"W-what?"
"Did your dad recently get 'The best surgeon' award?"
"I-I didn't k-know there was an award…"
"No I'm just kidding about the award. But I never heard of him till now, so were you a commener before? I mean you know a lot about commener. So you were either were one or you study them like Tamaki-sempai." I didn't say anything at first. was always the greatest surgeon. But I didn't want Haruhi finding out I was adopted. I wasn't allowed to tell anyone.
"Um... no I just... uh read a lot... of books..."
"Oh really? What books do you read?"
"Umm I read a lot so…" My eyes flickered to the radio.
"Hey let's listen to some music!" I quickly turned the radio on and put one of my favorite stations. Haruhi's eyes burned into me, then she shrugged, dropping the topic. Soon the music was the only sound in the limo.
"Eyes open but I'm never gonna find it
Keep guessing but you're never gonna solve it
How much can your heart take?
How much can your heart take?
You'll run, but you're never gonna get away
Even though you know it's never gonna change
How much can your heart take?
How much can your heart take?
How much can your heart take?
I heard the little voice inside your head,
Remind you that you're the one who said,
"I can never go home;
You'll never be alone."
But you turned around,
Buried our love deep underground
"No one will find me here
Alone with all that I fear."
"Yami I didn't know you liked to sing."
"Huh?"
"I said I didn't know that you like to sing."
"Was I… singing?"
"Yeah."
"S-sorry I-I didn't mean-."
"No it's fine you have a nice voice." She smiled at me.
"Thanks..." I never really sang in front of other. The only other person that probably hear me sing is Ms. White. Soon we arrived at Kyoya's private beach.
"Wow it's bigger that I imagined." I said. I was about to get into my surfer bathing suit and then I saw some of our customers here…
"Um what are they doing here?" I whispered to Haruhi.
"Yami! Haruhi!" I heard some of the girls yell. I grimaced. I still hated socializing with other, I still haven't gotten use to the host club. I saw more limousines pull up and saw the host club get out of them.
"Kyoya? What are all these lovely ladies doing here?" Tamaki-sempai asked. All the girls swood over his word.
"What? You didn't really expect me to take another vacation did you?" He said in a calm voice. Well so much for swimming in the ocean.
I sat next to Haruhi and the other girl on a towel. We drank tea and talked. Well Haruhi and the other girls were talking. I just sat here with my earphones in listening to my music. Haruhi later went to go find some shell fish with Honey-sempai. I was busy writing down some new lyrics when I over heard some commotion by the cliff. I looked up and saw two strangers messing with some girls and Haruhi was trying to protect them. I hated seeing people getting mistreated so by instinct I got up and ran to help Haruhi. I didn't realize that I still had my earphones in because I was to busy trying to get to Haruhi.
When I got there, one of the guys was holding Haruhi by the shirt off the edge of the cliff.
"Oh God." I muttered. I ran to help her but was stopped by the other guy.
"Hey, hey just relax nothing going to happen-" I ignore him pushing him out of my way.
"Why you!" He grabbed my arm yanking me back. I cried out in pain then I punched the guy and tried to get away. He then did something terrible. It was terrible I tell you. He grabbed my phone yanking the earphones out of my ear. He started to dangle the phone be the earphone's cord over the edge of the cliff.
"Don't you dare." I said. The guy smirked and through my phone out into the sea.
"No!" Out of the corner of my eye I saw Haruhi falling and Tamaki-sempai diving after her. Then I myself jumped into the ocean. I needed my phone. It had all my music on there. My music kept me sane. It kept me from doing something drastic. I hit the cold water with a splash.
Once I found my phone I resurfaced. I made my way to the shore. I was tired, I spent half an hour searching for my phone. I made it to the beach and saw 3 angry host club members and 1 worried one and 2 just mute.
"Is Haruhi ok?" I asked.
"Are you insane?!" Kaoru yelled.
"What you did was crazy!" Tamaki-sempai shouted.
"What were you thinking?" Hikaru asked.
"Haruhi is fine, she is at the house." Kyoya-sempai said calmly.
"Yami-chan are you alright?" Honey asked.
"Uh..." I looked around at everyone.
"I'm tired I gonna go-"
"What you did was drastic!" Kaoru said still yelling.
"I had to get my phone." I said my voice slowly rising.
"You're kidding right? You jumped a cliff for your phone?"
"It's important to me! My music is on there." I was now yelling. I rarely yelled, I hated yelling.
"You could have gotten seriously hurt because you wanted to save your music? That is the stupidest thing I ever heard!"
I said nothing. He just called my music stupid. No one calls my music stupid. I looked at my phone and threw it in the sand. I already knew it didn't work anymore.
"632 songs gone." I muttered then pushed passed Kaoru.
I entered the mansion and had to pass the dining room to get to 'my' room. As a pass by the dining table I saw a knife. I knew I didn't bring my small pocket knife with me, I didn't thinking I had to cut here. So I grabbed the next best thing. I went to my room and took a shower. I decided to skip dinner again for the 4th time this week. I felt nice to get all the sand and salt off. I stepped out of the bathroom with my long sleeve pjs on and sat on the bed. I looked at the knife I had on the pillow. Without any hesitation, I grabbed the knife a slid it across my wrist. I did this 8-10 times and my arm was all bloody but it felt good. I hide the knife under the bed and was going to go to the bathroom to wash my arm. I stopped when I heard a knocking at the door.
"Yami? Are you ok? You didn't come to dinner..."
I didn't answer.
"Yami? I'm coming in."
I was going to protest but I saw that my arm was still bleeding and I pulled the sleeve of my shirt down. The doorknob twisted and Kaoru entered the room.
"Why didn't you come to dinner?"
"Not hungry."
"You need to eat something."
"I said I'm not hungry."
"Fine don't eat..." The room filled with awkward silence.
"I'm going to bed." I said at the same time he said.
"Look I'm sorry."
"What?" I asked shocked.
"I shouldn't have yelled at you or call your music stupid."
"Uh..." I didn't know what to say no one ever apologized to me…
"So." He said stuffing his hands into his pockets. "Are we ok?"
I only nodded.
"Ok well night." He as about to leave when his eyes looked over to my arm.
"Are you bleeding?! How did that happen?!" He reached to grab my arm but I quickly backed away.
"Uh no um I-I got a scratch from a rock when I jumped." I pressed my arm to my chest. "It's fine." I ran to the bathroom and locked the door behind me. Kaoru started to bang on the door.
"Yami! Come on let me look at it could be infected!"
"It's fine." I said again. I looked at my sleeve and saw that it was soaked with blood. I move the bloody cloth away from my cuts, that were still bleeding. I turn the cold water on and ran my arm under it. The water looked orangey going down the drain. I looked for the first-aid kit I saw earlier when I was taking a shower and took out a band-aid wrap. I began to wrap my arm with it. Still ignoring Kaoru's yells I started to wash my bloody sleeve. I squeeze the water out and unlocked the door stepping out.
"Yami let me see it." I pulled up my damped sleeve reaviling the bandage.
"I fixed it. I know how to clean cuts and stuff so it's fine."
"That was a lot of blood."
"Not really… you don't need to worry about me ok?"
"But we are friends right? I need to worry. Like Tamaki when he worried about Haruhi."
Friends… It was that word again but it didn't bother me.
I suddenly hugged Kaoru. I don't know why I just did. He didn't seem to mind though because he wrapped his warm arm around me as I buried my face in his chest.
"Thank you." I said. Having friends… was nice.
"Kaoru? Yami? You guys better come check out what Tamaki is doing to Haruhi." Hikaru said opening the door. Kaoru and I quickly separated. He looked at me then at his twin.
"What were you to doing?"
"Nothing." I said.
"Talking." Kaoru said.
"Well whatever. Come on." We walked over to Haruhi's room and saw that she was blindfolded and had earmuffs on.
"~something the twins say~"
"Uh..." I slowly backed away from the awkward scene.
(/.\) ok sorry for the sucky/late chapter even though I promised to every week I have been busy with school projects and my stupid life seems to keep getting in the way. I even wrote an 'I'm super sorry' TamaHaru oneshot for you guys. btw thoses lyrics are from a song called The Runaways by Search the City