Sorry it took me so long to update my family has had a lot of things going on and through all of this I kinda lost my touch but now I'm back and read to write again I will up date my other story in a little bit i still don't own the Hunger games wish i did but i don't so OXOXOXXOXOXOOXX love Catdely.
I weak up to a grunting noise coming from the other side of the room. Then I remember today is the reaping of the 100th Hunger Games. The fifth quarter quell and not only is it that. It is the anniversary of the worst day ever. The day of territory the day are mother died. Not that I am going to morn her because she is nothing to me! She could have been smart and not had me and Ray. I don't know what was going throw her head when she had the idea of having kids in a world like this. Ow Peeta lets have kids in a horrible world that can kill are kids off! I shake my head at this. I don't even refer to her as mother I refer to her as the Mocking jay Bitch. Mocking jay because she was the mocking Jay in the war that end miserably I mite add and Bitch because she should have thought of what would happen if she had kids! I'm growling at the thought of her when I am alerted to the sound of grunting and I know it is my brother Ray having a nightmare. Even though we never met are parents Ray has nightmares about wishing we could have pour guy. Ante Prim my mom's sister says he gets that from are father the wishing he could have known them. I feel for Ray because he's too nice for his own good and for my Ante Prim because she knew our mom and cared about her, poor Ante Prim she had to lose her twice to the games and to death it's self she didn't deserve this! Both her and Ray didn't deserve this! I don't know why he even wants to know the Mocking jay Bitch and her bread boy. We may have blankets that are mother made for us before she died but I can't stand that thing like her it means nothing to me but though it is a good culming tool for Ray after his nightmares. Then the grunts turn to cries and I know I must wake Ray before he starts thrashing about.
So I walk to Rays bed and sit on it next to him. Ray wake up it's just a nightmare your fine. Err no mom don't go please! Ray weak up it's a dream! I shout shaking him back and froth trying to get him too wake from his own regattas. Please Ray for me! Ray weak up! I shout at him then all of a sudden Rays eyes snap open. I see his grey eyes like our mothers only I don't hate them like I hate our mothers. Ray, Uncle Rory and some of my friends are my family no one else! What happen!? Ray you had a nightmare. I did?! Yes you did here is your blanket. I watch as Ray clutches the blanket and snap's his eyes shut trying to block out the after shock of the dreams. So I start to sing because it tends to culms Ray down. I guess I inherited the Everdeen gift of a great voice it's the only thing that connects me to my mom that and because I guess I look like her. Well as I am told anyway. Soon Ray stops and is cum again I stop. Thanks Willow your welcome Ray now lest head down to breakfast then I have to go tread this weeks haul from the woods for uncle. I tread the stuff so no one knows that people still hunt in District 12 because after the war that the Districts lost they cracked down on all security for all the Districts. We sit at the table eating and I watch as Ante Prim washes the dishes with her blistered cracked and old hands. The sad thing is my Ante used to be really pretty but with both age and a life in District 12 my Ante lost her beauty over time. But something I respect is every morning my Uncle Rory comes in the kitchen and kisses my Ante and say I Love you Mrs. Prim Hawthorn. Even after 22 years of marriage and raising her sister mistakes my Uncle still loves my ante Prim. That's true love unlike what my parents clam they had in there hunger games. I know Ray will have that one day but me no I will never marry and I will never have kids I will never hurt them the way my mom hurt my and Ray.
I head to mine and Ray's room we share to change from my old blue cloth night dress and into a black short sleeve button down, tan pants, the old lather boots my Uncle got me in clothes and fabric sale they hold in the black market every month and then I tie my hair in a high ponytail on my head and look in the mirror. I don't see what everyone else see's I don't think I look anything like my mother. It's the same as I refuse to braid my hair because if I braid my hair that will give people another reason to compare me to my sick mother! Then as I head down stair to go I pull on an old black cotton coat. As I pass the kitchen I see my Ante Prim cutting Rays hair so he looks presentable for the Reaping. I let a small snick escape my moth on the way out. My Ante Prim says don't laugh Willow because your next when you get back form helping your Uncle she say pointing the scissors at me. I just jump out the door and run off. I go to the hidden cabin in the woods me and my uncle use to store the meat for tread so the Peace keepers won't find it and kill our whole family and it is out of the way of the meat eating animals in the woods. I fill the sack with fowl birds, some wild dog and some deer and then I fill the other sack with some edible plants then I'm off to go tread. On my way back I hear a boy shout HEY WILLY! I clench my fists and grit my teeth Aaron Hawthorn my cousin knows how to push my buttons! The only reason were related is because his father Gale and my Uncle are brothers. I yell back at him that's not my name! He laughs and say I know I just like bugging you he say as envelops my in a warm bear hug. I can't help but smile at this just as much as Aaron knows how to push my buttons he's a good friend. He says do you want to tread stuff before we go to the hob? Sure I say. I tread him some fowl birds for some fresh strawberries and he treads me some spices for some apples. Then we head to the hob together.
So this is chapter one you can see that Willow hates Katniss her mother a lot and Prim married Rory Gales brother because I always thought of the as a couple. so like before this is an alternate version to Mocking Jay . Till next time Catdely XOXOXOXOXOX