I'm not sure why, but seeing Marshall with SweetTart really got my insides stirring. Not to mention that this party was also bumming me out. It was always the same stuff over and over, I'm surprised the Ice Queen hasn't busted trough the door.

I better not jinx myself, I thought.

I looked around and saw that cake was happily with Lord M, and I saw many couples dancing as well. Everyone seems to be happy except for me. I'm supposed to enjoy life too right?

I decided to dare myself to look out the window and sneak a peak at what Marshall and SweetTart were up too. I'm defiantly going to Kick myself in the ass for this one. Walking to the window I drew back the curtains and peaked through. Sure enough there they were in the shadow of the castle. Marshall was floating in circles around SweetTart, which was clearly making her dizzy. He had this smirk on his face like that was his intention.

She finally lost her balance, and started to fall face first into the ground. But Marshall was there to catch her from behind instead.I strained to hear what they were saying.

"-you alright Sweetie?" Marshall said into her ear. Already giving her nicknames, huh?!. "I knew you were all for me, but I didn't know you would actually FALL for me." He winked and SweetTart blushed madly leaning more into him exposing her neck slightly.

This was all starting to make me sick and I couldn't stand it anymore. What a drama king I thought. I whipped the curtain shut and walked away from the window just as I saw Marshall bend into SweetTarts neck.

I am so done with this. Cake leaves me for Lord M. I mean I'm happy for them she is my sister, but then Gumball completely blows me off. Now to make it worse, Marshall is after some type of tail again.

I started walking across the room to the front door.

I don't even know why I'm mad. Sure he is my best guy friend an I've been with him through aot. When he and Cake took care of me when I had the flu, major jam sessions, and even when one of his girlfriends at the time got jealous of me cause she thought we were too close.

Wait. I stopped before I got to the door an turned around to look back at the window where beyond is Marshall and SweetTart doing who knows what.

Maybe that's WHY I'm mad. We have been together for a while and we are always so close...

No...I thought shaking my head. I opened the front doors and stepped out into the warm breezy summer air.

I thought, and I mean actually thought thoroughly about Marshall. His thick black hair, his playful smirk, and how when I hug him bye, I remember how my head only reaches his chest but fits perfectly.

Marshall always laughs at my jokes and awkwardness, yet drives me crazy when he acts like he doesn't care.

Am I actually crazy about him? Does the bad little boy act really work? Am I jealous of SweetTart because I'm in love with Marshall Lee?

Hey! I know Ive been ghost for a while but I'm back! :) thanks for reading!