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*Vanessa's POV*

"You've told me this plenty of times and it's nowhere near happening." I told John as I straddled him in bed. The sheets were covering his legs and up to my waist.

"It will happen. I just don't know when." He tells me. "She doesn't know what we're doing and I don't plan on her ever finding out."

I look at him seriously. "John, we have sex in this bed. The same bed that I'm sure she sleeps in when she gets home."

"Not really." He tells me as he takes my breasts in his hands and begins to massage them. "We don't sleep in the same room anymore. We haven't been in a while. About five months to be exact."

"So that's why at night, you like to video chat with me?" I ask him as I enjoy the massage that his large hands are giving me as he kneads them in his hands. "I'm surprised you haven't done anything sexual over video chat other than that first time."

He gave me a small smiled and licked his lips as he looked at what his hands were doing. "Sometimes I just like to talk. You know, we started out just having an affair but after the whole Leah and Dean thing began, we had even more sex than what we were already having but it was because of another reason."

"Are you trying to say something with this?" I ask him as I hear him breath deeply when I wrap my fingers around his member and began stroking him, feeling him getting hard against my hand.

"I'm not trying to say anything." He tells me. "I just want us to remember why we began having sex with each other to begin with. When this whole Leah and Dean thing is over with, what will happen between us? We'll go back to our lives before we met? As if we never knew each other?"

I bite my lip hearing him groan in pleasure as my hands work their magic on his member. He watches happily as his eyes fill with lust. I occasionally change my speed from fast to slow and in between, making sure that he enjoys every moment of it, even as I end up giving him a blow job. It didn't take long until his member shoots his hot seed into the back of my throat.

"What would you like to happen between the two of us?" I ask him as I lay beside him. He rests his hand on my ass and keeps it there. "You have made it very clear that you want Leah. I've even ruined my friendship with her to help you out and to get Dean. And from the way that you talk about what's going on between you and your wife, it sounds like it won't be long until you're both legally done with the marriage."

"I don't know." He says as he looks at me. "I didn't expect for it to go on this long."

"You didn't expect what, to go this long?" I ask.

"Us." John says. "I thought we would just have sex a few times, get off each time we did and that would be that. I didn't know that in about two months or so, we would make a year of us having this kind of relationship, let alone for this long."

"Maybe something was supposed to come out this for the two of us." I tell him.

John thought for a moment and nodded. "Maybe there really is something more to come out of this."

Feeling his hard length against my legs, I knew that it would not be long until we went another round. I was proven right when he rested himself in between my legs and thrusted himself inside of me until we both reached our climax.

I don't know anymore what John and I were doing. He was right, it started out as him having an affair and then it turned into us having sex for a completely different reason. We both claim that we want Leah and Dean, yet we keep messing around the way that we do. I don't know what will happen between him and I after this is all over, but it has me wondering about what will come about when it does end.

The next day came and I was woken up by John's lips on my forehead. My eyes slowly flickered open to see him standing over me in his suit. I sighed knowing that he had to go to work and knowing that the comfort he held in doing such action meant that we were the only ones in the house, with the exception of Derek who may still be lingering around now that school is out for the Summer.

"Work?" I asked.

"Yeah." He replied softly. "I didn't want to wake you up. You seemed pretty tired after last night. I left you some breakfast though and there's some orange juice in the fridge if you want."

I closed my eyes and opened them back up to look into his and smiled. "Thank you. I hope you have a good day at work."

John gave me a soft smile. There was something different about his smile today, just like it's been different over the last few days. As was the way he would look at me.

"Thanks, I hope you have a good day too." He tells me before leaning down and giving me another kiss on my head. I get up from bed and put on one of his shirts as I follow him and quickly brush my teeth. I follow him downstairs and watch him making sure that he has everything that he needs. "You're going to be okay with just Derek today?"

"Yeah, I'll be fine." I tell him honestly. "I have some friends that I'm going to go see today so that we can hang out today at the beach."

"If only I can have that free time today...or maybe any other day of the week." John said with a smile.

I returned the smile as well as an unexpected kiss to his lips. We were both surprised as we looked around. The only time that him and I ever kiss was when we were intimate. Never was it at any other time of the day.

"I'll see you later." I tell him softly as I look up at him.

"I'll see you later." He says to me as he cups my chin and kisses my cheek before opening the door and leaving. I stand by the door and watch as he goes to his car and turns it on. After a few moments, he honks the horn and gives me a smile as he backs the car up out of the drive way and drives off.

I let out a sigh and go back into the house, closing the door behind me. I go upstairs to take a shower, and find Derek coming out of his room. I give him a small smile and go back into John's room to go into the bathroom. I grab a towel and head to the bathroom, taking off the shirt that I had put on, reavealing my naked body.

I step in the shower and let the warm water run down my body. I slowly pass the soap over my body, remembering John's hands on my body. The way he feels inside of me and the way he makes me feel, not just in bed, but when we're just talking. The crazy thing is, we barely talk about Leah and Dean as much as we used to. I mean, there are times where we do, but it's not as much as it used to be. We have conversations about anything that came to our mind, and in turn, it allowed us to get to know each other past the whole physical relationship that we have.

"Vanessa?" I hear Derek's voice say. I grind my teeth, at him breaking me away from my thoughts, but I poke my head from behind the shower curtain to see him.

"Yes?" I ask, wondering what he wanted.

"I was wondering if I could join you." Derek says as he strips of his basketball shorts to reveal his hard on.

"Derek, not right now." I tell him honestly. "Maybe later."

He frowned. "But later, you're going to be with my dad."

A funny feeling came into my stomach. "And you want me before your dad gets to me."

"I wouldn't say it like that." Derek says as he steps into the shower.

"I told you, not right now." I say to him.

"Please, just a quick one." He pleads. "I've never asked you for sex."

I scoffed. "Yeah, you have on more than one occassion. Don't play like you haven't."

"But do you have to deny it now?" Derek asked.

"Yes." I tell him seriously. "I'm being honest, Derek. Not right now. I'm not in the mood. Now if you'll excuse me, I want to finish up my shower."

I heard him curse under his breath as he got out and grabbed his things before leaving. I sighed and shook my head. My thoughts were just elsewhere today and I hoped that they would be understanding of it. I was a human too and I had feelings as well. I had a right to say no and I was old enough to do so.

*John's POV*

"So what are you going to do tonight?" Asked a coworker of mine that happened to be my best friend here.

"I don't know. I was just thinking about staying home tonight. I don't really have much of a wanting to go out anywhere." I tell him.

Matthew looked at me, curiously. "John not wanting to go out? Since when does he turn down a night of going out?"

I gave him a small smile. "I don't know. I just don't feel like going out tonight. I'm okay with staying home tonight."

"Is it that girl that you've been messing around with?" He asked.

A part of me winced at the words, 'messing around'. I no longer wanted to consider it as such, but it made me wonder if it would ever go further. If you would have heard about why we did what we did, some would say sex with no strings attached, while others would say that we use sex to keep the other interested. Lately though, our conversations that we shared may make some wonder.

"We don't always mess around." I tell him. "We do actually have conversations that don't have to do with sex."

"John, you're still married." Matthew says.

"In a few months, I won't be." I tell him. "I got the papers today showing that she filed for divorce. She is sighting irreconcilable differences."

"Does she know anything about this girl?" He asks.

"I don't know." I tell him honestly. "She's never mentioned it to me, but I've never said anything to her about it either. She's always so busy with work, I sometimes wonder if she even cares."

Matthew gave me a sympathetic look, though I didn't feel as if I deserve it. There are no reasons for why I have been unfaithful to her. I made her move all the way from New York so that her and I could be together when my job relocated me here to Cincinnati. Leah having to pick up everything and leave to start a new life here, only to have to move again from what I hear to start college soon.

"You should take some time to think about what you want when it comes to relationships." Matthew told me. "If this divorce gets finalized, don't just rush into another one. Take some time for yourself."

"I know. I will." I reply. "I need to figure out some things anyways."

"Does this girl know that you and your wife are getting a divorce?" Matthew asked.

"No." I tell him. "I'm going to tell her. She should know what's going on."

But will that affect whatever it is that me and Vanessa have? I got a text a few minutes later and saw that it was from Vanessa.

'Thank you for breakfast. It was sweet of you to make me my favorite, pancakes. You really were paying attention to me :-) -V.'

I found myself smiling at the text before replying. 'We're learning quite a bit about each other from our conversations. -J.'

'We should have more of them, then. -V.'

'We definitely should. -J.'

A/N: What do you think is going on with John and Vanessa? Are you surprised that she turned down Derek? What about John admitting that he and Leah's mother are no longer sleeping in the same room? What about her filing for divorce and filing irreconcilable differences? Do you think she knows anything about Vanessa and his relationship with her? If so, why do you think she hasn't said anything to him about it?