Sorry I have been gone for awhile but I was getting over worked and I need to step back now I'm back and I changed Smith's name now he is Zane enjoy reading.

I can't explain or understand the warmth I feel at the moment. The warmth I am feeling is come from the comfort I am getting from sharing the sleeping bag with Beck. I feel the tight contours of his chest through his jacket, as his chest remains pressed up against my back in the small quarters of the sleeping bag. I lay there numily just absorbing the warmth. I can see the rosy hue coming up from the hills of the arena from in the snow cavern, if I didn't know any better I might have thought we were somewhere else instead of in an arena in the Hunger Games. I begin to focus on Becks breathing and notice that it is rugged and uneven as if he were running and then I hear he's sleepy rugged voice in the morning. "Mom please stop being frozen please do something" "Please show me that I am not invisible to you ... PLEASE" I sit up in a rush and look at Beck. I see the tears running down his face and his teeth are clenched. I guess my brother isn't the only Victors child with problems concerning their parents. I wonder what his mother has done to make him so depressed in his sleep as to act out like this. I shake Beck's shoulders, begging him to wake up. Beck's ocean green eyes snap open and he's out of breath. "What happened!?" You were having a nightmare. "Again what the heck is wrong with me!" Nothing's wrong with you, your just missing your mother. So just lay down and and rest. "How?" I hate singing because its another thing that ties me to my mother but I feel that I need to in this case.

" Deep in the meadow, under the willow A bed of grass, a soft green pillow

Lay down your head, and close your sleepy eyes

And when again they open, the sun will rise.

Here it's safe, here it's warm

Here the daisies guard you from every harm

Here your dreams are sweet and tomorrow brings them true

Here is the place where I love you.

Deep in the meadow, hidden far away

A cloak of leaves, a moonbeam ray

Forget your woes and let your troubles lay

And when again it's morning, they'll wash away.

Here it's safe, here it's warm

Here the daisies guard you from every harm

Here your dreams are sweet and tomorrow brings them true

Here is the place where I love you.

Here is the place where I love you.

Deep in the meadow, hidden far away

A cloak of leaves, a moonbeam ray

Forget your woes and let your troubles lay And when again it's morning, they'll wash away.

Here it's safe, here it's warm

Here the daisies guard you from every harm

Here your dreams are sweet and tomorrow brings them true

Here is the place where I love you."

I sing the melody my mother used to sing to my aunt and my aunt used to sing to me and Ray when we were young and however many others generation's sang this song. I do feel a little more comfortable now Beck whispers in the early morning light. Good I say as I run my fingers through his bronze brown hair, why am I doing this? "Lay down" "you need your rest to" Don't go getting all enchanted on me here I say rolling my eyes. Beck's laugh is stifled when I put my hand over his mouth. Shut up other tributes will find us if you down or will wake up Gina and I don't know about you but I don't feel like listening to her tease us till the end whether we die or she dies. Right "I don't need to hear from my oldest friend about me being a womanizer for the rest of eternity" Wait a minute I thought the Districts couldn't commingle. "You believe that silly romar!" "God Willow I thought you were smarter than that." Well sorry I don't get out of 12 very often. "I can see that" Shut up and go to bed you dumb ass. "Only if you will sleep with me" Get a life Beck! "I have one and its fabulous" He says in a dramatic ton.

Later on in the morning we all sit around a fire eating leftover cold soup from the first day in the arena. "I have had enough of this sitting around and waiting to be killed off shit" Says Gina. "I want action lets go out and see if we can find the careers and kill them off" "So Who's up for some action" "Well we better do something before Gina get's her pantys in a wad" Says Beck standing up whos up for a little foraging for for food. Me,Blood head and Walton sigh and began to get up and start packing up hours later Were walking through the white snow covered woods. "Wait stop" Beck says as he duck behind a large pine tree. We see that Channel , Zane, another girl with strawberry hair and grey eyes and another boy with pale skin almost white with dark eye's but what's weird about them all is they are wearing green glasses. All of a sudden a cold wind begins to blow's into us and not just natural cold wind from winter an unnatural cold wind that only the capital can bring into this world. Suddenly the wind feels as if it is able to push a person and I am not the only on being pushed forward. Were all being pushed. We all fall in front of the career's They laugh and go to attack us but once again the visses wind picks up and ice shards fly with it. Everything is dark.

When I awake I am tied to a tree me and Gina and blood head are tied to a tree. Zane and Chanel are laughing at us i struggle let us go I yell. "What do you say Channel should we torture them before we kill them" "Yes, that would be perfect" Channel takes the long end of one of the spear's out of the fire and strikes it across my stomach. I scream until everything goes black.