Chapter 8:
Hey guys!So first I would like to thank you all for the reviews on this fanfic,seriously love you guys thanks for the support!So Emison will still be on the rocks in this chapter,but I assure you they'll get back together. Also there will be some Emily/Talia in this chapter. I know a lot of people probably won't like it but I just wanted to experiment with the two and it would be kind of hot if Emily sort of hooked up with an older woman lol. Without further ado...
Alison's POV:
'Since you've gone I've been lost without a trace
I dream at night I can only see your face
I look around but it's you I can't replace
I feel so cold and I long for your embrace
I keep crying baby,baby please...'
The music pumped in my ears. I felt every lyric so deeply. It feels like my heart has been stabbed with a million knifes,leaving the deepest wounds you could ever imagine. The pain was just too bad. The tears streamed down my face again as the song went on. "Baby please..."I whispered to myself,along with the song. Words can't describe how much I miss Emily. She's been calling and texting me all through the night and morning,but I just couldn't answer. When I saw their lips connect,it was like the world came crashing down. I don't even have the energy to deal with Paige,or Emily for that matter. I've been lying in my bed since last night,and I haven't eaten a thing. Not that there was anyone to care though,Jason is in Philly doing who knows what,and dads mostly out the house and only comes home to sleep. I thought of calling one of the other girls,but part of me just wanted to be alone. So many thoughts were spinning around in my head. Should I talk to Emily?Let her explain what happened?Or should I try and move on?I lay on my bed for a while,listening to more music until I drifted off to sleep,forgetting all my problems for just a few hours.
Emily's POV:
'Oh can't you see
You belong to me
How my poor heart aches
With every step you take...'
I tried my hardest not to cry as I parked my car and started walking to work. Every Breath You Take has been on replay ever since yesterday. "How my poor heart aches..."whispered as I entered The Brew. "Hey Emily,you okay?"Ezra asked as I walked in. I didn't notice that a tear had fallen down my face. "Yeah,yeah I'm okay."I said quickly wiping it away and getting ready to work.
Let's just say I wasn't doing too well today. I messed up about a thousand times trying to get the coffees right,messed up orders,and I almost burnt down the kitchen. I was just putting the pans away,ready to go home,when Talia,the new chef,entered the kitchen. "Whoa you okay?"Talia asked,looking at the mess in the kitchen. I nodded my head,but then I quickly shook it,throwing one of the kitchen cloths on the counter. "No I'm not. The love of my life isn't talking to me at all because of one stupid bitch that thought she had permission to kiss me!I just feel like I fucked everything up!But she kissed me,not the other way around. But Alison won't let me explain!I just don't know what to do!"I let it all out. "Okay calm down. Alison,as in Alison DiLaurentis?"Talia asked. I nodded. "She's hot."Talia said. "Watch it."I gave her a warning. "Okay okay. Sorry."Talia said,throwing her hands up. Then she did something unexpected. She moved closer to me,and lifted my chin up with her finger,her other hand slowly tracing up my shoulder. "Do you wanna move on?"She asked,and I silently shook my head. "Do you wanna forget?"She said,her voice sultry. I remained silent. I did want to forget for just a little bit. Of course I'm not over Alison,but this thing is killing me,and it would be good to forget about it. "Yes."I whispered,not knowing what came over me. She moved even closer,so close that I could smell her minty breath. She kissed me. At first I was hesitant,but soon I lost control. I shoved my tongue into her mouth without permission,picked her up and put her on the counter,positioned so that her legs were on either side of me. I gripped her thighs tight,my nails digging into her skin. Talia moaned,gripping my back and pulling me closer. My hands slid under Talia's shirt,feeling her up. Talia bit my bottom lip as her hands played with the button on my jeans. Something snapped inside of me,making me realize what was happening. "Talia..I..I'm sorry. This was a bad idea. I gotta go."I said,pulling away from her and grabbing my things. Thank God it was already the end of my shift. I ran to my car and drove home. Talia..she was pretty. But no one would ever be as pretty or as sexy as Alison. No one can do it like her.
Alison's POV:
"I'm sorry,won't you just forgive me?It wasn't my fault,I swear!"Emily said,making furious hand gestures. "No Emily you fucking broke my heart!"I cried out. The next thing I know we were kissing. We fell back on a bed which looked like mine,hands running over each others bodies. Then suddenly I wasn't there. Emily was kissing someone,but that someone wasn't me. To my horror,it was Paige.
I woke up with a scream. I sat upright on my bed,taking deep breaths to calm myself down. I pulled the blanket tight over my body,slowly lying back down and burying my face in the pillow. God,why was it so hard to stop thinking about Emily?But I did miss her. I missed her touch,her kisses,her scent,her everything. I picked up my phone and pondered over whether I should call her or not. My thumb poised over the call button. I moved my thumb away,deciding I'm not ready to talk to her. Instead I went into my gallery. I swiped through all the pictures we took together. Most of them were us at her house or at The Brew. I swiped on a picture of us holding our coffees in front of our faces,and we were kissing behind them. I remember that day,Aria took the picture. It was just like old times,and we had so much fun,forgetting all about A for a day. I couldn't look at it anymore. I quickly closed it and threw my phone on the bed. Emily is mine,and if I still want her I've got to fight for her. I decided that I will talk to Emily tomorrow,considering it was 12:05am and Emily is probably sleeping. Tomorrow is going to be a big day.