Author's Chapter Notes: I'm sorry it took so long for me to add this chapter -bows apologetically- I made it long though so I hope you'll forgive me ' Oh and there is a lemon in this chapter, YAY! Hope you all enjoy!
Since that fateful day a month ago when Sasuke had killed Uchiha Itachi, things had been awful in the Uchiha manor. Naruto tried his best to bring Sasuke back to his semi-normal quiet self, but every time he tried to initiate conversation he was either met with silence or short jerky replies. Frankly Naruto was tired of it, Sasuke had a right to be upset…hell he had just murdered his older brother! But…Naruto couldn't quite shake the feeling that Itachi wasn't the only thing on Sasuke's mind.
"Sasuke…?" Naruto hesitantly asked the older boy.
"Hn?" Was the short reply, well at least it was a normal reply for the Uchiha.
"Don't you think it's time to move on? I mean you've mourned his death, cried, screamed and cursed…can't you just let me help you?" Naruto asked carefully, not wanting to set the unstable boy off.
Without warning, Sasuke glared hard at Naruto with Sharingan eyes and stormed out of the house. Naruto sighed, "Well that went well." He said to no one in particular.
Sasuke didn't quite know why he had stormed away from the blonde…maybe it was because of the nightmare he had early that morning. The nightmare was nothing unusual, Itachi's lifeless eyes and the like…nothing he hadn't dreamt of before. This time however had felt different, more real…scarier. He had awoken from his deep sleep sweating profusely and tears were cascading down his paler then normal cheeks.
Uchiha Sasuke didn't really know where he was going, he just fallowed his feet and his feet led him to the Hyuuga residence. Maybe it was because he was in need of a friend, or maybe he just wanted someone who would respect his silence. Whatever it was Sasuke stood in front of the house and decided that he might as well see the Hyuuga prodigy.
Hyuuga Neji heard a knock at the front door, quickly pulling on a shirt he made his way to the door and opened it to see a very down looking Uchiha heir.
It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone
"Uchiha…" Neji said bowing his head slightly.
"Look Hyuuga, I don't know why I'm here…but can I come in?" Sasuke said looking up into the pale eyes.
Stepping aside, Neji let Sasuke enter and led him to a sitting room once he had removed his sandals. Leaving the Uchiha, Neji went to the kitchen to make tea. Sasuke sat down and looked around with unseeing eyes at the intricate and beautiful artifacts that were placed around the room. His eyes finally settled on the door where the Hyuuga had just entered carrying a tray with a pot of tea and two cups.
Accepting the cup of tea offered him, Sasuke wrapped his slender fingers around the beautiful cup, grateful for the warmth it offered. Neji kneeled across the table from the Uchiha and sipped his own tea, both boys settling into comfortable silence. Sighing at the feeling of not being pressured into talking, Sasuke let a small smile grace his delicate lips.
Seeing this, the pale-eyed boy smiled slightly himself, he may not have always liked the Uchiha but he didn't like seeing him this distraught. Maybe it was the fact that they were so much alike, or maybe it was that Hyuuga Neji was drawn to sorrow…all he knew was he found himself wanting to make all the young Uchiha's problems disappear.
"Would you like to take a walk? We could go visit your families graves." Neji said gently.
Sasuke at first looked stunned at this, was Neji serious? Then he realized that it would indeed make him feel better. How did Neji know what he needed even when he himself did not? Nodding his head slightly in affirmation, Sasuke placed the now empty teacup on the tray and stood gracefully, fallowed soon by the Hyuuga who took the tray back to the kitchen.
When Neji joined Sasuke at the front door the boy had already slipped his sandals on and was leaning against the wall calmly. The Hyuuga slipped on his sandals as well and motioned for Sasuke to fallow him out the door. They walked in silence for a few minutes until Neji stopped and turned to him.
Meanwhile, Naruto was taking a walk through the village trying to clear his head. He stopped however when he saw Sasuke, his Sasuke standing with his back to him, Hyuuga Neji way to close for comfort. Naruto was confused and he'd be lying if he said he wasn't a little jealous as well. What happened next however caught the poor blonde off guard completely…
Something has been taken
From deep inside of me
A secret I've kept locked away
No one can ever see
Wounds so deep they never show
They never go away
Like moving pictures in my head
For years and years they've played
Sasuke gave the Hyuuga a weird look as the other boy took a step towards him, "What are you do—" Sasuke was cut off by warm lips covering his own. At first Sasuke was to stunned to even think, when he snapped out of it however he immediately pushed the Hyuuga prodigy away. Wiping his lips with the back of his hand, Sasuke glared hard at Neji.
"What the fuck was that about?" Sasuke snapped.
"I wanted to." Came the infuriatingly calm voice.
"I'm with someone, you know that! How would Naruto feel if he saw?" Sasuke said anger dripping from his voice.
Neji looked over Sasuke's shoulder and just then noticed the blonde boy; he looked pissed beyond belief and was turning around to walk away.
"Maybe you should ask him yourself?" Neji said calmly, even though he felt horrible about what he did to his friend he couldn't help the tingling sensation on his lips.
"What do you mean?" Sasuke asked turning around. He saw the retreating back of his dobe and immediately felt like he would vomit. Throwing Neji one last glare, Sasuke ran after the blonde boy. Jumping onto a nearby roof, Sasuke landed right in front of Naruto.
"What do you want Teme? Oh right, you want Hyuuga!" Naruto said bitterly.
"Dobe don't be like that! He kissed me, not the other way around. You would know I pushed him away if you hadn't flown of the handle and stormed away!" Sasuke said as soothingly as possible through his anger.
"Right Sasuke…right. And I suppose you just happened to go see Neji on accident too when you walked out on me this morning, right?" Naruto all but yelled.
"As a matter of fact I did." Sasuke said in a deadly calm voice.
Naruto was stunned, he felt like Sasuke had slapped him in the face. That voice…he hadn't heard it in so long, that voice that gave no hint of his true emotions. It was as if the last few months hadn't been real, it made him think of their days as children when they would squabble over stupid stuff until Sasuke shut down. When the Uchiha took that tone with you it was time to stop, no more room for argument.
Once Naruto got over the initial shock however, he was pissed…really pissed. How dare Sasuke treat him like the bad guy, he hadn't been the one with another persons lips on his own.
Noticing this change in his lover, Sasuke softened his expression slightly. Sighing he reached for the sun-kissed hand of the other boy, his hand however was smacked away quickly.
"Don't touch me, bastard!" Naruto shouted.
Sasuke wasn't deterred; instead he reached a hand up and gently stroked Naruto's scarred cheek. At first he thought he had won, this thought was short lived though when all of a sudden the side of his face hurt like fuck. 'Did Naruto just punch me?' Sasuke thought amazed as he reached a hand up gingerly to touch his cheek. It stung badly; Sasuke knew he would have one hell of a bruise the next morning.
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave I would
When Naruto saw what he had done to Sasuke, he couldn't help but feel slight remorse. He hadn't meant to hurt him; he had just been so confused and hurt that he snapped. It was Naruto's turn to reach a tentative hand up and gently caress the stoic boys cheek, he was unprepared when Sasuke slapped his hand away and swept his legs out from under him.
"You know what Uzumaki, fuck you! I didn't go to Hyuuga on purpose and I sure as hell didn't kiss him, so stop acting like a fucking baby!" Sasuke was pissed…very pissed. "We are going home now and you are going to fucking think this shit over. Do you trust me? Because it sure as hell doesn't seem like it! If you insist on being a child I will treat you like one, now get the fuck up and don't say I word until we get home." Naruto was stunned, this was the most Sasuke had said since his brothers death.
Sometimes I remember
The darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories
I wish I didn't have
Sometimes I think of letting go
And never looking back
And never moving forward so
There would never be a past
Naruto got up as Sasuke started to walk towards the Uchiha district; he fallowed a few steps behind the other boy unwilling to set him off again. Once they arrived at the house they shared, Sasuke walked in the door removing his sandals before walking to their room without a second glance at the blonde. Naruto knew he had done it this time, but he was still upset. He knew he shouldn't be, Sasuke had explained every action validly.
Just washing it aside
All of the helplessness inside
Pretending I don't feel misplaced
Is so much simpler than change
Making up his mind, Naruto made his way to the bedroom intent on apologizing to the raven. Stopping outside the door, Naruto was about to knock when the door flew open and he was pulled inside the room roughly. Oh boy, the poor blonde was in for it. Sasuke had a look of pure anger mixed with insecurity and…lust? Naruto gulped audibly, man was he so in for it. Sasuke looked ready to blow up and Naruto didn't want to be at the receiving end of the Uchiha's unstable rage.
It's easier to run replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone
Sasuke slammed the other boy into the wall beside the door hard, smashing his lips onto the others none to gently. It hurt Naruto and he was sure it hurt Sasuke just as much, but it didn't seem to matter at the moment to the raven. When Naruto gasped in pain, Sasuke took the chance to slip his tongue into the others warm mouth. Sasuke immediately took control, sucking at Naruto's tongue eliciting a delicious moan from the other.
Sasuke pushed his knee up to rub at the growing bulge in Naruto's pants, making the blonde squirm and moan wantonly. Fuck it hurt, but damn it hurt so good, Naruto found himself more turned on then he had ever been in his life, maybe a pissed Sasuke wasn't always a bad thing. Sasuke smirked against the others lips, turning Naruto just enough to move him backwards towards the bed. Before Naruto could register what had happened, he found himself on his back staring into whirling Sharingan eyes no more then two inches from his face. In that instant Naruto knew this would be hard, rough sex with no room for dominance on his part.
Tearing at Naruto's clothes, Sasuke soon had Naruto naked under him. Quickly admiring the smaller boys beauty, Sasuke removed his own clothes and pressed himself flush against the other boy. Moaning loudly Naruto tried to sit up to kiss the Uchiha but was quickly pushed down.
"You are going to fucking take whatever I give you Uzumaki, and you will only touch me when I give you permission to, got that?" Sasuke said in a dangerous tone.
Nodding his head quickly, Naruto laid back down and waited for Sasuke's next move. He didn't have to wait long though as Sasuke leaned down and kissed him again with just as much force as before. Biting harshly at Naruto's lower lip, Sasuke demanded entrance to the hot cavern that was his lover's mouth. Knowing better then to deny a pissed off Uchiha, Naruto quickly parted his lips.
Coaxing the boy tongue into his mouth, Sasuke bit down hard enough to draw blood. Sucking lightly on the injured tongue almost soothingly, Sasuke grabbed both his and Naruto's erections in one hand. Moving his hand quickly, Sasuke had Naruto reduced to a pile of mush in seconds. Groaning into the kiss, Sasuke groped for something on the nightstand. Finding it with a growl of victory, Sasuke sat up releasing his grip on they're erections and breaking the kiss. Naruto whimpered at the loss of Sasuke's warm hand, but quickly shut up as he was pulled up into a sitting position. Sasuke leaned back on his hands and looked Naruto in the eye, "Suck." Came the commanding voice.
Naruto quickly shifted his position into one of comfort and tentatively licked at the head of Sasuke's member. He was rewarded with a slight groan and a hand in his hair, gaining more confidence Naruto took Sasuke fully into his mouth and sucked hard. This time Sasuke moaned loudly, smirking at the little control he had found over the Uchiha, Naruto swallowed a few times before removing his mouth completely. Glaring down at Naruto, Sasuke gave him a look that stated, 'If you want to cum tonight you will go back to what you were doing.'
Making a small noise of distress Naruto quickly went back to work, sucking and licking at the vein and head. Sasuke closed his eyes and made little noises of pleasure, making the blonde moan around Sasuke cock at the erotic noise.
"Fuck…Naruto…harder, suck me harder." Sasuke panted out.
Obeying the command, Naruto took Sasuke in his mouth again and sucked for all he was worth. Bobbing his head up and down, scraping his teeth ever so lightly occasionally, making Sasuke moan loudly.
"Uhnn…so close." Sasuke said seconds before he exploded into Naruto's waiting mouth.
Swallowing every drop, Naruto licked his lips and kissed Sasuke hard. Sasuke allowed Naruto to control the kiss for a few moments, enjoying the taste of himself on the blondes tongue before he pushed him back onto the bed.
Naruto had no idea when Sasuke had time to slick up his fingers but all of a sudden he felt a single slender digit at his entrance, pushing past the ring of muscles quickly. Sasuke was quite satisfied when the blonde let out a yelp and then moaned loudly, pushing back against the intrusion.
Sasuke was still pissed, Naruto could tell by the fact that he only used one finger to prepare him. Normally Sasuke would be much more thorough with his lover's preparation, so as not to hurt him. This time however Sasuke wanted Naruto to suffer a little bit. This was made even more apparent when Sasuke placed the head of his erection at Naruto's entrance; with only the boy's own saliva as lubricant.
Pushing past the tight ring of muscles, Sasuke moaned loudly as Naruto hissed at the pain. Pulling back, Sasuke slammed back in and started a steady fast pace. Naruto was almost in tears from the pain, it soon started to feel good though (much to his relief) and he even found himself pushing his hips forward to meet every thrust.
Once Sasuke was satisfied that Naruto wouldn't try to get away despite his harsh treatment, he grabbed onto Naruto's hips and flipped them over. For a second the blonde just sat there, a little more then shocked. Growling, Sasuke lifted the blonde and brought him down again with a loud groan. Snapping out of it and taking the hint, Naruto started his own pace…slow a torturous. This was Naruto's way of paying Sasuke back for all the pain; he'd show the Uchiha what real pain felt like! Rolling his hips slowly and sensually and running a hand over his stomach and chest sexily, Naruto closed his eyes and moaned loudly. All the while keeping his slow pace, Naruto opened his crystal blue eyes and looked straight into the into the Sharingan orbs belonging to his lover, making Sasuke gasp slightly. 'Damn this boy is to sexy for his own good'; Sasuke couldn't help but think to himself.
Having had just about enough of this game they were playing, Sasuke gripped Naruto's erection and started pumping it. This definitely got a positive reaction out of the younger boy, raising his hips fast; Naruto slammed his body down hard onto Sasuke's cock. Groaning loudly, Sasuke pushed up with his hips every time Naruto pushed down causing them both to moan loudly.
"Sasuke...please…don't…be…angry…ahh" Naruto said before he was interrupted by his own noise of pleasure.
"Fuck…how…could I be…mad…when…you…look like…this." Sasuke ground out with a particularly hard thrust.
"I'm so close…Sasuke...please…" Naruto panted out.
"Cum for me, Naruto." Sasuke said in a husky whisper.
This did it for the blonde, with a cry of his lovers name he found himself cumming harder then he ever had before. With the force of his climax Naruto's inner walls clenched hard around Sasuke's erection, pushing him over the edge as well.
Crying out, Sasuke came inside his lover as the other boy collapsed on top of him. Pulling out gently, Sasuke placed a light kiss on Naruto's forehead.
"I love you, Dobe." Sasuke said softly, all traces of anger dissipated.
Sasuke however did not receive a reply; the blonde had passed out cold. Chuckling to himself, Sasuke pulled Naruto closer to his body and pulled the covers over them both. Falling asleep after one last look at the boys sleeping face, Sasuke closed his eyes and slipped into a deep sleep that for the first time since Itachi's death was not plagued with nightmares.
-----TBC-----
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