Kagome
Well today is the day I officially live with Sesshomaru. I tried the whole friend and lover thing but that didn't seem to work at all so I gave it up. I love Inuyasha and maybe with a little push he can become a tad bit more like Sesshomaru at least business wise I like Inuyasha's personality. I was all alone because Sesshomaru was at work and Rin was still at school. I did wonder who his girlfriend was I asked Inuyasha and he said the only women he remember Sesshomaru dating was a demon name Kagura. I wondered what she was like to have the heart of Sesshomaru but of course she was a demon and probably a beautiful one. I looked at the time school should be getting out soon I wonder how Rin gets home. I saw the little green imp and asked him "Rin is going to be picked up by me today" he said. "No I will pick her up myself" and I left him there watching me. I had nothing better to do anyway. the wedding is in a week I post ponded moving in by a week so I could get things better done at my old place which I was still keeping I decided that Rin needed time away from living with her brother and demons I had a key made for her and I was going to tell her to use it anytime she needed to get away from it all. I drove to her school and heard the bell. I watched a bunch of kids older then Rin came out. I waited until I saw her with a white haired demon girl and a human boy. They all seemed to be happy and laughing then she ran over to my car and got in "hello Kagome I almost forgot you were moving in today and I didn't expect you to come and get me" she was giggling and was very excited to see me "yes well I had nothing else to do and I wanted to have a women to women chat" she titled her head "about what?" "ohh I just wanted to give you this" I handed her a key "I know being a teenager is a hard time in a young ones life which is why I am keeping my apartment in the city and you are going to spend the weekends there either with myself or by yourself I have an extra bedroom you can redo as well living with men all the time is not healthy so I decided we must have breaks from them every once and a while you may use it whenever you wish" I smiled and she smiled back "thank you Kagome" that made me happy "of course I want to think of as my own little sister I always wanted one and just so you know you will probably see Inuyasha on our breaks" she nodded "I do not mind I like Inuyasha" I pulled out and drove into town "I am going to show you where it is because we are going to spending this weekend here and I want to go through some catalogues so we can design your room" she just smiled the whole way there. For someone who was basically raised by Sesshomaru she is such a happy upbeat person unlike the cold heartless monster I will soon call husband. When we got there I showed her a bus route just in case she was to us it last minute and then we got to work looking through design ideas for her room. She had good taste for a fifteen year old deciding to go with a room that is just girly and childlike enough much like her room at Sesshomaru's house. We spent a few good hours just talking and bonding. I really like this innocent little girl no wonder even Sesshomaru liked her. "Now what do you say we go to Sesshomaru's?" she nodded "yes lets go home" she took my hand. It felt weird her calling Sesshomaru's house home but I guess to her it is the only home she knows. We drove back blaring the radio and singing the songs like a couple of teenagers. Sesshomaru was of course not here yet even though he said he would be so I decided to message his phone
(Kagome/Sesshomaru)
Will you be returning home?
I will be but it will be late
Very well just so you know I told Rin about my place and she has already designed her room which will be done by Thursday which I mean to have her stay with me Friday and not go to school so we can properly prepare for the wedding
Alright
He is never the texting type. We never really speak that often as well. I wanted to be closer to him because of all the power he has but he will never let anyone be close. I sighed and went back to the bubbly Rin. I decided to go in her room with her and couldn't believe my eyes. Her room was twice the size of mine and it was perfect in every way. I knew it had to be and I was so jealous of her bathroom. I had to make some serious changes to mine. I noticed something odd on her vanity as well. A charm bracelet I never seen her wear. It was a white gold and had a charm of a dog, a flower, a heart and a crescent moon. It was so cute I wanted to put it on me but I put it back down. Sesshomaru must have given her that like he did this room but why? She was a cute and lovable little girl but it didn't feel like a brother would give her these type of things what is it?
Sesshomaru
So many meetings and all have to do with the wedding. I just wanted it over with already and when this is over Rin and I are eloping none of this long ceremony stuff. Since that night a week ago Rin and I never sleep apart she always finds a way to sneak into my bed. We haven't done anything since because I am taking things with her slow and I do not mind waiting for her. I leave for two weeks which is almost heart breaking I made sure Izayoi wasn't interfering by making our hotel only give us one bed. I would not have any woman beside Rin in my bed anyway I would rather sleep on the couch or not sleep at all. I am avoiding Kagome now she has lived with me for three days and I come home only to sleep with my beloved then I go to work again. She messages my work phone all the time so I mainly ignore them. I have my personal phone so I can text Rin and let her know when to go into my bed or I will go into hers. I smile at the idea of my innocent one waiting for me to return to her. My phone goes off
(Sesshomaru/Rin)
You know you can't avoid her forever she is a nice person and quite a beauty
She is simply not you so I can't stand to be around her
Sesshomaru I am going to be leaving for the weekend at least come home just to say good bye
Alright
Yay thank you
I got my coat and left. She had me I had to face my wife to be before our wedding day or otherwise it will be too awkward around us. I drive back home to see Kagome outside putting things into her car. I nodded at her "well my last weekend as a free woman" she joked. I just nodded she looked stunned "your mother is coming to stay with us as well so we can be prefect for the wedding" "Izayoi is my step mother as you know I would like it if you stopped calling her my mother" she looked at me again with that stupid face "alright is your mother coming to our wedding" "no" is all I could say. My mother was as cold hearted as me but she and Rin are close and she expected me to marry Rin so she is against this marriage fully. "oh I see Rin is inside you should say goodbye to her" I looked past her and went inside. My love was wearing a pair of shorts and a white t shirt. Even in the simplest clothes she is perfect "have a good time" is all I could say. Rin and I agreed to keep our relationship a secret from Kagome but I have a feel Bankotsu already knows about it. She smiled at me "remember do not be late" I walked over and hugged her "I will be waiting for you my love until the end of time" I whispered into her ear. "I know" she let me go and went into the car with Kagome. I watched them drive off half wanting to follow. I sighed and went to work in my at home office. I blew out a sigh I almost didn't want to show up because I knew it would be the hardest day of my life to marry another right in front of Rin but this is what has to be for now.
Rin
The wedding is tomorrow so we decided to spend the whole day at the spa. Izayoi is as kind to me as ever. We decided to get our nails done today and only to really about our hair tomorrow. Kagome seemed to understand the no makeup rule with me but Izayoi wanted me to wear some blush. I said no thank you. "now girls we must be look perfect I remember my wedding it felt like it was right out of a fairy tale and we all be wearing white of course" we all got a French tip while Izayoi relived her wedding with InuTashio. I guess I know who planned this wedding "oh and Rin when you get married it will be the perfect fairy tale as well" I tensed up "Well I do not know if I will ever get married" I had to say something I couldn't tell her Sesshomaru is the only person I will marry. She looked sad "ohh you are still young you will change your mind" I smiled. I like Izayoi but she was even more talkative then me and always loved shopping. I do enjoy those things but she seems to be a little flakey. "I am so excited I cannot wait for grandchildren" she clapped her hands. Okay now was she being serious everyone knew Kagome was in love with Inuyasha and Sesshomaru is not her son. Kagome seemed to let the comment slide. I couldn't help but wonder if they had children what they would look like. "Rin sweetie you must keep your head out of the clouds" I smiled again. "Izayoi I like that about her she is free" Kagome sighed "now Kagome I know you wanted to marry Inuyasha but Sesshomaru is the better match out of the two brother" Kagome just nodded. I knew what she was thinking that Izayoi is insane. Only I know Sesshomaru good enough to tell what a good person he is and to me Inuyasha has a temper that is a turn off. "Now we must retire and get loads of beauty sleep" Izayoi called. We left the spa and got into the limbo. We are staying at Kagome's house until the wedding tomorrow. It is an early wedding then they are off for two weeks. I feel sad knowing Sesshomaru is going to be gone but I have my friends to help me. I feel the pain in my chest knowing that my Sesshomaru is going to be married to someone else. I sighed as I looked out the window. I couldn't help it I knew tomorrow morning is going to break my heart.
Kagome
Well today is the day. I made sure Rin got all of her beauty sleep the night before she seemed a little restless but she is back to being a happy ball of energy now. We had hair stylist working on us in my living room. My best friend Sango is here now and to my surprise Rin and her little brother Kohaku go to the same high school and are close friends. Maybe I can do a little match making. All of them are in a simple pink dress with their hair curled down their backs. I had to wear my hair up of course as I am the bride. My wedding dress is a long white strapless dress. I wanted to have a simple wedding but Izayoi decided to make it a grand affair. "This is so exciting soon enough Kagome is going to be a wife" Izayoi clapped. Rin smiled at her but I almost threw a box at her. She is by far the simplest woman I have ever met. I sighed as our hair was finished and it was now time to go. We were having our wedding at a garden site so we could be away from the public eye. I knew Sesshomaru was grateful for this as was I. we had an hour drive but it was complete silence. I made conversation with Rin but we both ignored Izayoi. She was first out of the car. We entered a tent for us to wait until the ceremony was to begin. Izayoi thankfully ran off to find her husband. Inuyasha came in our tent. "Hello" he called. I looked down trying to hide my tears but both Sango and Rin knew the truth. Sango was the first to run out. "I should let you two have a moment" said Rin as she excused herself. She and Inuyasha had a quick hug and she was gone. "Kagome remember this is not permanent this is for a year at the most" I nodded my head. He kissed my lips. "Now you must go to your grandfather we are about to start" he was gone now. I cleaned myself up a bit and found my grandfather. "Now make him happy" he said to me. The music began everyone walked down the aisle until it was finally my turn. I saw Sesshomaru in a black and white suite looking extremely bored. I knew he is ice cold but could he at least care about what is about to happen. We stood beside each other. We both did not write our own vows so the main just said a few words and said we could now kiss. Sesshomaru's lips were on mine for a quick second. I barley felt them but they were as cold as he is.
Sesshomaru
As soon as the ceremony was over I left her there. She was talking to her friend anyway. I felt so guilty for what I just did. I kissed another woman in front of my beloved. I was in one of the tents set up when I smelled Rin. She was obviously looking for me. I couldn't face her right now but I couldn't bring myself to leave I just sat down on the grass until she found me. "Sesshomaru come you are leaving soon Kagome is already going to change you cannot just leave your wife like that" I grabbed her and pulled her into a long kiss. "I am so sorry my love for what I did" he looked into my eyes "Sesshomaru you did what you had to now you must get ready your plane leaves for France soon. You wanted this over with as soon as possible so get a move on" I shook my head I don't deserve her not even for a second here I am the person hurting her and she is trying to help me. "Sesshomaru pull yourself together you had no choice Kagome is in better shape then you" I looked into her eyes "why are you helping me I am the one causing your heart to break" "because we knew this was coming and I know it's hard on you. You may act all cold to other people but you cannot hide from me your emotions are very strong under that mask of a face you wear" she grabbed my face to kiss me again. She is right I need to just put up with this but I never imagined how much it would hurt when it was over. My love is wise beyond her years. "I will miss you so much" she said as she hugged me. I held her back while I could smell the tears building up in her eyes. "Don't cry I will be back soon enough" I left her there. It feels like someone is stabbing me in the heart. I love Rin nothing will change that not ever.