Remember...

Saya's pov

It was dark. I opened my eyes and only saw darkness, so I tried to sit on what seemed to be a hospital bed. Where was I? I didn't know. There was someone lying on a bed beside me, I got out of my bed and walked slowly to him. When I reached him, I fell on my knees and grabbed his hand. He had more bandages than me, he was more injured than me.

"Sorry… I'm so sorry Luffy… I couldn't protect you guys or save Ace… Forgive me…" regretted crying with his hand beside my face. I remembered what happened, all moments were inside my head like a movie, a tragedy movie. I stood up and walked to what seemed to be the exit door, I looked to him one more time before walking outside the room.

"I so weak… so weak"

It was time to see the conditions, and Penguin was in charge of keeping an eye on the Heart Pirates patients. Although he was a mechanic of the submarine, he was doing an extra job. The medics were all exhausted, and why? Because of a certain Pirate Empress! All the blood they were losing made them lost their energy.

He sighed. He was jealous… the hot female Shichibukai was always around the medics asking them about Luffy's condition.

Finally achieving the room of the three patients, he opened the door and walked inside.

"Mugiwara is here and stable… Jinbei is also stable… Saya-chan is missing, alright everyone is ok." said Penguin while almost leaving, when he turned around again. "Wait…Mugiwara, Jinbei…" he looked to the empty bed.

"Mugiwara, Jinbei,… AAAAAHHHHH! CRAP!" he screamed, realizing who was missing. It was surprising how Luffy and Jinbei didin't wake up.

Silence… that was Trafalgar Law's favorite sound. There wasn't annoying people to disturb his work or confusions around the submarine.

Four days had passed since he operated Monkey D. Luffy. There wasn't a single day that wouldn't be noisy or without any mess, and it wasn't easy with Boa Hancock around asking about Luffy or almost making every single Heart Pirate bleeding from their noses. But at night the scenery was different. He could finish that paperwork he had left, what was missing was refilling his cup of coffee.

But even the calmest night can become the more annoying. He almost reached the kitchen when Penguin was running towards the captain with a panic face.

"Captain! Captain!" he exclaimed.

"What is now Penguin?" Law asked a little annoyed about his noisy subordinate.

"Windy D. Saya… she's missing! When I was going to make the check point, she wasn't on her bed!"

Law only looked at him with serious eyes. "She should be nearby. Go wake up Shachi and check every point of the submarine, but don't awake anyone else."

"Yes Captain!" and Penguin ran to his crewmate room.

"Really… and thinking that was going to be Mugiwara-ya be the one to make a fuss when waking up… where did she go?" the Surgeon of Death sighed and started looking around, the first place he would search was the deck.

He opened the door, and how could he had such luck? There she was, looking at the sky.

Saya's pov

I looked to the sky and the ocean. Somehow it calmed me down in sad moments. Remember happy moments… yes, the sea had that power.

I was remembering all the funny moments that the four of us spend when we were young. The first time we meet, all the nights we passed together, everything.

I wanted to be strong to protect my friends, my brothers… But I couldn't protect Ace, I was feeling like I wasn't nothing.

I stopped my little trip to the past and stared at the sky, it was full of stars. I know it… I was crying. "I think I need a little fly…" I thought and jumped to the railing. I started to concentrate on my devil fruit powers in order to fluctuate, however some arms were holding my waist and my hand. That made me went down… I looked behind to see who was holding me and saw him.

"You aren't in good shape to do anything. And you supposedly should be on bed, or are you trying to get some more bruises around your body, Miss Saya?" he said.

"It's not your business, Trafalgar Law." I said shooting off his hand from my injured waist and cleaned my tears, who the hell did he think he was to touch me like that?

"Indeed it is my business… if you get some more injures, I don't have any problem to have you on my operation table… however I would like to see how much blood you can lose on my medical tools." he said with a provocative smile on his face.

Damn, how could he be so, so… sadistic? I mean what kind of doctor would say that?

"Don't you dare!" I said with a mad voice, I wouldn't be an experimental object in his hands.

I didn't notice that he was right beside me when I turn around to him. He was gripping my hand with such force… it hurt like hell. I looked to his face with an angry expression but it became a face full of fear. He had dangerous and mad eyes.

"Don't order me, Miss Saya. You should know what happens if someone try to order me. Besides this is my ship, so my rules." he advertised.

I hit his hand from mine and walked away from him, to other side of the deck. He was still the same arrogant, sadistic guy from some days ago. Like in Sabaody…

"I know that… 'Don't order me or I will have the pleasure to dismember you'… just like that time…" said I with a more peaceful voice, didn't know why but that calmed me down.

He was a little confused but got it after some minutes.

"You mean when we meet in Sabaody Archipelago? That was a great show from your part…" he said with a smirk on his face, he was trying to take me out of my nerves. However that time I was enjoying remember that time.

"Ah, ah… what about you? You were making a pocker face to X-Drake… who would know, uh? That guy who beat, don't know how many, marines with my captain and Eustass Kid…"