I became.. why didn't you tell me?" I was getting angrier.
"Because Sam's dying in there."
"Because of me! Everything all these people. I shouldn't be here." I pushed past Meg and Dean walking away.
"Cas! Cas! You stay here." He said to Meg and following after me. "Cas!"
"You remember and you know you did the best you could at the time." Dean said as he followed me up the hill.
"Don't defend me" I growled. "Do you have any idea the death toll in heaven? On earth? We didn't part friends Dean. How you could say what you said in the car is a mystery to me."
"So what?"
"I deserved to die." I could see the tears well in Deans eyes. "Now I can't possibly fix it. So why did I even walk out of that river."
"Maybe to fix it." Dean said coming closer to me. Before quickly turing to the impala. "Wait." He leant in and moved a bag from a small corner and pulled out... my trenchcoat. I could see where Dean had scrubbed at the blood trying to get rid of it. Dean held it out to me coming closer. I took it in my hands. We were about 15cm apart. I leaned closer to Dean as he leaned in closer to me. When our lips met it felt.. perfect.. exhilerating.. out of this world. I felt the need to be closer to Dean. I pulled away quickly.
"We have to go help Sam." I said breathlessly.
"Okay." He breathed against me. I put on my trench coat and we made our way back to the hospital on our way to help his brother
*Chapter 3 Complete*
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